.; trisha`*

2006-06-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

PLEASE RELINK! :D

THANKYOU!

2006-06-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

yay.
fever went down alr!
:D
this morning was 38.9
then i slept from 10
until now.
HAHA.
quick say im POWER!
LOL.
no fever now!:D
ahhahha.
wheee--

i feel lyk puking, however ))):

byebye!
i wana go eat cucumber alr!
woohoo!
cucumbers are NICE.
SO ARE TOMATOES!

WOOHOO!

2006-06-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

sick.

high fever.

fourty degrees.

haiz.

2006-06-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

WENT IN CIRCLES TODAY.

yey -.=

lols.

2006-06-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

AHHAHAHHAHA
AHHHA
AHAHAHHAHAHA
HHHAHAHHA
AHHAA
AHHAHHAHHAHA
AHAHHHHAHAHA
MOHOHO
MOHOHO
MOHOHO

ASFHUSUDHGIUPAGRPUIGWBE;ghawpighWEU;G

DAMN HIGH!
OKAYTHANKSBYE. :D

2006-06-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

eh btw.
YAY.
im back from cwp!
got my nails done just now.

i forgot to mention in my previous entry.

YAY.
RED HAWT NAILS!

woohoos`!!

loveslovesloves
IM LOVING IT.
ahahahas!

okdonebye.
HAHAS.

2006-06-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

HEY OKAY EVERYONE.

IM HERE TO ANNOUNCE....

THAT..

I FAILED TO GO ON A DIET TODAY :D

AHAHA!

BUT ITS OKAY!
IL GO ON A DIET TMR. :D

..[yeah ryte, you bet I WILL! xD]

TOODELOOS!

wahhh damn bored.

"one two three four, hi 5!" is on again. -.=

fart with me man!
sighs.

HAHA.

2006-06-02T13:03:00.000+08:00

RAWRRRRS
damn boreddd
D:
lols
im lyk saying this so often now.

whees-
cooked my own lunch!

PASTAAAA.
come everyone.
DROOL WITH ME.
lols

bahaha.
YUMMMMS! 6x <
wheeeeeees-
later got cg i think -.-
i wana go.
but i lazyyyyy):
see first ba.
haha

since morning till now iv been shopping online!
MUAHAS.

whtevr.
BYES.

ghawgh;kwajeg;iualeh;rguihwar;ughwearg

YAY.
I LOVE MY PASTA.
BAHAHA.

2006-06-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

WAH DAMN BOREDDDDD
D::::

bahaha.

im THAT bored that i resorted to watching KIDS CENTRAL.

WTFH?

the programmes suhcks.
ESPECIALLY THAT
...
"ONE TWO THREE FOUR, HI FIVE!"

-.===============

losers. *rolls eyes. flips hair.

BAHAHA. (x

but there's some nice shows too luhs.
lols.
lyk looney tunes
or whtevr else.
ahaha.

yay yay.
im lyk updating now to pass tym.
cuz "FIVE IN THE AIR, LETS DO IT TOGETHER.. HI 5 !"
it sounds WRONG. it sounds DIRTY.
BAHAHAHAHA.
...okay. i should shut up.
so yes anws.
yeah
but after hi5, its holland v on channel eight!
lalalaaas.
then i wunt be THAT bored alr.

ANWS..
i think im eating alot lately.
i keep telling myself to go on a diet since lyk, tuesday?
but to no avail -.=
SO YES.
i told myself to go on a diet again, today!
....BUT????

nvrmind. lets not talk abt it.
AHAHA.

hais.

TANIA TRISHA ONG SHU LIN MUST GO ON A DIET TMR, AND THE FOLLOWING DAY, AND THE FOLLOWING, THE FOLLOWING, THE.... and the list goes on.

..IF NOT, SHE'LL BE CURSED WITH LAYERS AND LAYERS OF FATS
THAT EVEN PRINCE AND KNIGHT WOULD SHUN AWAY AT THE SIGHT OF HER
AND SHE WUNT BE ABLE TO WALK THROUGH THE DOORS IN THE HSE WITHOUT TURNING SIDEWAYS
AND SHE WUNT EVEN BE ABLE TO FIT INTO THE HANDICAP THINGY AT THE MRT CONTROL STATIONS.

BAHHAHA.
...now im scared-.=
if i really fail to go on a diet tmr,
im gone DIE.
and everyone, not only prince and knight will shun away from me.
no one will want me anymore.
BAHAAHHAHA.
okay im damn bored, im sure you can tell.

OH BTW. iv got a new blog up! :D
yays.
template done, everything!
but il prolly just wait for a nice day to officially use it.
ahahhaha.

soon luhs, soon. -.=
lols
the skins kinda corny.
but!!!
i dunt pay attention to the words!
i pay attention to the DRAWINGS.
and the little designs around the box!
oooo!
pay attention to it, they're LOVELY.

ohbtw.
i got my own template.
lols.
no luhs, not really.
just that iv done a couple of drawings.
prepared to use them as my blog template..
SOON.

AAHAHHAHAH

yey yey.
hi 5 ended alr. -.=
can hear them singing their stupid song.
and can imagine them shaking their saggy arse in front of the kids -.=
not lyk mine, FIRM one.

BAHAHA,
'JKJK.
lols.

BUHBYES FOLKS..

MWAHS! <3

2006-06-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

whees-
yay im updating!
lols.
ytd blogger cant sign me in to this acc.
dnoe why.
lols.
so oh wells.
yeah.

actually..
nth to update about.
BYE.

2006-05-29T16:11:00.000+08:00

ahahhaha
this morning went to gombak with erna and joyce.
i was sposed to reach there at ten lars.
but i overslept!
ahahahha

then i reached there around 11.20 in the end?
lols
then we had mac for breakfast.
then i didnt run lars
cuz joyce and erna ran liaos.
so... nvm lar.
i just went there to eat.

then they decided to come my hse.
ahahahha
so they came.
we did lotsa stupid things -.-
lyk eat, play, chat.
then we went down to the admiralty garden cuz erna felt lyk playing bball.
ahahah
then we played awhile.
then very hot.
then we went into the sheltered area and played soccer, instead.
but we felt lyk LOSERS, the way we played it. AHAHHA
okay then we behaved lyk lil kiddies for awhile
ahaha
"your power is to stron, that it blew me away. but it brought me back to you once more"
AHAHHA.
i was bring damn drama just now.

ahahha
then we went to the mamashop to buy some stuff.
then went to my hse to eat!
ermms.
i also felt sick of holding the bball.
so i left in somewhere at a grasspatch and went to mamashop!
LOLS
then after that came back to CLAIM back my bball.
luckily it was still where i left it.
hhhahhahas
so yes.
we were at my hse eating.
then oh!
the kitties damn cute
cute cute cute!
I LOVE! <3
ahahhaha
they must be really happy today, that they've got more frens!
lols
erna and joyce kinda scared that they bite and scratch at first.
but after that, they were quite alright alr.
ahhahahha

today's fun! : D
yet tiring.
ahahha
but yeah. had fun.

deprived childhoods!
ahahha
today was KIDDO DAY. ((:

ahhahahaha.
rawrrrrs.
i wana eat my laksa! *slurps! 6:

TOODLELOOS!

2006-05-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

JASMINE TYE!
GAYLE NERVA!
RAHIMAH RAHIM!
GERALDINE DNOE WHT!

JONATHAN LEONG!
PAUL TWOHILL!

YAY YAY YAY

LOVES! <3

2006-05-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

went out with sophie and some other ppl today.
yeah.
had fun lars.
our frens were nice ppl(:
lols.

sophie bought her contacts
and i bought my RED hair dye.
and know wht?
ITS NOT OBVIOUS AT ALL
FUCK, I GOT CHEATED.
LOLS
SO DUMB LARS.
LYK NO DIFF LYK THAT.

DAMN SADDENING.
I FEEL LYK I JUST THREW MY CASH AWAY T_T
HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS.

watching singapore idol.
JASMINE TYE RAWKS!
<3 !
okaybyes.

2006-05-28T12:32:00.000+08:00

went for third svc yesterday.
but before that, went to some places to see see look look
ahahaha.
hmms.
jo bought some stuff.
then...
yeah luuors.

there was this dance during the svc lors.
lyk no one there can really dance -.-
our svc ppl much better.
but!
only got ONE girl there can dance.
and she's fat.
whoaaa.
but she's really good.
..really.
she stands out among all the other dancers luh.

then after svc
went to meet aunt.
she called sophia in the afternoon saying she wana bring us for dinner.
so yeah.
after svc couldnt find her
she said she was at the somerset carpark.
then very late liaos.
so darkdark.
then cant find her.
LOLS.
then i was lyk holding the church bulletin in my hands ma.
then i stood there and
WAVED.
lols
WAVED THE BULLETIN IN THE AIR.
lols.
and sis was lyk screaming "JO EE EEE... JO EEEE EEEE"
lols.
omfg damn funny.
then we lyk drunk lyk that -.-
then we finally found her luhs.
then julian was being sucha cutearse.
HE'S SO HANDSOME.
JULIAN IS SO HANDSOMEEEEEEE!
lols.
major cutestuff!
ahahhahah!
alrights.
so we had some japanese cuisine! 6x
&&&&& before we reached the restaurant,
we had trouble finding the lift.
yeah then there was my stupid lift joke.
LOLS.
nvm.
insider's.
ahahahhahaa.

so yeah.
JAPANESE BUFFET! > xDDD
..YUMMS!
95% of the dishes we ordered were SALMON! (x
and thennnnn.
we also had sushi SUSHI and MORE SUSHI!
teriyaki chicken.
jap steamed egg. [chawanmushi]
potato salad.
garlic rice.
udon.
eel [unagi]
shrimps.
wahhh alot more larhs.
had a helluva good tym!
ahhahhahas.

then we left lor.
jo ee ee sent us home.
and then yeah lors.

damn tired luhs.
so slept.
then yeah.

now going out alr. (:
yays.

okay some points that im desperate to voice out below.
i cant hold them in me any longer.
if you aint gona be happy with it,
just get your goggly eyeballs of it.
and skip the strikeouts.

stupid dad.
was lyk commenting on my dressing.
wth is wrong with my dressing?
he expects me to be a dork and dress lyk how i dress when i go for first svc?
wtf?
NO!
i wunttt!
i dress how i want to.
and i dress lyk WHO I AM.
who are you ppl to comment on my dressing?

people have their own style and stuff.
just becuz i go to c_ _ _ _ h i am restricted to wear whtevr i want
and be whoevr i am?
so irrrrinoying lars.
walaos.
thats why, you see.
i prefer the third svc.
no one there comments on ur dressing lyk
"eh ur green bra strap."
or
"eh i can see your red undies lar"
or or
"zao geng liao lar!"
or or OR!!
"why your wear this kinda top? and your skirt/shorts. its too short! wear a jacket over to hide that revealing top you're wearing"

....
wtfh?
this is the kinda shyt that i really hate.

the third svc is way muchhh moreee enjoyable.
they are allowed to have bgr -.=
and they are lyk NOT against it,
many of them even get their bfs/gfs to come for svc and cg luhs.
they say that its actually allowed one.
just that the youth service doesnt allow.
cuz they think we're not matured enough or smth? -.=
wtfh -.-

and they even lyk go clubbing tgt and stuff.
how cool is this?
i love that group of people(:
cuz when im with them, im free to be whoever i am.

--

sian.
half and hour more till i leave the hse.
il prolly go update my frenster or smth.

and oh btw.
i was so damn pissed.
cuz im lyk wearing this rasor back which shows my green brastrap
and a miniskirt.
then i was lyk thinking "fuck, alysia and yuqian would prolly start commenting on my dressing again, lyk they always do"
but..
i was wrong -.-
they didnt speak a word about my dressing
but my dad did.
-.=
dumbfuck.
he was lyk "whts wrong with just wearing a normal shirt?"
then i was lyhk "whts wrong with my dressing? there's nothing wrong with it at all"
and he kept repeating his point about why i couldnt just wear a normal shirt.
then i was lyk telling soph.
"he's prolly just jealous that he cant wear his sleeveless[s] anymore. cuz all the excess used-to-be-oh-so-macho muscles has turned into FATS. so he prolly cant wear all his sleeveless[s] anymore. or those fats on his arms would start flabbing so tremendously everytym he lifts a finger."

yeahhhs.
and im so glad that he went out alr.
stupid shytass.

--

rawrs.
im gona dye my hair.
either uber duber brown, medium red, deep purple, dark green or... yeah.
thats it.
so i got to choose between the colours.
but im deciding on red already.
but but but i still wana dye the other colours T_t
so december hols il dye again! : D
yay.
ahahhaha.
those hair colours RAWK.
and its just cooolios. ;D
browns are really common nowadays.
so yeah.
i want to red, purple or green.
but uber duber brown is still considerable! (:
woots!`

i need to use the toilet -.=
BYES. (:

2006-05-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

rawrrrr.
was late for school today -.=
again.
lols
reached class one minute before math ended! :D
ahhahhahha.

hmms.
then blahblah luhs.

after school had parent teacher meeting.
mr michael say alot of things
HE ASK MY MOM SEND ME FOR COUSELLING?!
WTFH SIA!!

--

lazy to elaborate.
was a pretty long day.
so yeah.

was just done drawing my drawings(x
hehes.

<3 !

2006-05-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

AHAHHA.
at joyce hse now.
just now watched singapore idol again.
ahhahhas.

aiights.
then we came up to her bedroom
so here we are!
gekleng and i lie on the bed.
and...
laughed at... some things.
AHHAHA.

then we did bear porn!!
ahaha.
gekleng and i sincerely apologise to joyce's bears.
cuz we made them do a blow job and made them french.
AHHAAA.
aiights.

then joyce and i lie on the bed.
jue say we look lyk les.
ahahhahas.

then they started trying on my skirt.
then jue damn funny lar.
just walk around in her. *ahem. undergarment.
and gekleng did that too.
then i wasnt wearing shorts.
then joyce "i nvr see girl boxers before leh!"

ahahha.
and i stripped off my skirt for her.
lols.
yeah yea. then we talk about skirt and stuff.
&&&& JUE FLASHED AT US!!
ahahhaha
lols.

--

they're looking at joyce's clothes now.
ahahhaa.
gekleng doing work seh (x
mirian and jue appreciating the bed now.
im gona do so too.
il prolly update again when i get home later.
MAYBE.

(:
LOVES! <3

2006-05-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

whees-
didnt go to school today!
hahas.
had to go to Alexandra Hospital, for my appointment arranged by the polyclinic.
ahahahahs.
yey yey.
quite fun there luh.
hahas.
first, had to go eye test.
they ask me read the numbers and stuff.
then i had to move here move there.
so many tests to take.
then one of the machines damn scary can?
must stare into this yellow circle.
den stare le
the nurse will adjust something
den make air go into my eye.
pain lyk wtfh can?
haiyohhs.
haha.
she said it was to test the pressure of my eye or somewht lyk that luh.
hahas.

ehhs.
then had to move to the consultation room after awhile.
waited for one and a half fucking long hours just for the doctor -.-
dnoe why he damn slow leh.
then i finally went in le,
den he's AH NEH.
wahkao.
i dnoe wht talking him can?
as in, SERIOUSLY.
lyk curly wurly.
curl here curl there.
HOW TO UNDS?
den i just keep on "ohh. oh okay, mm. okok. i see. ..oohh. okok."
LOLS
yeah lar
cant unds wht the hell he's trynna say.
den the nurse gave me eyedrops that stang.
pain pain):
then i was lyk "eh pain leh. how?"
then the doctor laughed.
haha
he said "its supposed to sting a lil. dunt worry, itll be fine."
hahas.
den i had to stare into this machine
THAT BLEW AIR INTO MY EYES!!
AGAIN!!
WALAOS
DAMN PAIN CAN):::::
ahahhahhahs.
oh OH.
den the doctor put this yellow thing into my eye.
den my whole eye numb can?
NUMBBBBBBB.
wtf?
den i was tearring already.
so i asked for a piece of tissue luh.
then..
THEN YOU KNOW WHT?
THE TEARS THAT CAME OUT WAS YELLOW LA!!
NOT JUST YELLOW LYK HIGHLIGHTER YELLOW LYK THAT LEH!
ITS DEEEEEP DARKKKK AND FIRMMMM YELLOW!
SO SCARY!
then my mouth open big big when i saw that.
then i looked at the doctor
and *blinkblink.
haha
then he said it was fine.
the yellow stuff will be gone.
but the numbness will stay there for quite some tym.
hahas
actually i didnt even know that it was numb.
cuz i couldnt feel anything luh.
then i said
"ehhhhhhhh. my eye feels wierd. lyk as if its not in me. -.- is that my eyeball?"
the nurse and doctor laughed again.
lols
then they were lyk "of cuz.... [blahblah, explaining the numbness]"
yepps.
ahhahahha
then my eye went cam whoring just now!
LOLS.
usually, it was ME, cam whoring.
now, its MY EYE.
lols.
i had to go into ANOTHER room.
then this guy was damn funny.
"open your eyes as wide as you can"
[if you know me, youll know that my WIDEST and my NORMAL is.. no difference one lar -.-]
then i laughed, "biggest already."
he replied, "no no, stretch? open as big as you can!"
LOLS.
he just couldnt get it.
& OHBTW?
IT WAS NOT JUST THAT TECHNICAL SPECIALIST GUY WHO SAID THAT.
THE NURSE WHO CONDUCTED THOSE TESTS ON ME SAID IT,
THE DOCTOR WHOM I CONSULTED SAID IT,
AND THAT TECHNICAL SPECIALIST GUY SAID IT!
WTFH-.-
AHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHS.
damn funny lar.
so yeah.
that guy had to pull my eyelids for me
in order to take the picture of my eyeball
after that he gave me eyedrops again
this tym, they still stang ALOT MORE!!!
then i sat there in agony & lyk "pain... painnnnn ): pain pain pain"
LOLS
so yeah
after that i was allowed to go for my lunch first.
so.. mom and i went to the hospital's cafeteria.
but before that, i went to visit tasia's mom
over at her ward.
then i left and was walking towards the cafeteria with mom,
i saw tasia in the shuttle bus.
we exchanged smiles
and then i took out my phone to sms her a "HULLO!"
THEN.....
so funny lar.
cuz the eyedrop that guy gave me before i went for lunch is sposed to dilate my eyeball.

so ohwells.
and he also mentioned that itd make my vision uber blur.
so blur that i wouldnt even be able to read my smses -.-
AHAHHAHA
yesyes, LAUGH. i laughed and laughed.
but!!
it was so true):
i couldnt read wht i was typing to tasia.
haha. but nvm la.
im so used to typing without looking at the screen alr.
so yeah.
then went to eat.
my lunch was tomyam noodles! 6x *slurps!
ahahhaa.
it was DAMN GOOD. 6:
yeah.
then went back to the consultation room after that.
blahblah.
OH OH!
the doctor showed me the picture of my eyeball!
its scary.
HAHA.
he said i have lots of small dots around my eye.
den i was freaked out; he showed me -.=
den i asked "ee! means im not normal hah? ):"
den he replied "no. its just RARE. not abnormal or wht. you've just got special eyes"

EH EH.
EVERYONE.
GOT SEE NOT?
SPECIAL EYES LEH!
I GOT UNIQUE EYES OKAY!
YOU HAVE ANOT?
AHHHAHA.
SUPER BIONIC EYES! : D *beams.
I AM SUPER WOMAN!
LOL.
AHAHHHAS!

but it looked disgusting.
AHHAHHAHA.
lyk small dots allllll over.
AND OH BTW.
THE CAMERA DAMN GOOD.
ITS A CAMERA MACHINE THINGY ? -.=
HAHA.
ITS DAMN CLEAR.
THEN THE PICTURE SHOWED THAT MY EYES DAMN BROWN ONE OKAY!
REALLY VERY BROWN.
LYK DYED HAIR THOSE KINDA BROWN LEH! : D
ahhaha
den i damn happy den i said "OH LOOK! iv got broownnnn eyes."
then the doctor and nurse laughed at me AGAIN. -.=
ahhahahas.
whees-
fun fun.
then went to collect my medicine at the pharmacy luors.

all i got was a couple of eyedrops luh.
..i think im fat.
if only my eyedrops had lyk a purgatory effect. (:
id be over theeee moon!
lols.

whees-
and yeah.
then dada waited for us at the carpark.
he and mom then went to eat at the vegetarian place luhs.
then i full liao.
so i just ate some tao kae noi japanese seaweed.
and ice milo.
the seaweed damn nice.
ahahhas.

hmms.
then was damn tired.
so i slept in the car.
followed dee around in his car to go to his working places.
OMFG DAMN COOL DAMN COOL DAMN COOL.
HE WENT INTO THIS CONDOMIUM.
CUZ HE HELPING SOMEONE DESIGN THEIR APARTMENT THERE LUH.
THEN RYTE.
ONE APARTMENT THERE.
COSTS UP TWO MILLION!
DID YOU SEE THAT?
T W O M I L L I O N !
TWO MILLION SMACKEROOS!
JUST FOR ONE FUCKING HSE!!
BUT OMG THE HSE DAMN NICE ONE
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE
*drools.
*dies.
*faints.

THEN THEN THEN
WE WENT TO THIS OTHER HSE.
ITS LYK.
TERRACES LAR.
BUT ITS IN ENCLOSED AREA ONE.
THEN ONE FUCKING APARTMENT
IS FOUR FLOORS HIGH.
&&& THERE'S A B1 OKAY!
LOLS
AND THE B1, GOT A DOOR. THEN FROM THE DOOR, CAN GO TO YOUR CAR. WHICH IS JUST OUTSIDE THE DOOR LUH!
DAMN COOL DAMN COOL DAMN COOL!!
THEN THE FIRST FLOOR THE DOOR
WALK OUT GOT BIG BIG GARDEN.
THEN SOME STUFF THERE QUITE VICTORIAN.
DAMN NICE!!
THE DINING TABLE IS H A W T S T U F F !
&&&&&&& I LOVE THE TOILET!
THE MIRROR SO BIG.
AHAHHA.
AND THE TOILETBOWL IS SO COMFY TO SIT ON.
THE FLUSH WORKS SO COOL.
AND THE DOOR IS INTERESTING.
THE LIGHTINGS IN THE TOILET DAMN NICE TOO!

THEN THE KITCHEN.
WAHHH EVERYTHING SILVER SILVER ONE.
THEN THE KITCHEN ALSO GOT ONE DOOR
WHICH LEADS TO THE BIG BIG GARDEN!
DAMN NICE
THEN I EXPLORED THE UPSTAIRS.
SOME CHILDREN'S ROOM.
FOLLOWED BY THE PARENT'S ROOM.
AND THE HIGHEST FLOOR, THE ATTIC!
SO NICEEE.
*dies x 283759265634867398627581578596297560923 times.
*faints x 908785728975817351676512385891235123 times.
*drools x 18735913758153498609347608374693846083 times.

OMG
DEN AFTER WE LEFT ALR.
I SAT IN THE CAR
AND I THINKI REPEATED THESE TWO WORDS LYK.
TENS OF TYMS
"...so nice.... so nice.........so nice.. so nice.............so nice..."
AHHAHAHHAHAH

okok
anws.
this entry damn long(:
its been sucha long tym since i updated everything that happened the whole day.
seriously.
hahas. i USED TO do that.
then go lazy.
and my life wasnt really happy.
so i couldnt be bothered to say much in my updates luh.

but now.
im much happier.
BUT!
still unhappy.
just.. mixed.
yeah.

SO ANWS.
ya.
long entry today. (: (::::

to finish off,

I THINK ITS SO DAMN COOL TO BE A PUNSTER

yays.
byes!

loves! <3

2006-05-23T16:18:00.000+08:00

EEEE HEHEHEHE!
IM AT FIONANANANANA HSE NOW!!!!!

eh eh my DEARDEARhweeling beside me lar! : D

im bored.

eh that WILLISE that kaobei her, go report her sia.
den..
so bad lar!
hmphh! ) : <
bully my deardear?

she go...
ehhh [?]
EAT SHYT lar!

im bored D ::::::::::::::
just now ate cup noodles.
nice can?
you dunt have lar.
so shut up please. : D
ahhahhahas.
BAD.

:SOGhuwEHg;oiwHgowaEr;hgow;ogowa;eigh

2006-05-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

singapore idol is HILARIOUS.

ehhhhhh
i keep saying ehhhhhhh
lately.
wtf -.-

i wana go SLEEP.
hell, got school tmr
and erna wunt be there tmr &&& tuesday! ): <
den il have to get retarded with the wall.
AHAHHAH

BUHBYES. :D

2006-05-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

~~you brought my whole mood down.~~

2006-05-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

sldfiugha wlguhalruidggvb
alerighawrgawerdgbv;paeribh;W
LWDRBVweg nlEUIGHGWEUIGHIUEH

blwdij;'jg;wghwHGWERG
BLAHHHHHHH.

okay.
done with my
fa pi qi-ing.

eh eh eh
today whole dayyyy stuckkk attt homeeee
nth to do sia.
rawries.

2006-05-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

woke up late today.
so went for third svc with sissie instead.
i prefer third svc larhs x;
much more fun.
ppl there more open.
lyk.
seriously, in every single way.
we are lyk NOT RESTRICTED
to wear whtevr we lyk.
and just simply be who we are.
yeah.
no one comments on ur dressing nor pulls ur clothes.
they dunt smack your arse saying "zao geng la"
in fact, they snapped my bra strap and lyk, tease me?
so open lars.
not lyk.............
..ohwells.
OKAY.
fine, fine!!
i know im not sposed to compare.
but wtf man?

my last sentence about THIS TOPIC K?
..........i prefer that group. x;

hais.
whyyyy why lyddat?
????
if only this group is as fun as them.
i know im wrong to compare k
everyone's different.
yeahs.
but yeah.
OKAY I SHOULD JSUT SHUT UP..
NOW.
rawrs.

i prefer them, seriously.
no offence.

at least im free to be myself when im with them.
yeahhs.

so yeah whtevr.
soph and i bimbo-ed with asha.
HAHA.
yeah whtevr.

kinda pissed now.
over some fcuking matter.
wtfh.
s;dogih;wrng;iuhgawmengwargh
BYE.

2006-05-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

just now damn high.
now damn low.

its wierd uhs.
i started feeling low after listening to christian songs.
hais.
kinda dunt feel lyk going for svc tmr.
but on the other hand, feel lyk going too.
haiyuhhs.
i dnoe man.
D:

2006-05-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

OMFG.
ERNA AND I LAMESHYTTING ON MSN.
AHHAHAA!!
xD
*hyperventilates.

2006-05-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

we go together
lyk ramalamalama kadinga da dinga dong

lols.
didnt go school today.
I PON. :D
lols.
no lar. i guai kia ogays.

hmms.
urhhs.
morning wake up le.
sleepy lyk hell.
den since i was whizzing a tiny bit,
and my little toey was hurting and i dunt feel lyk wearing shoe cuz itll hurt even more, plus i have exercise today, so itd hurt even more.
.................so.......... i decided not to go to school!
HAHAHAH.
den i woke up at 12 lors.
haha.

den go pee.
den went to sleep again T_t
woke up at 1.
dnoe why so tired lars.
den i ate my BREAKFAST.
HAHA.
i was lyk dipping my oreo into milk.
den my mom was lyk ".. lunch tym already!"
den i ".....wht LUNCH?! ..BREAKFAST lar!"
den my mum laughed at me -.-
so oh wells.
she started cooking.
den by that tym i was full alr, after the consumption of six oreo cookies.
haha.
&&&& milk.
lols.
so i didnt eat rice.
i just took a plate and ate long beans x9
yeps.
den after that.
SLEEP AGAIN.
but couldnt sleep much alr, woke up at 1.45
haha
den mom told me she wan me to accompany her go lot1.
she wana buy luggage.
wtfh -.-

so yeah.
den there dunt have lar.
so we go bishan in the end.
saw two north brothers -.-
uhh. one of them hope resource one.
dnoe his name, though.
and the other one.. saw him in nexus a couple of tyms.
but dnoe him either.
hahas.
so yeah.
hmms.

OHYA.
saw keith in lot1. -.-
lols
exchanged smiles and we went our seperate ways.

rawrs.

so yeah.
mom managed to find luggage at j8 lars.
den dad came and fetch us home.
and i ate alr.
now i feel lyk sleeping T_t
HAHA.

rawrs.
so lame lars.

OHYEAHBTW.
in the morning after i decided not to go to school and stay home to sleep, i msged erna before going to sleep again
HAHAS.
"hey. i not going school today. tell michael my toe swollen please. thankyou. miss me ah. get retarded with the wall. reach out for the sunrise"
LOLS.
NVM NO ONE WILL UNDS EXCEPT US.
H A H A .
INSIDER'S JOKE. xDDD
lols.

weeeeehehes.
im boredddd D:
i might come update a second tym later.
BYES.
*smacks arse.

2006-05-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

ytd was damn funny.
I WAS HIGH LYK SIAO LAR.-.-
omgg.
i did stupid stuff.
den lyk as if i ate ecstacy or smth.
lols.
shake shake shake.
HAHAS.
sing sing sing.
ERNA AND I GOT SECOND NEW SONG LE! :D

at first was.
hungry hungry thirsty thirsty hungry hungry thirsty and hungry.
LOLS
den now its.....
one the first day of school my retard trick me
mdm tang! susan lim! zainab banu! and a mini sathiyaaa~~~

LOLS
YAY YAY!
AHAHA!

aiyuhhs.
retarded luhs. -.-
damn high jiu can liao.
eveyrthing i did was stupid.

den today....
abit high.
hahas.
den got tired of highing.
teacher going through papers; ...SLEEP!
lols.
so comfy siahhs.
oh oh.
slept during first three chinese period too.
hahas.
sat with sherman leonard youngee wei en terry.
hahas.
they cute luh x;
DEN I STOLE ALL THEIR PATRICK STICKERS!!! :D D D D D
AHAHA!!
ESP WEI EN'S.
LOLS.
HIS B O T H STICKER ALSO PATRICK!
I HAPPILY TAKEEEEE (: (: (:
AHAHHA.
DEN I STOLE YOUNGEE'S SQUIDWERT [however you spell that?] AND SPONGEEEBOB STICKERR FOR ERNA!

lols
den YAY.
lols.
den i tired of highing again.
den slept.
den leonard wake me up.
cuz lesson end le; must go back my own class.
den i sleep again-.-
ahahha!
den he wake me up again.
den they were commenting my skirt.
say hawaii skirt -.-
lols

hmms.
actually wana join bring it on with yuqian de.
but looks lyk we all not free; no tym le.
):
so i dunt think we joining le man):

rahhh. whtevr(:
hahas.

eee he he!
den erna and i were being dumb.
tear the squidwert[?] and spongebob into half.
and make them do kungfu.
den i make squidwert do the stupid dance -.-
zic-zac.
lols
den his arm broke!!
ahahhas.

okok. lame.

RAWRS.
MY HAND THE WOUND.
I THINK WILL TURN INTO SCAR SEHHS.
..IM DESTROYED!!
LOLS.

and oh!
these few days has been days of reminiscing the past.
lols.
we were lyk talking abt our primary school days.
woohoos!
so fun.
erna so cute!
...BOWL.

...AHHHAHA!
den mine was lyk.
last tym i lived at teckwhye. den 3 floor.
if my mummy nvr fetch me up after i alight from the school bus,
il have to walk up the stairs to my hse.
and i would CRY. -.-
cuz. i scared to take stairs alone.
lols
lyk im only half way through from the first and scond floor,
i would cry and turn around to see if there's any ppl or ghost behind me
den i will run up to my hse.
and my mom would find me at the gate......
CRYING.

AHHAHHAS.
so fun!
lols

eat tissue paper.
take out pinafold; forget to wear shorts.
wearing soccer socks in the wet field.
erna's BOWL.
AHHAHHAHA
woohoo!

its lyk.
my primary school lyfe was a comedy?
HAHAS.

2006-05-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

booooohoooooo

drew my "template" just now.
hehes.
den photoshop it and all alr.
den.......

i try and try to put in.
..can la.
just that.
the size lyk unchangeable sia
den i gave up
WHO KNOW HOW DEN TELL ME LEHS.
I GIVE YOU THE PIC, YOU HELP HELP ME.
...PLEASE? :D

yeahyeah

eh eh btw
my hand the scar.
lyk retarded sehhs.
got bubble one
den its lyk 3D scar
hahas!
den can push the bubble in the scar from left to right.
SCARY..
BUT FUNNY. xD
hahas.
i really hope that scar would go away.
so damn ugly big obvious and whtevr else shyt.

lols.

im waiting for NIGHT.
cuz got things to do.
now SIANSIAN.
night tym le, busy.
got more ppl come online.
and must tidy up room,
hang up laundry,
prepare stuff for school tmr

yeahyeah
by then il be tired
den can sleeeep sleeeep welll welllll
hehes. (x

rawr
rawr
rawr
rawr
rooo
rooo
rooo
rooo

daaa
daaa
daaa
daaa
dooo
dooo
dooo
dooo

hahas.(x
ok i know i know, lame.
BUT IM BORED, RYTE D:
wht to do?
hahas.

2006-05-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

SIANS. (:

whole day stuck at home.
hahas.
hmms.

tmr's gona be a helluva boring day man.
sians.
still got cme sehhs.
must see that michael face.
den morning assembly summore.
im so sick of that changing skirt routine every single morning
hais.
sian sian sian.
im gona die tmr.
lols.

yay.
anws.
bought new bag for school.
SHYT ITS BIG CAN?-.=
hahas.
its big lars.
well.... long, perhaps would be a better word?
hahas
the size is all right luh, actually.
but its..
looong.
so it looks damn big on me(dx
hehes.
nvm.
lols.
buy le, wht can i do? -.-
hahas
but i lyk it lars.
damn cool (:

hahas.

rawrs.

so siaaaaaaaaaaan
im dyyyyyyyyying.
lols.
save me save me!
so uber sian can.
):):):):):):):):):
eeee he he
i wana eat siah.
but i lazy.
so i shall not eat(:
until im not lazy
hahas.

oh OH! btw.
my hand... ):
got BIG FAT UGLY SCAR.
wait ah i measure.
--
a five point four cm long scar!
all cuz of mommaye):
ytd i washing dishes.
den she cook maggi mee.
den i wash finish dishes le must put the stuff at the..
left.
yeah.
so i stretch my hand out to the left.
and i didnt know that she put that f#cking hawt pot at the left!!
and she didnt warn me beforehand, either.
SO.....
yeah lar.
den kena lyk that le.
IM DESTROYED. D:
hahas(:

2006-05-16T02:33:00.000+08:00

im so HIGH!
let me SMILE for you all to see!
lols

:D
xD
;D
=D
lD
8D
x9
xp
:p
;p
=p
lp
8p

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::D

eh wrong.
LOLS.
should be the other way round.
-.-
HAHAS.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HEEHEHEHES.
retarded~~NOT.~~ (x

2006-05-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

okays.
this is just one of the pics we took just now! :D

still got one of sissie putting bunny fingers at mommaye's head
and me pulling mommaye's face. HAHA.
she was in agony. T_t

den one of dee and mee! <3
sweeet stuff. xD

and one of me and sissie doing stupid things to each other.
dunt worry, we werent poking each other's boobs again(:
HEH HEHS.

and one more of me and sissie kissing mee!
HAHA.
we were damn bad.
im but the BADDEST. [?]
LOLS.
soph stick her lips out lyk siao.
and i did it too.
BUT!
i was lyk
" wait. i wet my lips first"
den i lick my lips and stick em out
and.......
*SMACK! my lips on mee's face.
HAHA
den mee was lyk
"if i get all those...... pimples! ..its ur fault ah"

LOLS.
im mean xD
but i lyk. (x
im sure erna lyk too.
LOLS.

ee he he!
i miss them.
lols.
erna xingjue geky mirian joyce
not to forget
nat and cia!
xD
<3
hahas.

whees-
im eating tomatoes!
:D
tomatoes i love!
i love love love tomatoooooes!
lols.

eh eh btw.
did all of you know?
that
kangaroos are such cute creatures?
they hop, hop, hop around
and they jump really well!
farrr farrr farrr.
hehes.
kangaroos i love <3
cutestuff.
tigers rawk too.
RAWR
-.-
HAHAS

2006-05-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

wehehe!!
did this for mummy's day with sissie! :D
HAHA.
<3

this is the whole thing(:

this is the close up of the biggg biggg heart.

this is the close up of the smallll smallll heart. (:
the hearts are made of toilet roll; water and white glue + paint (:

this is the msg that sophiee wrote.

and this is the msg that iiiii wrote! :D
iv stuck the msg onto the heartt alr(:

YAY YAY! :D
so happy.

actually we wanted to make a banner one((:
den get it hung up before they get home.
so we set off the cwp to buy the stuff! :D
and....
when we reach the first floor, dad and mom came home -.-
so oh wells.
no more banner.
we did the hearttt instead! (:

OH OH.
today sophiee and i went mad.
lols.
from home. we wanted to go suntec.
but we went to cwp to eatt first.
den eatt le.
wana go suntec watch movie.
den we took bus.
den very cold.
den soph say go home take jacket first.
so we went home.
went home alr.
lazy to go out liaos.
den we slack.
den we wana bake cake for mee.
den dnoe where she put her stuff T_t
so we decided to do the banner lor.
den we wana buy stuff from synthesis; at admiralty.
so we walked there.
den.. not open!
so we walk home again
take ezlink card
den take bus go cwp.
den at my hse the busstop; while waiting for the bus.
we had out stupid chikopeh jokes !
H A H A S .
lyk lean over and "HA HA HA HA . HEH HEH HEH HEH."
den give the up down eyebrow
and STARE into soph's shirt.
den soph say
"no!! wrong. you cannot be the chikopeh! you wearing skirt. must sit with ur leg open bigbig!"
den i cant mahhs.
wearins skirt.
so she stood up.
den i sat.
den she
"HA HA HA HA. HEH HEH HEH HEH."
den sit down with her legs wiiiiiiide opppeeeenn.
den lean over and peep into my shirt.
T_t
den poke my boob.
wtfh.
LOLS.
den poke back.
den we started playing the poking boob game at the busstop ?
wtfh.
LOLS.
den soph suddenly lift up my skirt!
den i cnat do anth.
den poke her boob again T_t
nvm.. lame lame.
lols.

den after buying all the materials needed to be used,
we headed for civics centre!
cuz sophie wana put cash into her bankkkkk.
den crossing the traffic light, she saw a baby
soph : so cute! ..... i want a baby too!
me : okay. go make urself.
--
soph : *spasm. *laughs lyk mad.

-1 min later-
soph : *laughs.

-5 mins later-
soph : *laughs.

-10 mins later-
soph : *laughs.

-20 mins later-
soph :*laughs.
me : WHT IS WRONG WITH YOU?
soph : ....so funny! "go make urself"

..okay?
so many mins le.
she couldnt get over it.
LOLS.

..my left eye pain & blurred vision.
..my right eye itchy.

lalas.

+ <3 !

2006-05-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

EEEEE HE HE!
KNOW WHT?
CHANGE OF PLANS(:

IM GOING OUTT WITH SISSIE :D
BYES WORLD.
HAHA

2006-05-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

PLAN FAILED.

when i woke up, mom was already heading for gram's hse.
ohwells.
so i guess id have to give her the card only when she gets home
which would be..
at night?

hais.
damn bored.
im spendingg mother's day alone.
lols.
sis is going out to watch movieee later.

rawrs.

oh btw.
i hate having a hippopotamus stomping around the hse and making hell alot of noise EARLY IN THE MORNING!
urghh.

soph ask me to say
that she is sexaye.
hawt.
cute
and that every guy wants her.

OMFG.
im sure she was just kidding? =/

bored.
bored.
bored.
this will be another one of my days when i update my blog a couple of tyms man.

boredom KILLS.

HAHA.
eeeee he he he!

my kitties are getting NAUGHTIER, day by day.
lols
just now, prince was attacking my feet. -.=
den i dnoe wht to do.
so......

prince : *attacks.
me : stop it, prince!!!
prince : *stares. *attacks.
me : ....
--
me : prince prince, look at me.
..
me : *RAWRRRRRR. III AMMM AAA TIIIGERRRR !!!
..
me : BE AFFRAIDDD ,, BEEE VVERRY AFFRAIID !!!!
--
prince : *looks up at me. *meeew. *walks away.

LOLS.
IT WORKED!
LOLS.

-.=
hais.
damn boredderedded.

2006-05-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

featuring.....
keith, sherman and 2-3 secs of my face -.-
LOLS.
KEITH IS SCARY x;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qveq2TNAM7o

copy and paste that ya?
hahas.
you'll be UTTERLY DISGUSTED. (:

RAWRRRRRS.
today's svc was greatt.
cried when yiqing and his mum shared their testi[s].
hahas.

after svc had fun.
kept going toilet sia.
5 or more tyms, i think x:
stomach damn pain siahhs T_t
hahas.

den after meeting bought ice cream. x9
yumms.
but couldnt finish ...... although i bought the mini one. -.-
lols.

den jolene and i wanted to go out.
so we went.
den we dnoe where to go.
so we just headed to somerset.
den at somerset saw keith, yongle, gordon, ez, sherman and justin!
lols
den they say they going cityhall the guitar shop
...as in.
the guitar shop[s] somewhere near cityhall.
lols
so we tagged along, since we dnoe where to go.
hmms.
den we say alot of nice guitars.
GOT PURPLE GUITAR FOR EIGHTY FIVE BUCKS!:D
AHAHHAS.
not that im a fan of purple.
i lyk ALMOST ALL colours.
just that.. i think purple guitar is nice.
lols.
hmms.
den we saw a gun guitar.
a vacuum cleaner guitar
and a doraemon guitar
T_t
lols.

hmms.
den walk here walk there.

go bk eat.
thats where that video above took place.
lols.
jolene and i were disgusted.
HAIZ.
lols`

lalas.
after that went home lor.

*yawns.
my life is getting boring.
HAHA.

i wana go out.
tmr mother's day.
im gona stay up and do a big fat card for her later.
den il put it on her tummy in the morning
so when she wakes up,
its the first thing she sees! <3

HAHAHAS.
i sound lyk a lil kid! xD

yepyep.
maybe monday go outttt.
but damn broke alr.
HOW HOW?
neeeeed *$KACHINGZ$*
HAHAS.

2006-05-12T02:34:00.000+08:00

I ITCHY HAND
HAHAS
ONE MINUTE FEEL LYK CHANGING SKIN
ONE MINUTE FEEL LYK USING THE GREEN ONE T_T
HOW?
LOLS
NVM.
IL JUST KEEP CHANGING SKINS(:
AND WHEN I MISS MY OLD SKIN,I CHANGE BACK.
AHAAHHAHAS! xD
WHEES-

im not totally done with this yet.
profile and the the front thingy is not fully completed.
hahas
but i gtg run to my bed now.
its TWO : THIRTY ONE AM
hahas.
parents will be back around 3
so i better be asleep before that

BYES!
+ <3 !

2006-05-11T16:13:00.000+08:00

RUINED.
i ruined my final artwork.
ohwells.
HAIS.

anws...
lols.
f#cking didnt sleep at all on wednesday night and thursday morning.
hahas
den ronald pei me on msn(x
so nice of him.
THANKS!
lol.
den he pei me from 11plus till 5.50AM.
lols.

hmms.
den went to the exam hall,
damn tired sehhs.
i draw draw draw abit.
den drawing the fairy that tym
my eye half close le
den i bth.
i slept.
den woke up,
draw abit more..
sleepy again..
so slept again
woke up, realised that i have not much tym left!
den i quickly do lors.
haha.
den actually i think it was fine.
until i started on the background.
FUCK; ruined everything.

ohwells!
whts done cannot be undone!D:
il just have to FACE IT.

OH BTW.
HULLO, WORLD.
I GOT BACK MY SIM CARD!! :D

AHHAHAS!

....eh my eye pain.

so anws.
ytd after exam
happyTHREEfrens went out again!
hahas
we went to cwp.
watched movie; when a stranger calls.

oooh.
the nachos SUHCKED.
lols.
den so paiseh siahhs.
lol
we settled down alr,
den we saw this group of swiss guys coming in
AND GUESS WHT?
THEY HAPPENED TO CHOOSE THE SEATS BESIDE US.
den poor me la,
have to sit beside them.
so EMBARASSING.
lols.
den we were trynna console ourselves.
den i sang school song T__T
LOL.
saying that we are the united swissies.
so united, we even sit in row in a movie theatre! T__T
HAHAS.

...my eye itchy.

den after the movie which was around 3plus,
we walked around cwp for awhile lor.
den went to my hse!
PRINCE AND KNIGHT WERE SHALALA-ING!
lols.
BATHING LA-.-
lols.!
den cia was lyk "OOOOH! SO CUTE! OOOH! SO CUTE!" -.-
LOLS.
den went to the balcony to play with them.
they were so comfy on us.
lols.
NIGHT FLIRTED WITH NAT! -.-
LOLS.
he was being such an....
"ANGEL" in front of her.
and he posed for her videos and pictures.
OMG!
he's actually quite a "DEVIL" one lor.
youve nvr seen how he goes around bullying prince!
HMPHH! ): <
lyk pouncing on prince and biting him.
well, FINE.
its actually playing lars.
but he gets abit too rough!
den prince will start meowing pitifully.
den have to stop them from playing for awhile.
hahas.

lols
den prince was so sadddd and jealous.
so i started to give him lots of attention too!
hahas.
den cia and nat's phone lyk full of the two darlings` pictures.
HAHAS.

den after i bathe den sent them down to admiralty,
i came home and ate dinner.
....without realising it,
i fell asleep while eating my food. T__T
hahas
den i woke up
den i lyk falling asleep again
i dunt care my fod le
i just go bed sleep.
hahas.

...my eye really annoying.
lyk theres smth in it or wht.
...i go toilet see.
hahas

--

BACK.
and there's nth in it -.-
den wht the irritation?

..nvm.
i shall just REN.
hahas
daddy gave asha camp money for both of us alr!
YEY.(:

and i got back my simcard just now!
YEY.(:

OH!
i just went toilet again
see my eye.
got the discharge on my eyeball again
i "dig out" alr.
lols.
pain lyk shyt.
kns.
..lols.

--

hais.
worried for my exams sehhs;.
esp my art.
if i get less than seventy and above,
im gona cry singapore a river.

lols.

eee. eye still pain lyk hell.
haiz.
im typing with my left eye closed.
the pain is killing me Dx

..I WANT TO SEE THE MooMooMeow.
HAHA
M.M.M xD
lols.

my eye.
is.
killing me.

oh btw.
ytd at cwp saw NOEL.
OMFG.
gay.
loser.
poseur.
..CMI.
den i told nat and cia about him.
YUHCKS.
den we quickly go.
haha
hopefully he didnt see me.

RAWRS.
prince and knight's got new toys to play with!
HAHAS.

...
i suddenly feel lyk eating chips.
but i cannot):
cuz eye pain.
+ the sweets are salty.
makes my eye worse + more swollen.

OHWELLS.
this means no saltysalty forr today):

....unless i bth.
HAHA xD

lalas.

--

okays.
i jsut finished rubbing my both eyes.
so itchy.
but now its worse.
it feels as though my eyeballs are gonna pop out
and bounce around singapore.
and i wunt be able to catch it.
T__T

HAHAS.

IM BACK.
lols.
after i published this post,
sherman talk to me on adium.
den i started chatting with him,
den see my blog,
go typo.
so come back edit.

AND..
amazingly,
MY EYE'S OKAY. :D
well, not a hundred percent yet, DUHH.
but more than fifty percent okay already!
hahas.

okays oh wells.
im gona roam frenster.
BYES :D

2006-05-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

two : sixteen AM.

wow.
im still awake.
yesyes.
and i should still be working on my art.
so why am i here?
hahas.
aiights.

dnoe why today erna lyk quiet quiet one):

ogays.
after exam,
CIA ME AND NAT WENT OUT.
LYK, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
FINALLY, IN THREE YEARS! > xD
heh hehs!
it really a FINALLY thing!
ahhas
we took neos!
two machines!
YAY YAY.
happy.

so anws.
sent <3 cia to mrt station.
den nat and i went back in to lot1.
den we walked around and bought stuff.
met <3 hweeling and <3 fiona ! xD
my deardear and ... hmms. fiona not part of my family tree yet.
tmr i make her part of it, if i rmbr! xD
yeahh. hweeling wear until so cute wors! xD
my deardear is cute!
hahas.
oh yeah. saw kelly mok and her f*ckling bangra friend at lot1 lars.
wtfh.

den went over to nats hse.
watched shows.
fell asleep.
woke up at six -.-
lols.
den got ready to leave.
reached home around 7?
IMMEDIATELY worked on my art....
TILL NOW!
whoos`
ogays.
i am talking to much.
i gtg do!!!
whees-

OHBTW.
WAS F#CKING LATE FOREXAM TODAY!
T___T
reached school at 8+
lols.
yeah lar.
teacher called my parents and stuff.
DUMB.
i changed my skirt
at the playground.
outside school.
embarassing!
but no one was there! :D
lols.
ogays.
gtg do my arttt.
BYES.

2006-05-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

ITS NOW
ONE : ZERO-SEVEN AM.

haiz.
came home, straight away worked on my art.
den do do do.
until now!
AWW MAN.
and im not even half done lars.

so many things to brainstorm on
and so many things to draw.
whees`
but it all adds up to fun(:
drawing is funfunfun
and nicenicenice
and it rawksrawksrawks(:

its just...
GREAT, in a whole package(:

aiights.
so yes,
exams are ENDING.
after math paper two and art,
ITLL ALL BE OVER.
..but!!
its the RESULTS after that.

S C H R E W .
S C R O O .
S C H R E W .
S C R O O .
S C H R E W .
S C R O O .

bangbang, im dead(:
..and thats ~~not~~ sad.

rawrs.
todays...
hm
dnoe leh
just alright lor.
prettaye much fun,
but not as much as always):
and its also F#CKYOU,EYE day.
its been hurting since the moment i woke,
till NOW.
which means, school later will be another tym of suffering again
trying ohsohard to look at the paper.
with sore eye[s]
HAIS.

rahrahrah?
its hawt here.

ooooh!
and everyone,
GO HURRAH WITH ME!

CUZ I AINT STUDIED NO SHYT ABOUT MATH FOR MY PAPER TWO TMR.

damn.
f#ck it.
scroo.
baboon arse.
giraffe boobs.
panda shyt.
hippo teeth.
tiger tongue.
zebra crossing.
traffic light.
green man.
yellow banana.

so randomnised.
randomnisation.
whtevr.
hahas.
iv run out of randomn words.
GOODBYE, WORLD. -.=
i wana sleep.

i really hope itchykitchyshakalaka would be good, obedient eyes and serve me well tmr.

+ <3 !

2006-05-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

THIS IS NIUNIU.

CUTE HOR?!
AHHAHAHS!!

NIUNIU I LOVE!
AHHAS
BUT GONE LE. DX

..KIDNAPPED.
EVIL PPL.
STEAL MY DARHLING.
NVM.
NOW I GOT TWO MORE!
HEHHEHS.
BUT..
I STILL MISS MY DEAR! ):

AND THIS IS PRINCE!
AHAHHAS
I BROUGHT HIM IN FRONT OF THE WEB CAM
LOLS.
WHEES-
SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE!
AHAHHAS

AND THIS,
KNIGHT!
ADORABLE!!
HALF BANGLA; HALF CHINESE CAT.
LOL.
CUZ LYK DARK BUT LIGHT LEHS -.-
HAHAHAS
SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE!

YAYS.
ahahhas

WHEES-
TODAY GO NAT'S HSE TOOK VIDEO!
NICE NICE
WE LOVE IT!
HAHA
"A RAMALAMA THINGY"
AHAHHAS!!
DEN WE DANCE TO "WE GO TOGETHER"
AHHAHAS
FUN FUN FUN!!

DEN I SO HAPPY AND EXCITED
WANA PUT ON YOUTUBE SEHHS.
DEN KNOW WHT?
THE FILE IS A DNOE WHT THING.
LOLS
I DNOE HOW TO EXPLAIN
DEN MUST CHANGE THE DNOE WHT THING
DEN CAN
SO MUST WAIT

AHAHHAS

I GUESS IL BE GIVING EZ NAT'S MSN ADD.
DEN ASK EZ TO GET THE VIDEO FROM NAT.
DEN HE WILL HELP US EDIT.
YAY YAY.

AHAHHAS

WHOOPSIDAISIES! :D

JUNE.
..I WILL GO AND....
****** ** ****** !
AHAHHAS
RAWR.
DUNT TELL YOU WHT LEHS.
AHAHHAS.

ORBEEQUAHCKS!

WHEES-

HAPPY; SHALALA.
LOLS.
SEE IM UBER HIGH.
CAPS TODAY.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

I LOVE THE VIDEO!

..EZ QUICK QUICK CHANGE CHANGE FOR ME K
DEN CAN PUT PUT ON YOUTUBE !

DEN OMG!
IL BE UBER UBER HAPPY HAPPY!
LOLS.
WHY AM I DOUBLING MY WORDS.
BYES!
I WANA GO DRINK <3 SOUP!
HAHAHAS

SOUP I LOVE!
LOLS.

+ <3 !

2006-05-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXqcVRJ_rgc

AHHHAHA! :D

my video -.-
okay.

cuz after we left gombak mac,
i saw this hillgrove guy
with his bag so high!!
and he was hunch backed
and he was swinging his arms and walking very ...
kingkong-ly.
HAHAS.
den me naughty):
hahas
i go tell my frens see him
den i make fun of him
and immitate
but my bag is side bag mahhs.
so i did smth stupid to my bag
and make it seem lyk it was those kinda backpac.
hahas.
dumbdumb.

and OH, i look fugly in that video.
so ohwells, yeah.

this is nat's version.
but erna version actually nicer.
hahas.
cuz from back view.
can really see how vigorously i walk -.-
lols.
kingkong-ish.
hahas.

yay.
im going back to watching scary movie 4 now!
we found the whole show on youtube! :D
but just that its seperated into "part 1; 2; 3; 4; 5 ...."
blahblah
you get my drift.
hahas
BYES. :DD

+ <3 !

2006-05-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

haha
FUNNY. xD

CLICK.

these girls are hilarious! (x the front part is talking. so you may just skip the talking part or smth. but dunt skip their singing and dancing! HILARIOUS. xD

CLICK.

CLICK.

CLICK.

oooooooh!
i lyk! (x

href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUG88v1vL-8&search=sway">CLICK.

lols.
must watch k? LOLS.
:D

URGHH PFFFTT.
math tmr D:

2006-05-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

WHEES-

ahahah.
new skin i love! :D
ahahahs.
and i owe monster one!
hahas.
he good good.
he help help me with this skin.
hahas.
at first i do abit of problem
hahas.
and monster came to the rescue!
lols.

"dunt worry... monster will save the day (x"
LOLS.
lyk as if he's some super hero or smth -.-
super man?
..NAHH.

LOLS.

ahahhs!
erna and i laming in msn -.-
as in, SERIOUSLY laming.
hahas.
wht abt?
cleaning teeth; one buck per tooth -.-

..and eat too much egg cannot get pregnant when grow up!
HAHAS.

cuz the many eggs we eat,
+ the body's eggs.
lol.
the sperm cannot decided which egg to choose from
den the sperm give up
so when grow old cannot get pregnant!

...lame.
HAHAS.

and OOOH!
iv been playing with my vitamins since sunday.
lols.
ever since aunt gave SIX of these to me,
i cant stop eating and playing with it!
hahas.

after i eat, i tear the orange orange thing.
hahas!
den during exam i colour!
lols.

my first three, i throw le.
but i kept my last three though!
hahas.
this was on... tuesday! :D

and this, wednesday!
hahas.

this one nicer than the tuesday one.
HAHAS.

and im trying ohsohard not to eat this.. YET!
lols.

yay. the last THREE. :D

...and i couldnt resist.
i HAD TO eat it! xD

LOOK A BANGLA VITAMIN! :D

and i couldnt resist it still,
i HAD TO eat MORE! xD
HAHAS.

LOOK! A SMILEY BLIND BANGLA VITAMIN! :D
HAHAS!!

AND I FINISHED IT ALL! :D
AHAHHAS.

WHEES-

my back very pain.
lols.

ANWS................
today went woodlands library!
hahas.
studied for dnoe how long.
den uber hunry.
go mac eat.
hahas.
den eat le..
studied more at mac.
hahas
SEE?
I GUAI KIA WORS.
AHAHHAS.
everyone say

"WOAHHHHH......!"

ahahhas!

lalas.

--

shytt.
exams ending!
after exams end,
discipline dept coming to find me!
and after that is results!

i cant run away, this tym -.-
booooo.
il just have to face them and
ACT INNOCENT AND GUAI KIA TO ZAINAB!
HAHAS.
and the results?

il jsut...
jump off my roof or smth.

UH HUHS.

math is tmr,
im scroOed.
tania is so scroOed!
tania trisha is so scroOed!
tania trisha ong is so scroOed!
tania trisha ong shu lin is so so so so scroOed!

come everybody read this out loud k?
"YOURE SO SCROOED."

YEY.
-.-
thanks man.

2006-05-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

FLYING PRATA.

AHAHA.

hmms.
this morning ah.
went to school with teresa<3 and jarad again lors.
haha.
talked about some *ahem* stuff.

herhhs.
bought green tea again! :D

den i forgot that i still have greentea in class
fromytd.
cuz i forgot to bring home mahhs.
hmm.
so i got two bottles.
den the ytd bottle nott even half emptied yet leh.
so means i drank alot today((:
den during mt ppr 2 i uber urgent,
HAHA.

hmms.

ethan wong talked to me.
he very gd gd.
he help me.
haha
he said that there were three toher boys who went
to find that xialan charbo, kelly mok too.
den kelly mok bth liao den go complain to discipline dept.
den discipline dept. questioned her abt the three boys nia.
she go SHUN BIAN say us also lor.
now good lor.
we dio zainab liao wor.
kaobei siahhs.

nvm la.
i believe can get out of this mess one.
just make sure i everyday in school now
wear my geek skirt and geek socks
jiu ke yi liao ((:

den after exams couldnt decided go where eat.
hahas
den we ended up eating
ruo ti bei ren da (:
ate at alif's.
haha.
hmmms.
some stupid video of me with a big blur diamond ring
on my lil pinky.
HAHA.
and doing actions to make the ring noticed
den got two malay mothers laughed, so far.
haha.
omgg i loe to do dumb things! :D

AND OH!
FLYING PRATA.
....the prata was so hard la.
den eat with fork and spoon summore.
so hard sehhs.
den my prata FLEW over top erna siahhs.
LOL.
sad sad ):
AHHAHA.
den nvm lor.
ended up feeding the birds with it.

hahas.
den we all went home after that.
we good grlls! :D
and i slept alllll thhhhhhe wayyyyy till 6.30
HAHA.
from 130 till 630.
NICE ONE. :D

anws.
so yes.
tmr is study day.
YAY.
I GUAI KIA! :D

i miss the big blu diamond ring; tissue paper and flying prata.
HAHA.

2006-05-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

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TRIED LEAVING THE LINKS HERE FOR YOU GUYS TO SEE.
ADN THEN THE WHOLE FUOKIEN ENTRAYE DIES ON ME.

FUOKIET MAN, FUOKIET!!!

PISSED LYK WTFH.

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2006-05-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

okay.
i know i know, i predicted that today would be a bad day ryte?

but it wasnt! :D

okays.

MINI didnt come find me. :DD

hahas.

wth was in a "good" mood today?
..well. at least, KINDA.
he hardly scolded anyone.
and he ignored me.
he didnty purposely stare at me or smth,
given the fact that he bears a grudge against me [i think]
due to my UNLIMITED amount of comments; remarks and insults
to him. HAHA.

ohh whtevr.

and.. oh OH !
everybody, GUESS WHT?
its my CHEENA paper tmr.
...HAHA.

come come, LAUGH WITH ME. :D

whyy?
cuz.....

haha.
i also dnoe why lar.

but itll sure be alot of fun for me
staring at the paper full of blank ink,
not having a single clue about a single thing
and not even knowing how to read or write stuff. :D:D

OKAY SHYTT.
I FCUKING SHOULD NOT BE LAUGHING.

...haha.
-.-

.. no NO !
serious, i really should not be laughing.
HERHHS.

whees-
JARAD!
looks lyk its gona be another busy day for you tmr.
HAHA.

jarad today damn funny lar -.-
he teach me my physics
through the entire train ride
from admiralty to gombak.
lol
den he tell me wht is important [x 1000]
haha
as in
the most important stuff la.
which is....
the formulas,
according to that STUPID KFC LAO EH PEH. xD
hahas.
den he wah seh act smart wors.
den in the end try to teach me acceleration thing
den he ownself forget.
HAHA.
retarded arse! xd
okay la, but thanks anw,
JARAD STUPID KFC LAO AH PEH. xD
ahhhahahhaa.

so yes.
tmr's gona be a BUSIER day for him.
...teaching me cheeeeeeena?
..so NOT easy at all. (x

rahrahrah.
i today after physics damn high.
i also dnoe whyy. -.-

HAHAAHAH.
den i brought my vitamin c[s] to the exam! :D
den teacher nvr see den i eat.
HAHA.
den so nice!
lol.
den i finish my paper, nth to do le.

.....den this is wht the packaging ended up to be.
HAHA.
use all my pen to colour.
YEY YEY. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
lol.
den i kept laughing lyk mad.
for no reason.
den cannot control.
den i keep looking at erna and laugh and laugh and laugh -.-
haiz.
HAHA.
madness (x

den i wore TWO SKIRTS go downstairs (:
den got 4n1/2 de ppl.
den they laugh at me.
HAHA.
but nvm.
i lyk THIS KINDA embarassment! :D
lol.

retardation.
ahahaha
den we went mac!
eat eat
slack slack
talk abt NIKE EYEBROWS.
haha
...nvm.
insider's joke.
haha

den went tasia hse.
took videos.
erna say i depressed.
LOL.
cuz of wht i did in the video.
HAAHAHAH.
retarded stuff.
look lyk sadako.
den.. hmm
watched the ring -.-
and meet the fockers.
HAHA
damn nice.

the babyboy so cute!
< style="text-align: right;">suffocate;
thats exactly where i lost it

2006-05-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

whee-
just came back from kfc ((:

yummiedumpum.

im UBER FULL. :D
ahhaha!

whees-
sian la.
the thought of physics really makes me wana jump off from my roof.
and the thought of weetoonhuey and his SEXY BOOMING VOICE makes me wana die.
and the thought of MINI finding trouble for me tmr makes me wana throw my vitamin c tablets at her!
D: <

pffftt.
tmr's gona be a bad day, i could almost predict it.

--

i think knight feels cheated.

..let me elaborate how.

i open the door, he started running towards me.
i quickly run into the room den close the door.
den he step on my feet
and hugged my legs.
haiyoh.
so cute can..

den i wana go out of the room already
den..
i run to the other side of the room
and stand on the stool.
den knight cant climb up on the stool.
he needs my help.
so i help him up a lil.
den he tumbled on my feet and rubbed his head against it.
so cute la )x
den after he was really comfortable already,
i quickly ran out and close the door.
den he look through the window
and gave me a really REALLY pitiful look )x

i think he feels cheated.
i think he really REALLY feels cheated.

but its not that i dunt wana play with him!
ID LOVE TO.
just that he's dirty now.
after a whole day of swimming in his milk la, that naughty cat.

and now both of them each has some kinda sickness.
so its quite dangerarous for me to play around with them
at this point of tym
when its the exam period luh yeah?

my dear prince and knight, i hope you'll understand.
but I STILL LOVE YOU. xD

AHHAHAHAS.

rawrs.

GRUMPY OLD FART.
HE KEEPS NAGGING AT US LA.
FIRSTLY SCOLDS SOPHIEE THAT HER PHOTOPRINTER
IS ON THE VERGE OF BREAKINGDOWN
WHEN ITS SO NOT HER FAULT
CUZ SHE HARDLY EVEN USES IT
BUT THE TWO NAGUHHS IN THIS HSE ARE THE ONES
WHO USE IT EVEN MORE!

AND THEN HE SAYS THAT I SHOULD CLEAN
THE TWO LIL ADORABLES REGULARLY WITH A WET CLOTH
SO THEY WUNT BE THAT DIRTY.
DEN I TOLD HIM THAT I DID, JUST NOW.
BUT THE WET CLOTH IS NOT AS EFFECTIVE AS A LOVELY BATH FOR THEM.
WELL, AT LEAST NOT WHEN THEY SWIM IN THEIR MILK AND FOOD!

DEN HE GOES BACK TO HIS POINT OF CLEANING THEM WITH A WET TOWEL
WHILE I GO BACK TO MY POINT OF IT NOT BEING AS EFFECTIVE
AND HE SCOLDS ME SAYING THAT IM RUDE. -.=*
W T F H .

--

i feel so broke now -.-
im desperate for a job during the june hols !

2006-05-01T11:18:00.000+08:00

ahhaha!

sophie's workin on the thingy now.
yay
she needs the com
so i get the luxury of her ibook okays!
HAHA.

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

later still gtg over to xiangjiao ee ee hse.
HAHA.

hmms.
tmr physics sehhs.
SIAN CAN?
arsehole.

summore teacher is that fucking WEETOONHUEY.

wah kao la.
i scared tmr MINI come find me sehhs.
[...GIANT, more lyk. -.-]
arsehole lehs.
one small matter den that wth must make until so big deal.

who ask him pick on me first.
den i shout at him
"EVERYBODY ALSO TALK, YOU ONLY HEAR ME. I KNOW MY VOICE NICER DEN URS LA!"

den just lyk that dio with MINI liao lor.
oh yeah den i still go into girls toilet.
den hweelingdeardear help me.

after i go in,
he keep saying "come out here!"
den hweeling say "eh weetoonhuey. other ppl also got talk. why only hear her?"
den wth say "I SAY NO!"
deardear "I SAY YES!"
wth "I SAY NO!"
hweeling "I SAY YES!!!!!"

whtevr la.
wth and mini just suhcks.
fcuking losers.

LALALA.
mommaye bought that "tao kae noi" seaweed thingy again!
AHHAHA!

NAT!!! ...-winkswinksnudgenudge.

LOL.

woohoos.

lalas.
byes -.-

phantom of the opera soundtrack RAWKS. xDxD

eh okay i know my this entry got prob.
the font size.
i edit alot of tyms try to change alr.
but cannot.

pffftt.
just tahan with it for awhile k.
thanks.
byes.
ahaha

2006-04-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

AHHAHHAHA.

im at xiang jiao ee ee hse now.
XIANG JIAO.
...is my mummy teach me how to say one.

..anws.
she lives some where in
PISANG UDANG.

sounds funny.

YAYA
she gave me a packet of vitamins.
NICE NICE.
:D :D

and im here.....
to work my butt off!
havent got my pay yet.
but at least got NICE FREE DINNER HOR? :D

its been such a long tym since we ate home cooked food.
HAHA
some more not VEGETARIAN sehhs.

haha

ee ee ask me tell my friends
"ITS NOT EASY EARNING MONAYE"

yay-.-

im the photographer and sophie's the .... uhh.
blog creater -.-
ahhaha
but not a easy job, yeah.

YAY.

byes.
*yawns.

2006-04-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

sissie came back home with new grandmother shoes.
LOL.
nvm.
insider's joke.
HAHA.

...rawrs.
my eye very itchy man.
scratchy batchy.

rahrahrah

2006-04-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

EH FUCK LA.
TYPED ONE WHOLE BLOODY ENTRY LE
DEN ALL GONE WHEN I TRIED TO PUBLISH.
KNN LA.

anws
today nvr go svc ):
cuz eyes pain.
HAIZ.
wonder if there's still tym for me to sign up for camp.
i wana go
den actually nvr go 1st svc cuz of eyes.
den wanted to go 3rd with sissie.
but when i walk up she gone le
den i tried to cal her
but she nvr pick up siahhs
so this week
.no svc for me lor )):

BTW.

IS ANYONE FREE TO PEI ME GO STUDY TMR AND MONDAY? :D
DEN IF UR MATH CHINESE PHYSICS CHEM IS GOOD DE.
CAN PLEASE PLEASE PEI ME GO STUDY TMR AND MONDAY
DEN TEACH ME PLEASE?
....THANKS. :D :D tag my board to tell me ah.
((:

tralalas.

2006-04-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

PRINCE IS SO CUTE! ...HE FELL ASLEEP ON MY HAND.. LYK THAT! H A H A .

WHEES- HE CAN BLOODY FIT INTO MY DARN HAND LAR. TINY ARSE. FEEL LYK SQUEEZING HIM TO DEATH! H A H A . loves! < 3

ANWS.
today alot of things happen
uhh.
madness with erna.
AND OH!
IV GOT MANY BALLS.
L O L .
.......NVM.

uhh.
after school went westmall.
did lots of retarded things, TRUST ME.
and..
saw a transversite at the bk.
...OHWELLS.
disgusting!!
s;odifgowetgnjksghsd
HIS boobs so big.
donate some can?
H A H A .

ohwells.
uhh.
dad was singing to the kitties just now.
HAHA.
wtfh.
ERNA TMR I DEMO FOR YOU.
HAHAHAA.
lyk funny lyddat sia.

HAHA

ohya.

ENGLISH PAPER ONE AND CHINESE PAPER ONE IS TMR.
LALAS.

IM PREPARED TO LEAVE SWISS COTTAGE LA.

*fcuk.

DAD NAGGING.
BYE.

2006-04-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

okays im here to help tania update the msg she sent anw sry so late then type

--

FUCKER.
STEAL MY PHONE FOR WHT.
KNN.
YOU SO POOR TO BUY PHONE AH?
WAN STEAL ALSO STEAL BETTER PHONE LA.
MY PHONE SO KNS.
NICE MEH?
YOU T H A T DESPERATE AH?
GO FUCK MY KITTENS LA.
YOU LOWDOWN BASTARD.
THEIVES ARE LOSERS.
YOU KNOW HOW TO STEAL MY PHONE,
WHY JUST NOW NVR STEAL MY WALLET AT THE SAME TYM?
KAO BEI LA.
MY PHONE NO CAMERA,
NO RADIO,
NO INFARED.
HAIYOH.
FUCKER.
EAT MY KITTENS SHYT LA.
MY KITTENS 3 WKS OLD NIA.
THEIR SHYT STILL GOT WORM ONE OKAY.

this was wht she sent to her number using my phone, hoping that the thief would reply. hahas. yupp. ((:

-joyce//SHIT.

2006-04-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

AHHAHAS
i lately very lazy to update sia.
hahas

hmms.
yesterday and today wana go find KELLY MOK de dai ji.
but she keep running away
dnoe is purposely or not.
she kao bei la.
anybody that do antht to cia or nat,
or anyone else that concerns me,
i wunt let them off de lar.
and KELLY MOK,
you're one of them.

ahahas
today damn stlye siahs.
me, ronald, hweeling, joanna they all go find her siahhs.
add up about....
almost ten ppl le.
walking up and down the stairs trynna find her.
den walk around here and there
one big group
nice man.
lol
den everybody walk past us stare at us lyk scared lyk that -.-
c`mon la.
scared wht.
we finding KELLY MOK dai ji nia.
not you all ryte?
HAHA.
they just PASSERBY only.
HAHA!
unless they do smth make us unhappy.

OHYA.
i still wana go find WEI LYN de dai ji.
that one, one xia lan char bo man.
shout at me "shut up lar"
"siao ah you"
knn.
still DARE disturb edwin leh that tym.
..she really not scared la.
think she very great lyk that.
she watch out siahhs,
lyk that shout at me.
wunt let her off lor.
kao bei.

okays.
enough of THOSE stuff.

IMMA GOOD GIRL.
.........................BWAHHAHA!

LOL.

ohwells.
schools discipline getting stricter and stricter
and you wunt believe the dumb things i do in school now
wearing a skirt from my waist till below my knee
to morning assembly and tuesday assembly.
haha
with my socks very very VERY high
trust me,
some have seen it already.
ryte erna?
ryte hweeling?
HAHA.

ohwells.

HMM.

oh!
school quite fun leh
in class
fahmy and my stupid connection.
crap siah.
lol.
copy actions.
HAHA.
damn fun
i lyk
HAHA.

hmms.

EXAMS ON THURSDAY
IT ALL SEEMS SO FAST.
I DARE SAY I AM NOT PREPARED.
I KNOW THAT I WUNT BE DOING WELL EITHER.
SO ITS GOODBYE SWISS COTTAGE FOR THE END OF THIS YEAR ALR.
IM GONA GET EXPELLED.
..WHTEVR.
ITS OT AS IF IM NOT TRYING.
I AM NOW,
JUST THAT IT MIGHT ALL BE A LIL TOO LATE.

rahrahrah.
was late for school today.
kena.. *AHEM.
nagged at by mr.michael

ahhaha!

lala.

my life is soooooooo
i dnoe now.
HAHA.
lyk.
fun lyddat.
its fun
and on the other hand
im studying more
haha
HEHHEH.

HEY ERNA RETARDED FOOL.
I DUNT MIND YOU NAGGING AT ME TO STUDY.
IN FACT, PLEASE NAG AT ME AS MUCH AS YOU DUNT MIND K.
THANKS. xDxDxD

ohyeah
i keep bullying erna
HAHA.
*............POKE!

LOL.

rahrahrah.
KISS MY ARSE BABAYE.

2006-04-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

OH YA.

I RMBRED SMTH THAT I LEFT OUT IN MY ENTRY

me: mee i fed the cats alr.
mee: oh. okay
me: they're gona sleep now.
mee: no!! dunt let them sleep yet.
me: why?
mee: i want to do chanting later.
me: ....uh huh. and then? wht has it got to do with them?
mee: i want them to listen to the chanting.

-silence-

me: NO!! CANNOT!
mee: whyy?
me: HMPPH. I DUNT CARE! PRINCE AND NIGHT ARE NOTTTTT GONA BE BUDDHIST CATS! THEY HAVE TO BE CHRISTIAN CATS!"
mee: how can lyk that? so unfair.
me: why not?
mee: but..
me: you listen ah. since you buddhists believe that as long as you live a life with good deeds you'll be able to go to heaven ..(*AHEM) ... but we believe that only knowing Jesus den we can go heaven. so you think about it. if prince and knight are christians, they go heaven with us! they dunt have to be buddhist cuz they can hardly do any bad things except scratch us or bite us.
mee: but.. lyk that not fair
me: noooo, i dunt care. they are NOT gona listen to ur chanting later!
mee: ...cannot!! un fair.
me: ......I KNOW! they shall be................ FREE THINKERS LA. ((: lyk that fair. its in the middle of us. HAHA.

2006-04-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

GRUMPY OLD FARTS.
THEY NAG ABOUT EVERYTHING.
NAG NAG NAG.
NAG NON STOP.

rawrs.
all the feeding was done by me and sophie today!
AHHAHAS!
so funfun!

they're getting naughtier day by day.
but...
prince is kinda sick..
we've gota bring him to the vet pretty soon
i dunt wana lose him )x
just lyk how i lost niuniu.

just gone lyk that..
*poof*

knight climed on me from leg to shoulder 3 tyms today!
ahhahas!
prince did it once

and OH.
prnice is one perverted cat.
...i shall not elaborate how.
ahhahas.

< 3 RAWRS.

knight looks lyk a tiger from the front view.

OOOOH.
just now i brought knight and prnice touring around the hse!
lyk "this is called n o o dles."
and this i s my living room!
this is the place where my parents OM.
and this is called AIRCON (his hair all push backwords)
AHHAHAS. SO CUTE.
and
this is the computer!
today.. il give you lessons
on how to type on the keyboard!
COME!
den i took his hand and press the keyboard
press "hello"
ahhahahas
den later on let him step all over the keyboard on his own accord.
ahahhas.
den all the funny stuff came out.
lol
so cute la!

EEEEEK!
they're so cute!!
EEEE!

ahhahas!

WUSAMPA!
ohya.
enci and junhao are here!
ahahhas
they came to visit the babies of this hse.
ahhahas.
they had dinner here too.
they had some FUN on the bed and on the couch too, i guess.
LOL.

rawrs.
ahhahahahs.

dinner was so filling
lol
but enci and junhao are still so hungry -.-
ahhahas.

ohwells.

rahhhhhh.
dad's right beside me nagging now
haiyuhhs.
thats why this small font again
ahahhas
they NAG NON STOP
uber naggers.
power naggers.
ahahhas.

if singapore got nagging competition
they'll surely win
ahhahas!
he's really nagging non stop
haiyuhhs.
feel lyk shoving my arse into his face.
RAWRS.
lol.

BYES. :D

2006-04-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

YEY.
ITS BEEN A LOOONG TYM SINCE I TOUCHED BLOGGER.
AHAHHAHAHS.

rahrahland.

HMMS.

i love my prnice and knight
adorable cutestuff.
BOTH HAVE BLUE EYES
PRINCE IS COCK EYED.
SO CUUUTE!!!! xDxDxD
AND..
HMM.
OH!!
BOTH OF THEM HOR.
THE TAILS LYK PHOTOCOPY ONE SIA -.-
EXACTLY THE SAME.
ONLY THAT DIFF COLOUR LA
LOL.
THEIR TAILS REALLY EXACTLY THE SAME
SO CUTE!!!
AHHAHAHAS.

anws.
much has happened lately.
im so lazy to list it all down.

yeahh.
hmmm.

really broke these few days.
as in, SERIOUSLY BROKE la.
haiz.

....i need to save

....AND SO,

LEMMI ANNOUNCE.

tania trisha ong shu lin.
is going on a diet.
for the whole of next week.

:D:D

its a twoinone thing
haha
can slim down EVEN MORE
and can SAVE KACHINGZ.
ahahhas!

rawrs.

soph and i went to starhub and did stupid things today
...ALOT of stupid things.
ahhahas!
thanks asha. for...
*ahem*
LNUCH.
lol

rahrahrah
rahrahland.

WHEES-

EVERYBODY!!
KNOW WHT?
TANIA TRISHA OINK ZHU LIN DID
ONE FCUKING HRS OF
PHYSICS JUST NOW LEH!!
AHHAHAHS!!

AHAHHAS YEY.

ANWS.

HANAZAWA-RUI
KAME
AKANISHI

ARE HAWTSTUFF

xDxD

LOL.
so cute can?
EEEEEHHEHEHES!
ahahahhahas.

rahrahland.

MY FCUKING PHONE GOT STOLEN, BTW.

ARSEHOLE.

but damn funny la.
i used joyce phone to msg to me number lor.
den scold the person.
AHHAHAS!

il get joyce to update for me exactly wht i sent to that person k.
lol.

ohwells.

so many things to think about lately.

imma update private blog.
BYES. :D:D

2006-04-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

TWO LIL KITTIES.

:D:D:D

yay!
mommaye brought home 2 THREE WEEKS OLD KITTIES!!

WOOHOOS!
niuniu was three mths old.

AHHAHAS!

we've given them names!
one's PRINCE. and the other's KNIGHT.

prince's the ginger cat colour.
light brown and white.

knight's the brownish blackish colour.
looks very dirty.
ahhhas!

AND GUESS WHT DUMB THING I DID AGAIN? :D:D

i tried to give them names.

before our final desicions were prince and knight,
i tried calling knight
ang zhang.
charcoal.
ashes.
ash.
blacky.
dirty.
handsome.
dark chocolate.

WTH LA -.-

LOL.

and and!
prince's was.
shen xiu.
ginger.
onion [opp. of GINGER since prince looked lyk a ginger cat]
brownie.
handsome.
sexy.

OKAYS.
SO I KNOW.
I SUCK AT QU MING-ING.
:D:D

ahahhas!

SO THERE WE GO,

PRINCE AND KNIGHT
ARE PART OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW
I LOVE THEM!

oooo!
today was funfunfun
lots of fun with erna and they all.

ERNA, TAKE GD CARE! :D:D
HOPE UR CRAMPS GET ALOT BETTER KIES? xD

lalas.

I LOVE PRINCE AND KNIGHT!

prince's A LIL younger than knight.
but prince so cute!
prince is lyk the OLDER one lors!
he behaves lyk the older one lar.
he "hugs" knight.
he keeps going to knight.
he puts his hand on knight.
he cleans and licks knight
he SLEEPS ON KNIGHT.

SO CUTE CAN??
xDxDxD

I WAN THEIR NUMBERS!!
THEY'RE SO CUTE!!

can i get ur number, babaye?

LOL.
they're living in my hse,
io dunt need their number lar.
but il still be happy to have it!
SO CUTE.
I WANT THEIR NUMBERS!! :D:D

ogays.
im gona try to send pics to erna and nat now.
BYES,.

:D:D

..realised that my entries are getting shorter and shorter, day by day )):

OHYA.
TODAY GOT CAUGHT BY DISCIPLINE.
THREE FCUKING DISCIPLINE TEACHERS.
HAD TO STAND ON STAGE IN FRONT OF ALL THE SEC 3 4 AND 5
I WAS LYK HIDING BEHIND THE CURTAINS
BUT IN THE END STILL HAD TO GO TO THE FRONT TO "LINE UP"
BUT OKAY LA,
MADE LOTSA NEW FRENS ON STAGE.
L O L
xDxD
HAVE TO BUY TWO NEW SKIRTS BUY FRIDAY AND SHOW TO TANG
LOL
IM N O T GONA BUY.
DAD WUNT GIMME THE CASH.
OHWELLS.
WE SHALL SEE WHT IL DO WITH MY LIFE.
AHHAHAS!
BYES
:D:D

2006-04-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

WHOOS.

GUESS WHT?

THE INTERNET NETWORKS'S ALRIGHT AGAIN!! :D :D
dnoe why, but YAY!!

ahhahhas!

HMMS.
school today was pretty fun!!

had lots of fun with erna
and *ahem* THAT digital device.
so fun!
had fun with plasters and flower dicks too! x:
LOL.

hmms.
advertising johnson & johnson's milk lotion? (x

had great fun with cia and nat too!

had fun with joyce's new specs too!
lol.

HMMS.

today funfun
had fun with the guitar too

UNTIL.....
english remedial.
i dnoe why.
HAIZ.
im so stressed out alr.
i know I KNOW I K N O W !!
I KNOW THAT THE FRIGGIN` EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER!
LYK, TWO MORE WEEKS TO HELL?
IM GONA FLUNK, IM SURE OF IT.
BUT I AM TRYING!!
I TELL MYSELF TO PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS
BUT I EITHER END UP
BULLYING THE TEACHER, DRAWING, HYPERVENTILATING OR RUNNING AROUND.
HAIZ.
HOW NOW HOW NOW HOW NOW BROWN FUCKING DEAD COW?
HAIZ.
IM GONA DIEEE.
IM GONA FLUNK.
IM GONA ~~RETAIN~~
NO, ITS EXPELLED
HAIZ.

i was so stressed
i dnoe why!
i sat there and stared at ONE FCUKING DEAD QUESTION for lyk, 15, 20 mins?
i just cant get anth through my head
i wana study!
i really want to!
i was so fcuking stressed i sat there and CRIED.
T___T
HAIZ.

goodbye swiss cottage luh.
im so gona flunk everything.
F
U
G
G
.

alrights.
i still gtgt rush off with my canas later!
i wana finish amap
den when bring back to artroom tmr got lesser work
HEHHEHS.
yupyup
BYE PEEPS.
MWAHS. xDxD

2006-04-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY.
its lyk, finally im touching the internet again!
AHHAHHAS!
i dnoe wht happened to my internet luh.
network's down.
..so yeah.

and so....
im at ENCI's hse now!
hehhehs.
she rawks.
her sistuhhs rawk too.

i have a prob rmbring their names though.
ENMIN. ENXIN. ENCI. ENHUI.

hehhehs.
FINALLY.
i can rmbr ahhahas!

enmin's lyk a small lil gal.
lol.
she's kinda cute luh.

enxin's cute too.
she's nice. ((:

enci's nice too, duhh (:

enhui's ... uhh.
..i nvr even saw her before -.-

HEHHEHS.

ahhhahas!!

we cooked maggi mee just now!
and YAY it ended up so wrong! ((x

okay luhs.
at first everything was alright
till we added in the eggs and stuff.
den the soup soaked up.
ahhhas!
den sophiee spilt one bowl of noodles over the stove.
AHHAHHAS!
and i cant believe it when she said that she scored A for her home econs in sec sch. -.-
and she just said
"oei. i did okay"
HAIZ.
i still dunt believe it ((x

ogays.
so yeah.
every one of the four bowls of noodles got poured away in the end.
no one finisherd (x
no one COULD EVEN finish.
ahhhahas!
horrible.
hehe.

hmm hmm hmm.
the singtel person will be coming on WEDNESDAY to repair our network.
..WEDNESDAY.
how am i gona survive??
three more days withour the com lehs.
haiyohs.

oh yeah.
skipped metamorphosis on friday.
didnt have the mood to go.
although i knew it would be alot of fun
i dunt wana see them
so gross.
AHHAHHAS!

den i WENT OUT WITH TASIA!! :DD
yayness!
can you believe it?
friday was the FIRST TYM in THREE YEARS that we went out.
ahahhas!
i mean, except for from school la.
so yes
we went to town
walked around,
tired legs (x
took neos.
ate.
yay
i love her loads.

ahhahas@
yay we're going into enci's room to watch shows now.
OMG.
P O R N .

HEHHEHS.
LOL.
yeah lar.
enci's boyfren went home already.
so its THE GIRLS now.
ahhhahas!
better, anw.
that tym when we were wawtching shows in her room too, her boyfren was there la
so uncomfortable
cuz half way through the show you could hear the sound of FRENCHING. T__T
den he was lyk "darling stick out ur tongue"

....SO YES.
hahahhas!
den when we went out of the room
enci had a new love bite.
LOL.

enci's playing the piano now.
she's plays it well (;

ohyeah btw
sat at the back of nexus yesterday
but at the north side lehs -.-
that was where the usher lead me to.
so oh wells.
den altar call i went down and sat with teh group
svc ended, i left
and met sophia and ms.earrins.
den went out with sophie and her cg ppl.
i lyk them ((:
they make me feel BELONGING.
not lyk..... yeah.
so yepp.
went tertiary svc with them lor
after me and sophie go walk walk in town.
go heeren and fareast (:

hmms.
den yeah lor.
went home.
changed.
go mac.
wawna use the wirless connection.
their network also down.
den just now went cwp mac also.
also down.
so yeah
all down.
thank goodness there's enci
LOL
ahhahas!
so yes

had lots of fun with her grp la.
il most prolly be doing the same thing next sat as this week.
lol.
so yes.
byes!! :DD

OGAYS.
gona do STUFF in HER ROOM now.
BYES. :D:D

2006-04-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

IM SO FULL.

...OGAYS.
anw.
today's a HAPPY DAY for me.
LOL.

hmms.
went to 7-11 in the morning with jarad and teresa.
den teresa and i bought the h-two-o thing.
lol.
cuz we both running our 2.4 today.
yepp.
and..
YAY.
im happy with my results!
..improved le!
at first is position 15 among 3 classes, last week.
now is position 9 among 3 classes. ((:
yayness.

hmms.
today we almost whole day high la. (:
ahhahas
ERNA TOO!
YAYNESS.
she almost whole day high today!!!
....which is GOOD. :D :D

HMMS.
today i damn retarded.
the sweet that i brought to school today was
wonka's NERDS.
lol.
damn cute la!
purple and pink.
ahahhas!
den tiny tiny one.
den i eat eat eat le.
deni was damn bored.
the people that walk past the window
i throw the sweet at them
LOL
den kena alot of ppl
HEHS
fun siahhs!

yay hit ppl with sweets.
almost anyone that walked past.
unless they're out frens.
HEHS.
xD
FUN SIAH LYDDAT.
yayness. (: (:
den i throw around the class also!
hit haikal's ear once.
hit maggi twice.
hit terry's head twice and his ear twice too.
AHHAHAHS
funfunfun(: (:
maybe tmr i buy somemore to throw around in class.
AHHAHHHHAHHAHS.

HMMS.
wht else?
OH.
after 2.4 was recess.
den i perspire alot.
lol.
den i dunt lyk.
den i use my towel to cover my sweat marks.
so..
it was lyk..
you know baby? before eat must wrap that cloth at their collar
LOL
i did that la.
walking around the canteen.
FUN AH. ((:
i love to make a fool outta myself.

AHHAHAHHAS.
OH!!
english.
..we were making fun of MS. TAN ANNIE'S actions.
ahhahas!
her actions were damn funnaye!
erna didnt notice until i told her.
i dnoe why.
i have this unusual talent of noticing ppl since i was young.
i will lyk tel my sis in the train
"eh see the shoe that guy's wearing? i saw someone wearing it before when i was walking in town"
LOL
yeah lar.
so yes.
HMMS.
her actions damn funnaye.
ahahhas!
she's a NIPPLE WOMAN.
L O L .
..nvm.
insiders joke.
aahhahahs!
hmms.
den before that yoong was about to walk into class
den erna and i ran up to him
"CHER. WE WANA PANGSAI"
LOL.
den he say
"wait. ms. tan wana talk to you all first."
me "den after that we can go ryte?"
him "ya, ya"

DEN HOR..
tan annie go liao hor
i say "CHER I WANA GO PANGSAI LIAO"
den he say.
wait, tahan awhile more until my lessons over!
WAH KAO EHS.
i shout
"NI QI PIAN LE WO DE KAN QING!! LIAR LIAR PANTIES ON FIRE"
den he gave me the -.- look
ahahhahas!

HMMS.
den chem, erna and i went to shit.
AHAHHAS
fun lyk wtfh siahhs!
the gals toilet light spoiled.
LOL
so yeah
shitting in the dark.
NICE ONE MAN.
den i started throwing tissue to her cubical again, AS USUAL.
ahahas
we always do that.
so far 3 or 4 tyms alr.
AHAHHAS
so yeah.
den we cant tahan our own shyt smell.
LOL
i came out of my cubical le
den i go hers. den i said
"hmm. urs smell not bad"
LOL.
den we look at both our cubicals,
TISSUE PAPER ALL OVER THE FLOOR SIAHHS.
..poor cleanerS.
lol.
AHAHHAAS
FUNFUNFUN.
hmms.
den reena and nusriin were in the toilet too.
den erna and i were lyk doing the monkey and chimpanzee thingy again
AAHHAHAHAS.
hmm wht else.

cme ah.
we talk about our KINDERGARTEN DAYS.

EH, ERNA.
"YOU BODOH ARH YOU!" *USE FINGER TO PUSH HEAD
HEHS.
WHT A KINDERGARTEN TEACHER YOU HAVE.
lol.

den we both said that when we were in kindergarten we went around bullying kids in the school
AHAHHAS
so fun
erna told me stories lyk
her teacher scolding her BODOH den she cried -.-
and she slapped a girl den the mother come find her,she run away and denied.
den she ask her fren let her copy how to spell "eraser" her fren dunt let.
she beat or scold her fren ah?
ahahhas
NICE CHILDHOOD, ERNA.

...OH OH.
AND MINE,

i rmbr last tym the class suddenly very smelly
den the teacherS will ask the whole class line up
dne they will one by one open our skirts to see if we shit in our panties or not
LOL
*ROFL.
AHHAHAHAHS
AHAHHAHA
AHAHAHHA
AHHHAHAHAHAHHA
HHAHAHAAHAHAHHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHHAHAHAHHA
AAHAAHHHAHHHHAHAHAHHH

!!!!!!!!!

NICE ONE!! :D :D

hmms.
after school met with them
den go toilet
den me and erna peeked over at MY GAY'S CUBICAL.
hehs.
she was shitting at first.
lucky when we peeked,
she finish shitting le
AHHHAHAS
den when we peeked she waws wearing her clothes le.
AHHAHHAS.
den she was lyk SO CUTE CAN?
lyk standing at one corner
giggling at looking up at us,
den use her skirt cover her top.
AHHAHHAHS.

HMMS.
den we went bubble tea shop
we PEI-sied at the coffee shop

ahahhas
AND OH!!
...I TELL YOU ALL.

NATASSIA LOVES MY SEXY ARSE.
L O L .
walking back from coffee shop to school hor,
she keep touching my arse siahhs!
den say accidentally some more.
LOL.
excuses la, nat.
AHHAHHAS.
den later on after awhile i took her hand den we walk den i made her hand touch my arse.
LOL.
den after that she ownself touch.
den she said
"WAH, FIRM MAN."
ahhahas.
THANKYOU.
I KNOW I HAVE A FIRM AND SEXY ARSE LAR.
AHHAHAS
...hehs.
xDxDxD

after that got math remedial -.-
i thought it started at 4.
den later they told me its at 2.30
OH WELLS.
over alr.
WHT TO DO?
ahhhahas.
hmms.
den after we got back from outside school
we sat at the canteen
den TRIED to sleep
but hot sticky itchy noisy.
lol.
HMMS.
den my gay keep touching my arse.
HEHS.
i touched hers back too luh, of cuz.
AHHHAS.
den i touched nat's too.
AWWWW.
lol
ahahhas
den she so cute.
lyk small grll (x
always having headaches.
den il help her HEAL.
AHHAHS.
I GOT THE POWER!
LOL.
no lar.
just oress her hand nia.
but she always say pain..
its sposed to be pain, yes.
but she say its pain cuz my nails poke -.-
HHAHAS.
oh so yes.
NAT RAWKS MY BUMBUMS.
AND I KNOW I RAWK HERS TOO
AND EVERYONE ELSES'S IN THE WORLD.
AHHAHAHS
NAT'S SO CUTE.
...EH JEROME! HER SINGING IS SWEET HOR?
AHHHAHHAHS!
xDxDxD

and i suddenly have a strong feeling that someone small and cute will be running after me with a chopper ohsobig for her! xDxD
she's so cute la.
so TINY. xDxD
and thats wht makes her so fucking cute.
lol.
you should have seen her during swissserenade.
ahhhas!
her blazor lyk so big for her!
xD
den plus teh way she walks.
LOL
CUTE LYK WTFH CAN?
ALRYTE. WHO WANTS HER NUMBER,
TAG MY BLOG AND IL GIVE IT TO YOU KAYS.
ASAP AHHS.
...LOL.

ogays im lame-.-

so oh wells
erna went for f&n

den i stayed in class with the guys.
..den i kena taken advantage of.
LOL.
rahman la.
dnoe htf to spell his name la
wtfh.
lol
terry brought guitar to school.
den hweeling ask me teach her.
den while i was bending over to teach hweeling,
he lie down on my waist siahs.
OMFG.
lol.
den later on when i was sitting down den i saw his leg very hairy
den i said very loudly
"EEEEEEEE!!! HAIRY LEGS!"
den i go pull the hair.
den he touch my leg.
den he say
"here no hair ah?"
den i say very little.
den he lift up my skirt can?
OMFG AND WTFH.
den he say
"ur leg here got hair?"
I SMACKED HIM.
aahhas.
OMFG LAR.
dangerous.
den i bend over pull his leg hair den ran out of class.
den kamaroos pull my shoe.
he wana throw around.
today also.
today he also kicked my shoe around in class.
cuz i took out my shoe.
den i throw my socks!
AHAHHAS!
funfun.
den kamaroos go kcik my shoe around class lor.
den i waved my feet in the air again
AHHHAHHAHAHAHAHAS.
FUNNESS.

hmms.
den after that we ate in canteen.
den went backgate.
monkeyed around in front of the camera
cuz we know that the security guard will be watching the tv thing.
aiyuhh dnoe how to explain
but we know he can see
cuz when we were coming into school
we played with the camera just outside the security guard cabin lyk thingy
ahahhahas!
we waved, jumped around
did the monkaye gorilla chimpanzee thing
ahahhahs!!!
LOL
funn.
den go busstop crap.
den me and joyce walked back.
AND DID OUR FUC`ING BANGLA LANGUAGING AGAIN
AHAHHAHAHHAHAHS
den i kept laughing to myself
den i kept smiling and grinning to myself la can?
wtfh.
den i told joyce to cal me.
at least i look less dumb lar.
AHAHHAS
den talk half way hor.
batt flat.
NVM.
ahahahs
dumb stuff,

den happened to meet sophie somewhere around admiralty
den she wana go buy contacts
den she buying i go try on the glasses
AND IM GLAD TO ANNOUNCE NOW.

THAT I AM DETERMINED TO SAVE UP FOR TWO GLASSES!!
AHAHHS!
SO NICE CAN.
RED OLD SCHOOL SPECS.
AND GREEN ONE TOO.
BOTH DIFFERENT DESIGNS. (: (:
SOPH AGREED THAT I LOOK ALRIGHT IN IT.
SO YES.
I WANA BUY
WANA BUY
WANA BUY!!
HEH HEHS.
FEEL LYK TAKING OUT MY BANK MONEY AND SPLURGE NOW.
HEHS. xD

im so full.

I WANA PANGSAI LE.
byes. (: (:
enjoy the AROMA.
heh hehs.
xDxDxD

2006-04-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

...i didnt go to school.. again. -.-
HEHS.

my eyes lately
LESS SWOLLEN.
MORE BLURRED VISION.

haiz.
now got blurred vision siahhs.
esp it my left eye!!
will suddenly blurblur.
cnat see things so clearly.
so xin ku.
..dnoe why lyddat also.
lol.
stupid eye.
HAIZ.
...eyes, i meant.

ogays.
so yes.
i didnt go school again lor.

slept till 1.
woke up, wash up, ate lunch.
den went polyclinic
in pe shirt and black shorts and slippers.
cuz... i plan to go back to school to take books to STUDY okays.
i now decided
i really wana try to study le.
cuz..
exams are nearing.
its my crucial year.
this year determines my future (:
whether i get expelled and have to find a new school
or.. proceed to sec four.
YUPP.
so TANIA TRISHA ONG SHU LIN.
...must study (: (:

... TRY at least.
HEHS. dx

ogays.
den LUCKILY i bought one big packet of sweets from admiralty before going clinic..
cuz once i stepped in,
wah kao ehs.
SO MANY PPL CAN?
so many ppl until almost no chair for ME to sit liao lor.
kns.
ahahhas
LOL.
hmmms.
den blabla.
spent 3 hrs there today.
better than last tym...
4 hrs sia.
hmm.
today all my doctors is bangla (:

i went to the room den she ahneh.
den we talk and talk blabla
den ask me take eye test.
so had to go another room
den that doctor also ahneh
take test le
den have to goback to the first ahneh doctor
lol
yeah lor.

HMMS.
i kena referredn to hospital AGAIN can?
oh man.
first one is KK. regarding my sensitive nose. which leads to my eye problems.
den now is AH. regarding my eyes. the recent blurred visions.
yupp.
lalalaaaaas.

mom and dad's gota spend lots of cash on me again ):
feel bad man.
HAHS.

hmms.
lalas.
later went into school.
at first was kinda worried i wasnt able to go in.
..i looked as if i was going to beach -.-
oh wells.
den yeah lor.
talked to securityguard awhile de he let me in
ahahhas
den i went choir room.
tanyisheng gave me wierd looks again.
she's always doing that.
ohwells.
den i went to class, took my BOOKS. (: (:
den went to choir room.
WHEES-
we did lots of stupid things in choir room!
we wrapped daniel up in red cloth and gave him boobs and a pregnant tummaye.
den he joyce and geky did some robot thing.
CUTE CAN?
but dumb.
but WE ALL LYK.
got fast forward..
rewind..
omfg. FUNNAYE LA.
nice one. ahahahs!
den me joyce and geky rolled on the floor.
ahahhahhas!
roll for very long.
den we all giddy.
ahahhas!
den later thomas wanted to come into the room
den i bang the door den his head kena hit.
and.... he kinda cried.
hehs.
omfg i feel so guilty leh.
sorry XINGJUE.
ahahahhas
LOL

hmms.
den later his head got one lump
i see liao really feel guilty la
lol
hmm
den me and joyce walked out of school tgt again -.-
shit la.
why her.
ahahhas
of all ppl why her?
den we'll both start bangla languaging again.
ahahhas!
we went bubble tea shop.
some lame thing about my spicy chesse hot dog bun.
scraping chilli away with tissue?
HEHS.
den i sent her home
and then we did that bangla language agian
oh wels.
later on walking to gombak
saw derry chinkit joan eleanor joycelyn and julia
den we went home tgt
ahahhash
hmm
yayness

EHS.
actually i think its kinda fun
to come from home and go to school for fun
ahahhas
i lyk that
i should do that more often in future
LOL
lame lahs.
aiyuhh.
lyk that lor.
yeah lor.
I STILL MISS THE SERENADE DAY SIAA.
AHAHHAS
IF ONLY THAT DAY WOULD NVR END (: (:
fun lyk wtf. (:

2006-04-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS KINDA FUN (: (:

okay.
in the morning
me and erna HIGH LYK SIAO.
we made fun of the anthem again ! x: x:

HMM.

den we highed.
ate sweets again
went for math later.
attituded tenglipkoon again.
who as him kao bei so much.

hmms.
den..
aiyuhh cant rmbr leh.
let me skip to PHYSICS LESSON.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

today it was in the LAB.
(: (: (:
makes things MUCH, MUCH MORE FUN. (: (:

hmm
den wth [Wht The Hell .. no la. Wee Toon Huey] keep walking around the class
banging the table and poking ppl
WITH HIS FCUKING LONG RULER LAR.

den i see liao not happy
den i said
"eh WEETOONHUEY. dunt use the ruler lar. poke ppl, bang table. RUDE LEH. ...AINT UR MAMA TEACHIN YOU ANY MANNERS?"

LOL
den he TING HUA SIAHHS!!!
he put down the ruler..
LOL
...FOR AWHILE ONLY.
later he was doing it again
den i shouted the same thing again
den the class keep using the apparatus bang table.
den very VERY noisy.
den he very angry
he REALLY shout on the mic lyk wtfh sia.
den i shout
"EH WEE TOON HUEY! KAO BEI LA. GOT MIC DUNT SHOUT CAN?!?!"
...den he still continue den i said the same thing
only that i added at the front
"i say already.. blabla"
lol
yupp

HMM.
den he walk around class
HWEELINGDEARDEAR MAKE HIS MIC
ALOTTTTTTT MORE SOFTER
LOL
SHE GO AND TURN THE SPEAKER THING
HE NVR NOTICE!
WOOTS`
DEARDEAR RAWKS.
LOL

hmm.
wht else?
OHYA.
joannadardar lost her phone lehs.
feel sad for her siahhs. )x
how can ppl go steal her phone?
knn.
...but mine also got stolen before.
LOL.
..got it back, afterall (: (:

JOANNADARDAR. HOPE YOU FIND UR PHONE SOON KAYS.
EVEN IF CANNOT FIND, HOPE UR DADDY WUNT BEAT YOU OR WHT.
IF HE DOES, TELL ME.
I GO SMACK HIS ARSE TILL IT DROPS. (:

hmms.
OHYA!
i today very stupid!
i knew that got napfa test!
but i didnt bring pe attire la!
wth.
after school went home wana take pe attire
den i bathe le wear pe attire
bring one towel and my ripcurl purse.
that purse rawks lor.
its SMALL.
and can put cards inside ah, cash.
my PHONE. mirror, keys.
LOL
almost eveyrthing (:
OHYA.
i go polyclinic always bring that purse one.
i FILL IT TO THE EXTREME WITH SWEETS.
trust me.
my mom and sis saw it before.
LOL

so oh wells
back to wht happened in school today
ahahhas
errr.
HMM.
OH!!
came back to school
den went to cca block.
lol.
den we play there.
play on the teacher's rolling chair.
den lie down on sjab's stretcher.
FUN LEH.
but scary.
den i keep screaming
"MOMMAYE!!! DADDAYE!!!"
LOL
they lifted me up till SHOULDER LENGTH..
thats scary okays!
and on a stretcher
felt so unsafe
..but FUN. (: (:

was late for napfa with deardear.
LOL
but okay la,
im satisfied with my results lor.

2.4- i cant rmbr timing. but position 15 among 3 classes
shuttle run- 10.5 secs.
sit ups- 40.
sit and reach- 49cm
incline pull ups- 18.
standing board jump- 183
yup.
so far all A.
satisfied le.
HMMS.
den after napfa go canteen find joyce erna and mirian
den we slacked around for a while
den we pei erna and mirian go bus stop and wait for their bus

den after awhile got np boys come out from back gate
den we disturb them
say
"bye. bye bye, eh bye la. i talking to you ryte?"
lol
den we were saying that np boys are rude and stuff
den erna say
"ask ur seniors come now. we settle now. you call ur sec three seniors."

LOL.
cuz the sec three seniors we all know one.
den later on they called us arsehole
den i said "yeah. i got arsehole. dunt you have one too?"
den erna said " EH WHY UR SPECTACLE ROUNDROUND?"
L O L !!
SO MEAN!!!
BUT...

W E A L L L Y K .
LOL.

den blahblah la.

OHYA.
saw this guy on the bus that look lyk thomas..
ALTHOUGH WE KNEW THAT IT WAS NOT HIM,
we waved (: (:
hahahsa!
den we also waved to ppl at the opposite busstop.
lol
dumb..

den blabla.
after that joyce and i go cca block again
den go find alicia they all
we saw two bugs
smelleing each others arse
...REALLY!
dnoe how to explain.
but really lah.
den..
hmm.
i started to whakc wai kin.
i dnoe htf to spell his name
lol
den whack alot ..
with a dnoe wht stick la
lol
sjab one
den joyce suddenly said
lyk training pet
AND SO...
IM PROUD TO ANOUNCE.
THAT A NEW FAMILY MEMBER HAS BEEN ADDED TO MY FAMILY TREE AGAIN!

ITS WAI KIN,
MY PET CHIKUNIAO. (:

ogays!
den i wahck him until his hand got red marks
..really.
den OH YA.
this guy ah.
dnoe whts his name
zhi smth.
WE WRE PLAYING WITH HIS BLUE BALL.
...LOL.
nvm.
INSIDERS JOKE,
ahahahs

HMM.
den later we tired le den left le
den walking outta school i put my towel on my head
deni wrap my head
den i say [in indian curly curly slang] "hi i am blangla"
den from then on joyce and i spoke everything in bangla.
den i said
"the last thing we say today shall be in bangla and the first thing we say tmr shall be in bangla too, k?"
[to each other, that is]
LOL
den
walking outta school.
I HAD MY OWN PLANTATION JOKE AND JOYCE'S POLLUTION.
NVM.
ITS A LONG AND INTERESTING STORY
BUT I VERY ITCHY
I WANA BATHE LA!

i came back from napfa try clothes try clothes try clothes
oh btw.
sophiee was USING ME.
lol
my body la.
that biatch.
lol
cuz she wana sell clothes to get cash.
den must put on internet one.
den she wana use me.
cuz she lyks my bosy and my legs
but i was saying that i lyk her body and her legs
and so we both agreed on chopping off our heads. (:
so we each get each other's body and legs (: (:
ogays lame.
yeah la.
so yupp.
aiyuhh
todays a really really fun and looong day

AND OH BTW.
after erna and mirian boarded the bus,
we went cca block
i saw and heard mr wee,
the first thing is said was
"EEEEEEEEE!" very loudly
and i started chanting "wee wee wee toon huey wee wee toon huey"
LOL
den i sat at the bench
looking at leaonardo and semen being wierdos.
lol.
den suddenly i said
veyr very loudly
"EH WEE TOONHUEY NVR USE MIC LEHS!!!"
L O L .
den he talk to them
very X12546206473407856182763597826518734
LONGGG!!

den i say very loudly too
"you thirsty not, want water?"
lol
alot more dum thigns la
but yeah
I WANA BATHE
BYES
:D :D

2006-04-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

today rawked my bumbums. ((:

ogays.
swiss serenade was great.
haiz.
...okay lar.
actually.
got a few mistakes here and ther. )_:
i heard all the mistakes le i cried man.
lol.

ohwells.
den around the ending..
natassia was singing.
den she walk up the stairs,
walk past us
den me erna and gekleng gave her rose alr. ((x
ahahhas
den we kept screaming
"natassia, we love you!!"
den we whoo whoo and whoo
den we ahh ahh and ahh
den we natassia here and natassia there
den when she and naseha sing,
we shouted a few tyms
"SEXY VOICE, POM PEEP PEEP"
LOL
hmm.
we made alot of noise.

geky tickled idris's knee -.-
ahahhas!
..leonard so handsome today!
LOL.
..HMMM.
wht else?
oh we made fun of the national anthem x: x:

they started off with
"lets rise for the national anthem"
DEN ERNA AND I STARTED LAUGHING VERY, VERY LOUDLY.

den they started playing.
den we do the background sound effects very loudly (: (:
if you get wht i mean, LAUGH.
if you dunt, GET LOST.
ahahhas
den when the national anthem finished,
we realised that we were really doing it loudly leh X:
oh no oh no.
LOL
den oh ya!
they played some songs that sounded lyk funeral song -.-
den i started holding the roses
and pretended to cry
den i pretend to pluck the petals
"he loves me; he loves me not"
LOL

HMM.

..den..

OHYA!
they sang the..
"when you tell me that you love me"
den the chorus was
everytym you touch me
den i stroked gekleng
i become a hero
den i did that macho pose

lol
den the rest of the chorus not funny le
den the ending of the chorus
when you tell me that you.. love.. me..
den i whisper to gekleng "when will you tell me that you love me?"
den later on i did that to erna too.
just that it was her turn to ask me.
den i straight away said "I LOVE YOU!"
LOL.
lame, but WE LYK. (: (:

den they also sang this love song called "oh carol"
i cant rmbr the lyrics.
but i rmbr it was SMTH LYK
oh carol..
den smth smth..
den walk out smth smth
den i would die
-.-
den i said
my name tania la!
den after the "i would die" part
i pretend to cut my neck
den i made the "ELH!"
sound VERY LOUDLY.
den after they sang. it was silence.
den i didnt know.
so my ELH ENDED UP VERY LOUD.
HEHS.

ohya.
xialan chabo. anyhow pull my shirt.
dunt kaobei okays.
who do you think you are?
do you actually think i bother about the regulations?
no, i dunt really, actually.
dunt you dare pull my shirt one more tym la, biatch.
get outta my way la.
you are my junior some more,
so please, dunt act lyk ur so big
den kao bei kao bu.
dunt you dare touch me la. cb.

you're another one.
throw the ticket on the floor.
im glad i shouted "biatch" to you. (:
you're sucha loser la.
you caused so much trouble about the tickets
and then you throw the ticket on the floor.
wtfh can?
sucha biatch.
whtthefuc`

who cares about wht i wear la?
its MYSELF.
i dunt need you all to tell me
"wear this"
and
"dunt wear that"
you are no one to tell me all those crap aiights.
dunt bother me
and let me be myself can?
fuc` man.

lalas.
OHYA.
felicia and i kept changing shoes (x
cuz we both wore pointies
ahahhas
yays
felicia became part of my family tree today.
she's my GRANDFATHER. (: (:

AND IM PROUD TO SAY
THAT I LOVE MY GRANDFATHER.

YAYS.
WE CAM WHORED AT ITS MAX TODAY.
alicia and i took LOTS OF [trust me when i say LOTS] LESIAN PICS.
HEHS.
AHAHHAHAHAS.
den i took pic with
basically everyone that went along with us today!
FUNNESS. (:
oh yeah
we went to mac.
DEN..
we started to laugh lyk retards.
WOOTS`
funness!!!
den we took lotsa pics
ahahhas
fun fun fun
den after that walking to the busstop to go home alicia and i were being lesbians again
hugging each other all over and we took pics on the bus agian!
LOL
MORE lesbian pics.
HEHS.

lol
retarded and lame, BUT WE LYK (: (:

wht else ah?
actually today got alot of
extremely stupid and nice and prevertic and funny and exciting
and whtever else
kinda conversations
but too much le.
den i cant rmbr the conversations.
BUT!!

I RMBR.
I, FROM NOW ON.
AM THE ADVERTISER.
FOR COCA COLA
AND SANITARY NAPKINS.
LOL.
ALICIA TOOK TWO PHOTOS OF ME ADVERTISING THOSE.
AND I LOVE THE PHOTOS.
LOL
I LOVE ALL THE PHOTOS WE TOOK TODAY
IF ONLY TODAY WOULD NVR END (:
I WOULDNT WANA RETURN HOME.
MY FRENS RAWK MY BUMBUMS TO THE ANUS. (:
I LOVE THEM SHYTLOADS.

WOOTS`
aiyuhhs
today really got ALOT of things happen
but i STM LTM ATM.
so sad la.
haiz. nvm,

IM SLEEPY NOW.
LOL
CAPS RAWKS.
TALKING IN CAPS IS NICE FUN AND COOL.
LOL
SO YES
GOODBYE PEEPS
LETS SHAKE ARSE. (:

2006-04-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

OH!
YAYNESS
ERNA SAVED THE DAY
SHE FOUND CAMERA AT HOME
BUT NOT BATT AND MEMORY VERY LITTLE
BUT TANIA SAVED HALF THE DAY TOO!
SHE GOT TWO MEMORY CARD AT HOME
AND SHE GONE BUY BATTS LATER.
OKAY.
SETTLE.
GAO DIM.

MY STOMACH'S CRAMPING.
YOUCH. Dx
MOVE ABIT ONLY PAIN LYK WTFH.
BREATHE IN ONLY PAIN LIAO LOR.
HOW?
LATER STILL WANA GO SERENADE MAN.

HAIYUHHS. Dx

2006-04-09T09:49:00.000+08:00

i am so so so desperate

I NEED A DAMN DIGI CAM FOR TODAY'S SERENADE PLEASE?

........

ok la.
but its kinda my fault though,
sposed to wake up damn early today to ask dad for the cam before he leaves the hse.
BUT I WOKE UP AFTER HE LEFT.

SO HOW NOW BROWN COW?
NO DIGI CAM, BUT I NEED A DIGI CAM.

IM GONA DROP DEAD AND DIE.

I WANT AND ENED A DIGI CAM FOR THE DAY!

CUZ I WANA GO CAM WHORING AT ITS MAX!!

C`MON, ITS A BIG DAY, AINT IT?

AND I WANA TAKE PICS WITH MY DARHLENGS TOO!

HOW NOW HOW NOW HOW NOW BROWN FUCKING DEAD COW?

D_x <
D_x <
D_x <
D_x <
D_x <

COULD SOMEONE BE SUCHA DEARIE AND JUST HAND A DIGI CAM TO ME FOR THE DAY LAR?

i know i know, its my fault that i didnt wkae up earlier.
BUT STILL!!

WHTEVR IT IS.
I WANNNNT AND NEEEEED A DIGI CAM FOR TODAY.

AHHHHHH!

cam
cam
cam
cam

HAIZ.

--

OHBTW.
YESTERDAY ERNA AND I BOUGHT TWENTYEIGHT ROSES IN TOTAL. (: (:
SHE BROUGHT EIGHT HOME AND I BROUGHT TWENTY HOME.
DEN YAYNESS.
I WENT HOME DEN THE WATER NO MROE LE.
SO I STARTED FILLING UP AGAIN.
YAYNESS.
SO IM SO EXCITED FOR LATER.
I CANT WAIT TO GIVE OUT MY DEARIES THE ROSES AND KISS THEM TILL THEY DROP DEAD.
..................................KIDDING.
I MEAN I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GIVE THEM THE ROSES AND GIVE THEM ABIGGG HUG AND TAKE PICTURE WITH THEM!!!

WE LYK. PLANNED TO DO SO HOW MANY DAYS AGO?!?!

AND NOW....
HAIZ.
D_x <

GOODBYE cruel world.

2006-04-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

school ah?

erna was being damn cute today.

hmm. wht else?
...had class photo taking.
yayness.
i think its horrid. (:
cuz my hair was messy and i was unprepared.
now, everyone, YAY FOR ME.
...*sighs.

MATHIARASAN.
you're sucha loser.
fucking bangla.
who the hell do you think you are?
..you are the reason why im not playing for serenade
you are the reason why i didnt being uniform for photo taking
you are the reason why i ended up NOT TAKING THE DAMN BAND PHOTO!!

call urself a great sl, uhh?
you made no effort in trynna inform me about the band photo taking.
you insult me about the serenade thingy
and today, you insult me once more?

-in band-
mathi: i talk alot at least not lyk some ppl who are EXTRA in this BAND.
me: wht you trynna say?
mathi: ...nothing... nothing..
me: eh. im asking you wht were you saying?!
mathi: nvm nvm.. nothing
me: nvm and nothing for you. not nvm and something for me!
mathi: i said nth..
me: EH FUCKING BANGLA. IM ASKING YOU NOW, WHT DID YOU JUST SAY?
mathi: i said nothing.. im busy now.. *shuffles percussion scores
me: dunt ACT busy can.
mathi: i am very busy. WAIT LA. *talks to ppl who walk past him.
me: you say you busy settling scores, you settle the scores and dunt talk to the ppl around you.
mathi: i said wait ryte? *continus ACTING BUSY.
me: EH DUNT TEST MY PATIENCE OKAY! *flips scores file over.
mathi: i say WAIT, RYTE?
me: EH FUCKING BANGLA. DUNT MAKE ME WAIT FOR YOU OKAY. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

..andit goes on and on..

i already changed into the uniform for phototaking.
but he was testing my patience,
that fucking bastard arsehole bangla.

i stood up,
grabbed my skirt and changed out of the uniform.
dumped it at percussion section chair,
took my bag
and stomped out of the bandroom.

went to the canteen to meet yisheng.
cried while telling her wht happened.
tears of anger luh yeah
den marcus was lyk
"oh no! she wana cry liao! tissue quick tissue"
....
.___.
damn cute can? -.-
lol`

den yeah lor.
later on, played soccer with xingyan and yisheng in the canteen.
den the floor a lil wet.
i kicked the ball,
den i fell leh!
LOL`
nice one man!
i landed on my butt! (:
den os paiseh.
i quickly lie down on the floor.
lol
den i laugh at myself.
den i started announcing to the soccer ppl that i fell while kicking the soccer ball.
lol
they laugh at me,
DUHH.
cuz they soccer de mah.
..
oh wells.
after that watched basketball match.
den went class slack with some badminton grlls.
den went back to watch the bball guys suffer under the intensice training
of their JIAO LIAN!
ahhahas.
they so poor thing.
lyk dying for energy breathe and water.
lol
den after that sat down with a few of the bball ppl.
lol.

oh ya
den the cheena teacher and xingyan keep teasing me
-.-
just cuz i said
"oh jia hao hen cute lehs. my class one grll and i call him xiao shuai ge"
den they started saying that i lyk him.
.. -.-
wht the hell.
LOL`
say ppl cute nia cannot meh.
oh jia hao is cute.
..very cute.
shaun is cute too.
that lil kiddo. who looks lyk primary five when he is sec two.
lol`

lalas.

oh wht ah
...oh.
yay!
i top up card le.

hmm.
today brought my canvas home,
i started working on it le.
just now spent one hr doing all the outlines.
lol.
this looks lyk its gona take forever.
BUT I ENJOY. (: (:

tmr.
not sure
sitting with them or alone yet.
see if i feel lyk being alone or not lor.

den meeting erna and weijie to buy flowers for serenade!
WHEES-
so excited can? (: (:
serenade`
woohoos!
..but i hope i dunt end up crying..
....sec fours leaving )'x

hmms.
den after buying flowers we will go starhub eat.
yupps

haiz.
I AM FUGLY.
MY DARK EYE RINGS ARE GETTING FROM BAD TO WORSE.
SO IM GONA FLY TO MY BED NOW.
BUHBYES PEEPS.
MWAHHS.

2006-04-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

ohya.
forgot to tell you all smth just now!
xDxD

.....when we were in the canteen just now,
after playing in the rain..
this lee guy ah.
dnoe his darn name.
he came and extra extra talk to us.
den mistress and i started laughing lyk mad.
know why? ......
cuz his right hand got one mole.
and out of the mole,
there was LOTSA HAIR!

ahhahhahhahahhas!

WOOTS`

2006-04-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JASMINE KOH !
xD xD xD xD

ogays.
school today ah...
hmm.
jasmine's birthday!
she actually not coming school de
den in the morning suddenly hear her voice
"tania!"
hahahhas
so yes.
she came.
yayness.
den i keep singing birthday song VERY, VERY LOUDLY for her xD
hehs.
den hmm.

finished ocean creatures within ONE PERIOD.
TWO PACKETS, BTW.
thats fast uhh?
ahahas.
hmm.
chinese i slept and slept and slept.
woots`

den whtevr.
ohya!
had physics test,
TRALALAS.
i only do the section a.
i anyhow put number.
den the remaining tym left i distub ppl (:
i turn around talk to hweeling.
den mr wee scold and scold (: (:
ahahhas he scold i happy lars
he pangsai sia

..ohya!
he madness.
suddenly come to terry
den pull terry;s table in front
._______.
siao lor.
ahhahas
den i said to him
"weetoonhuey, you retarded ah?"
lol. den hweeling laugh lyk mad -.-

hmm.

den tanker came in.
scolded us.
must clean table and stuff.
arsehole.
so everyone was so damn busy cleaning tables and changing tables roo.
den erna so nice help me ask popeyecleaner to find table FOR ME.
ahahhahas
*touched la (x
lol
THANKS ERNA! :D :D

hmm.
den i started throwing black tape outta the class window.
two big, two small.
-
den taylailing came into my class say our corridor alot of litter -.-
den she walk away
know wht?
the floor left one small and two big la!
means one small one stuck onto her shoe!
WOOTS`
aahahhahas
evil me.
den i started to have evil plans.
....HEH HEH. xD

i took more tape.
and i put one huge mountain of liquid paper on the sticky put and put nicely on the floor.
ahahhas!
specially for weetoonhuey!
he wear BLACK LEATHER SHOE ONE LEHS.
dunt play play man!
kena the tape and liquid paper den he sad lyfe.
ahahhas!
den i measure the steps den put down the tape.
..damn lame la.

den the tym that the class has been waiting for!
WEETOONHUEY CAME LE.
i so excited!! :D :D

--

..............
.....................
...............................
....................................
HE MISSED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THE TAPE LAR. t_________t
E V E R Y
S I N G L E
O N E .
T________T

boooooooooooooooooo. sad lyfe.
ahahhahs!
oh wells.
den lasson end le wors.
must greet him.
me and hweeling stand beside him.
den he said "okay. thankyou class."
den me and hweeling shouted "THANKYOU MRWEE!"
LOL
cuz he loudhaler maaaa.
-.-
den we no loud haler.
so we stand beside him and shout (: (:
learn from kamaroos de
lol.
oh yeah
kamaroos did it with us too, btw.
ahhahahhas

hmm.
den after school.

...
wah kao ehs.
tanker nvr come lor.
made us go through ot that trouble.
but chanmalichan came la
den she just walk around two mins nia.
den "okay 3n3 you can go now"
WTH.
waste our tym.
kukubird man.

so oh wells.
hmm.
den after that around 4plus ah?
it rained.
...heavily, too. (: (:
joyce and me stand in the rain,
outside the two classes.
den we stand on the drain lyk thingy.
and posed. (: (:

den yeah lar.
retarded.
but we lyk xD

hmm.
den after that we went to the canteen
OHBTW.
THIS SAT IMMA GO HOME WITH LOTSA LOTSA FLOWERS
AND ON SUN IMMA LEAVE THE HSE WITH LOTSA LOTSA ROSES TOO!
THIRTY, ALTOGETHER. (: (:

WHO'LL BE A KIND SOUL TO HELP ME CARRY SOME HOME? :D :D

ahhahahhahas

ohwells.
just now kinda pissed off.
mom nags NON STOP.
once we stopped the quiet war alr,
she starts the nagging war lar.
urghhs.
den also kinda bad mood
cuz i thought abt some stuff.
HAIZ.
nvm.

oh wells.

lalas.
my hand's destroyed.

buhbyes.
gng update private blog now.

2006-04-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

yayness
i was updating my entry
and about to end le
den the com died on me
(:

everybody lets clap.

WTH LA.

im not gona be si patient as to
type everything out again!!

im just gona be BRIEF.
HEHS.
not detailed alr.
previous one was detailed.
but its been washed away. -.-
damn this com.
so yeah.

..

so my entry was mainly about....

wht happened today lor. (:

ogays thats it.
byes!

....LYK REAL LA.

ok la

got counselling by michael.
he wanted e go staffroom summore.
i ran away.
but he couselled me during pe lor.
wth.

and it was about
school being boring cuz these few days no weetoonhuey
den no weetoonhuey
means nobody to bully
ahhahas
and oh. tmr got physics test.
yay i cant wait to eat my EGG. [zero] (: (: *sarcastic smile.

and me being pissed off my them.
but yeah.
im sure they didnt mean to do it la (x
ahhahas
hehes.
love my famiy tree.
lol`

dad's nagging again.
!@#$

oh anws.

i got private blog.
HEHS.
xD

www.come-runningwild.blogspot.com

you might be thinkin
"...private still so happily put link here"
HEHS.
wait and see man (:

i love my hweeling deardear
*teehees.

ahahahhas
thanks babe

and oh.
abt my private blog.
those who i dunt mind viewing, il give the password to you.
some ppl have it alr.
so yeah.
uh huhs.

ohbtw.
there's a blog for my family tree ppl to RANT. xDxD
www.wegethigh.blogspot.com

but so far im the only one crapping ther.e
no one else wants to crap
oh wells
at most il close it down if business is really that bad lar
so oh wells
im off to my bed now.
HAIZ.

my penknide's there for me

2006-04-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

ryte.
if im such a difficult child to you,
you could just give me all ur cash and disown me.
then i can have lots of freedom aiights.
if having me as ur child makes ur life difficult,
PLEASE.
JUST DISOWN ME. (:
...but! plus ur cash, thankyou.

quarrelled with parents last nyte.
lots of screaming, banging and tears.
and blood, for me.

i walked out of the room.
went to the kitchen and banged my bowl down.
mom was talking and talking.
i didnt wana talk.
i just shut up.

all this would have gone alright if she hadnt said this
"ur teacher called me and told me that you didnt take ur test the two tyms he held it. and those two tyms ur eyes happen to hurt. so coincidental hor?"
me: wht the hell you trynna say? you think i purposely make myself suffer with the pain in my damn eyes just to skip school? you think im that dumb to suffer so much just to skip a damn test?

i was damn hurt can?
hearing tose words from my parents own fcuking mouth.
im pissed.
im hurt.
im angry.
im sad.
den i sat at the dinner table

i was eating my damn dinner.
den my mom started crying and knelt down in front of me
banging her head on the floor.
just crying and crying.
i was crying too.
but i wasnt as drama as her can.
den dad shouted at me and went over to hug her.
den i was lyk thinking
"why am i watching a drama"
my heart hurt when i saw mom lyk that.
but seriously, she didnt have to be so dramatic can?
i throwed my choopsticks den went to my room, on the fan. locked the door.
lied on my bed.
crying.
it was dark.
i didnt want the light.

i just cried and cried so much
my eyes hurt so much.

then dad used the keys and came into my room.
mom sat on my bed.
and she tried talking to me.
i cuddled up under my blanket jsut crying and crying.

then mom was sitting on my bed crying too.
she was apologising for making me hurt.
and asking me to forgive her.
i just kept quiet.
i didnt wana talk to her.
den she said
"i just wish for you that when you grow up your children will study hard, do well in school. respect their parents and you wunt have to suffer lyk me"

with her saying that,
it just made things worse.
so she was trying to say that she's suffering with us.

c`mon la.
she keeps saying "why dunt i get respect from my own children?"

she brought this upon herself lor.
they brought us up to be this way.
if we werent treated the way we are being treated
she wouldnt be treated this way too.

i felt lyk just screaming in her face
"you think living with you guys is easy uhh? i always get threatened with my allowance. if everythings so difficult i coulod jsut pack my bag and leave now. just give me cash before i leave."

but i just kept quiet.
mom was weeping badly.
she walked out of the room later.

and i was still crying and crying.
i took my penknife
and started doing it again.
but its all not deep enough.
but there's no more space to cut already.
i even went to the extent of cutting my right hand using my left.
thats not easy.
but really no more space left.

this just suhcks aiight.
i wish i could jsut leave eveyrthing.
leave this hse.
leave church
and get on with my own life

everything's not turning out right for me.
it so suhcks.
i just wana cry and bleed.
thats me from the start.
God managed to change me for awhile.
but now im back to me.

come to think of it.
im not a really good example for Christ.
i might just consider trying to leave again.

so i lay in bed.
with my hand having the burning sensation.
it was bleeding and bleeding.
i just kept using the tissue to wipe the blood away.

and with that,
i whispered to myself
"satan, you win this tym."

--

and so,
skipped school today.
i woke up.
i changed.
went to the toilet.
saw my eyes it was lyk puffy and it could hardly open.
then i went back to my room
thinking to myself
"how can i step out of my hse looking so fugly?"
no no no.
so i changed back in to my home clothes and went back to bed.
and anw, i thought
there was no point going to school la.
il end up sleeping for the whole day.
cuz last nyte.
i overdosed myself with my medicine.
i was sposed to take one tablet.
and i took three.
so the drowsy effect was strong.
i know its bad to overdose.
..well who cares anw la.
so yeah
went to sleep
woke up at 3.40
nice one uh?
so many hrs of sleep.
went to fifteen hrs and fourty mins of sleep.

so you see?
if i went to sch, im dead.
i think i dunt evn have the energy to run et and go for recess lor.
so yes.
then sis came into my room
then we talked
then we wanted to eat already
but was waiting for the grumpy old farts to get out of the hse first

so they finally got out.

..tom yam rice.
we didnt really feel lyk eating that.
but yeah we did in the end.
den sis wanted to go eat long john's
so i went with her lor.
went to cwp.
dne i bought bubble tea again.
den she didnt buy her long john's in the end.
cuz crowdede
den we went long john to look at make up
den esprit
den body shop
den we go take bus home

yeah.

at the interchange soph and i saw our frens.

haiz.

i need to distress.

i shall dig out monaye and go buy drinks.
vodka.
woots`

sis and i wanted to buy ytd, using her fake ic.
but her fake ic got scratches alr.
so had to print again
but damn! hse printers all no ink!
so we couldnt buy drinks in the end.
haiz.

my life so suhcks now.
but the penknife makes me feel a lil better at least.

haiz.

this is a fcuking depressing entry.

if only i could remove all the cuts iv cut.

and then il cut nicer and deeper ones.

cuz now no space alr.

fuck you, radio.
why you playing all these sad songs?
can play happier ones?
..you're not making things better for me.

save me from this place.
heaven knows im calling

D_x

2006-04-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

LALALAS.
SCHOOL TODAY WAS ALRIGHT LA.

I ENJOYED THE RAIN THOUGH. (: (:

went to sch
shared my ocean creatures with my darhlengs.

it finished in less than one period can? xD

nvm tmr i bring two.
xD

HMMS.

quite lazy to update lars

oh!!
LOL.

in the morning wendy was late again
so i had to lyk
find ppl to change skirt with me
den at first change with joanna de
den they all shocked
LOL
cuz i didnt go into cubical.
i just stripped in the toilet la
LOL
they stunned.
but no big deal leh.
at least i was wearing my lovely girl boxer ogays.
LOL
and then joanna wore my skirt!
LOL
so darnnit short for her can? xD
den i changed with hweling instead.

den wht else happened ah?

....OHHH
OH
OH
OHH!!
AHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
AHHAHAHAHA
AHHAHHAHHAHAHAHA
sorry i have this habit of laughing first, before i speak xD

ogays
last nyte it was about
11 when i realised that my swiss socks were still in the laundry basket!!
so i hurridly dumped them ALL in the washing machine

so yeah

and this morning i rushed out of the hse.
den i was lyk.
OH WAIT!
socks!
LOL
so yes i runned to the balcony
AND!!
my socksies were still WET! xD
but no choice.
have to wear the friggin CUTE AND LOVELY swiss socks
den yeah lor
so in yoong's lesson.
...i took out my shoe.
..actually i didnt even have to take out.
ITS DAMN BIG AND LOOSE.
ahhahahas
so ya i took out den folding my socksies
den i started lifting up my feet
in front of erna face
cuz the front got a long stretch of LIES
lol
only my class ppl would understand that
..michael's lame JOKE. ahhahahas
so yes
den i put it in front of her and shake my leg. so the LIES "wobbled"
den i did it to hweeling yisheng and.. hmm. yeah lor
ahahahhas
DEN HOR
ERNA SUDDENLY PULL OUT MY SOCKS AND THROW
LOL
DEN NVM LOR
BARE FOOTED
NICE WHT
L O L .
den i didnt lift my socks and LIES this tym tgt with my feet
it was JUST MY FEET. xD
LOL
disgusting, BUT WE LYK. xDxDxD
OMG. HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS!

yays
so wht else
OH..!

J E F F R E Y
Y O O N G
A P O L O G I S E
T O
M E
I N
F R O N T
O F
T H E
C L A S S !!!

W O O H O O S!

THAT TYM STILL SO HAPPILY SHOUT AT ME IN FRONT OF THE CLASS.
AHAHAHHAS

OHYA
TODAY DAMN FUN CAN?
WEETOONHUEY LESSON
LOL

i off all the lights den he on again
NVM
i managed to secretly off again

DEN HOR
AHAHAHHA
HE ARSEHOLE SIAHHS.

he came up to me

wee: tania take out ur ws.
me: dunt have la.
wee: tania i said take out ur ws.
me: i said dunt have la!
wee: i gave it to you alr.
me: when?
wee: last week.
me: last week when?
wee: last week.
me: when la?
wee: last week.
me: which day la?!?!?!
*ws flies.
*he bends down to pick it up
*gets up and DIAOS ME.
me: EH WAH! YOU DIAO ME?!?!

LOL
ahahahhas
fun man
den he kept shouting today
and i think i said this sentence lyk
.....more than 5 tyms la?

"EH WEETOONHUEY. I SAY LIAO. GOT MICROPHONE DUNT SHOUT LAR!"

LOL
aahhahahas
den he really lower down lor
FOR LYK AWHILE NIA
LOL
xD
den again
den i shout again lor
SIMPLE AND EASY LA
aahhahahahs!

ahahahhas

den hor
my deardear and dardar sleeping wors.
HE HIT THEM WITH BOOK KIES.
i see liao not happy.
kb siahhs!!
den i shout
"EH YOU HIT PPL THINK VERY FUN AHS? YOU ANYHOW HIT PPL. I WANT YOU TO APOLOGISE TO THEM NOW"

he just gimme the heck care look
den i said again
den he still diamdiam
AHHAHAHAS!

den aft sch
we play
IN THE RAIN
WOOTS`
fun fun
but ...wore colour today.
AHAHAHHAS!
so i was lyk wet.
AND TRANSPARENT.
ahhahahhahas!
nvm la.
had fun can liao
xD

OHWELLS
took train with dardar
SHE SO CUTE CAN?
xD
ahahhas
i was lyk flooding the carrot cake with CHILLI
xDxDxD
IT WAS S W I M M I N G IN CHILLI!
...NOW EVERYBODY,
FOLLOW ME AND GO
"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO."
xDxDxD

ahahhhhahhahahaahahhaas!

OHWELLS.
nth much le
COM STILL SPOILED.
): <
angry me
sad me
angry me
sad me
thank goodness still got sissie's lappie.
..but i dunt really dare to ask her actually.
she always sounds reluctant man.
..hehs.
ALRYTES.
im gonna fiddle with my things now

OH YEAH BTW
ERNA AND I FRENCHED AGAIN TODAY
WOOHOOS`
L O L S.
hehs.
*high 5 erna
HAHHHAHAHAS. xDxDxD

buhbyes peeps.
FWAHAHA.
:D :D

2006-04-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

ytd...

MY EYE SWOLLEN LAR.
)x
den DAMN PAIN CAN?
its lyk as if i cant even open lar!
....ppffffftt.
den i wait at home
wait wait wait till my eye okay

den finally okay le
but by then svc ended le!! ): <

but nvm i still went (:
den when i was about to leave the hse le..

HEAVY RAIN.
HEAVY LYK SIAO.
UBER DUBER HEAVY.
HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY.

ohyeahbtw i was wearin sch u.
aahahahas!
cuz late le ma.
sch u hanging there.
just take and go lor.
dunt need to pei yi fu.
dun need to put make up.
just wear sch u and tie hair.
DONE.
aahahahas
so yes.

den poor me no choice walk in the rain lor.

ahhhahahas!
den reach somerset le.
saw samantha.
..blabla (x

reach meridien le
they not there lehs
den i walked back to starhub
thinking of borrowing someone's phone to lyk
call them?
den i walking back
THANK GOD I SAW JOYCE (:
so we walked back tgt lors.
den yeah, err.
went for alpha meeting.
den went for PASSION. (: (:

we may not have hit our goal`
750..
but!!
we did our best, Amen?
we'll work towards greater heights of numbers.
and we'll achieve it.
..all for the Kingdom. (:
God is always with us.
and this will nvr end.
our passion for God will nvr end. (: (:
PASSION may have ended.
but OUR PASSION has not. (:
and it will NEVER.
we dunt have to wait for PASSION
then only do we go back to our schs to share Christ
we can do it, anytym, and anywhere.
as long as we have passion
and we're on fire for God!
we'll continue robbing the kingdom of darkness of souls
and bringing them to the LIGHT.
outreaching and serving shall be our lifestyles.
AMEN.

-
..PASSION LOGIC. (:

lol.

and kaining and i are laming on msn.
...SMART LOGIC.
hors, kn?
*nudges; winks.
;D

lalalalalalaaaas
today no west sports.
BOREDDEREDDED.
STUCK AT HOME.
WHEES-
WANA GO OUT
DNOE GO WHERE
LALALAAS

woots`

IM HUNGRAYE
...EAT BUFFALO PIE. (: (: (x
lalas.

BUHBYES,.

RAWRS. xDxD

2006-04-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

i update abt today tmr (:
gtg now
sis wana use

..COM STILL DEAD.
..sad life man )x

BUHBYES! :D

2006-03-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

WOOSH`!

cross country today
woots guess wht?
tym passed so fast today (: (:
past two years one was lyk..
..TAKING FOREVER TO END.

and this year? (:
it was FAST.
ogays we intended to walk at first.
i brought sweets and OCEAN CREATURES biscuits! *screams!
:D :D :D :D
den in the end we saw the guys all coming in first and stuff we were so motivated to run le!
lol`
den we decided to run
den we run half way hor, felicia got cramp ):
leg cramp..
den she cant run in the end..
so sadded.
oh wells.
den erna pei her walk back
den me and joyce ran lor
we ta han ta han
...reach the high way i BTH liao!!!
i told her i give up.
den i sat at the high way.
ppl walk past den i "jia you! jia you!"
den i myself sit there.
lols`
den joyce leaned on the lamppost at the highway
so her shirt was FRIGGIN` BLACK can? :D
den yada yada after that took train from toa payoh to woodlands (:
we went cwp.
whacked pastamania. 6x <>OH OH!!!!!!
I SAW THIS GIAGANORMOUS PATRICK SOFT TOY!!!

....FOURTY SMAKEROOS.

PATRICK SO SEXY!!

IIIIIMMM
SSSSOOOO
GGOONNAAAA
SSAVVVEE
UPP
FFOOORR
THHAAT
SEXXAAYE
ARRSSE!
:DDD :DDD
WAIT TILL THE DAY YOU SEE IT
I N
M Y
R O O M
O N
M Y
B E D
!!

..and that day WILL come (: (: (:

whees-
oh den erna was lyk quiet quiet le
...CUZ NO SPONGEBOB!
AHHAHAS!
den geky SO CUTE CAN?
she tried to cheer erna up den she found this spongebob thing
den show erna
but made erna sad
LOL
cuz that thing hor
you turn the mouth
the eyeballs will turn
so its lyk POOR SPONGEBOB LORS.
den erna was "SO MEAN!!!!"
L O L .
nice one, geky! :D :D

den we did alot of stupid things
and saw alot more spongebob and patrick toys
WHEES-
im gona buy that big fat arse!
YOU'RE MINE, PATRICK!
AHHAHA!
i wunt let the other lil kiddies buy it!
NO!
ahahhas!
they're not patrickfied enough. (:
..not up to patrickfied standard
..PATRICK'S MINE.

"HEY SPONGEBOB!"
lol
IMAGINE THAT IN HIS DEEP LOW AND BOOMING VOICE!

.....AWW.
SO CUTE!!

ogays. enough.
erna gona go mad reading this (: (:

OH YEAH
den we went the pregnant woman section
then there was this bra UBER BIG CAN?
den we all play with it
say thats our boob size
AHAHHAS!
erna! "you got the saggy boobs!" RMBR? xD

OHYEAHBTW
something damn cool,
MISTRESS AND I WORE THE E X A C T SAME UNDERWEAR TODAY!
HOW COOL IS THAT?
pierre cardin` black and hat same "one line" design
WOOTS`
GUO RAN SHI MISTRESSES! xDxD

den we took pics of our underwear
LOLS
den erna and i did that chantingshyt later on
she have her new chant le!
"AHMIKOSONG, WOOOT WOOOOOOT ..POOOOOOOOT!"
den she kept saying that and swinging her towel
and i joined her
den later on i think geky bump into her
not sure.. den she said
"AHMIKOSONG, UR NEH HIT MY HAND, WHY SO BIG FLESHY AND BOUNCY?"
LOL
wht kinda chant is that T___T
AHHAHAHAS!
den we were being spies too
SO IDIOTIC
ahhahas!
ben wana go somewhere
den he tell us
"you guys go first i wana go somewhere"
den felicia suggested WE BE SPIES! [oooh! fun fun! :D :D]
den she tried to act lyk those pro
"swing" from wall to wall with a "gun"
LOL
den she accidentally bang herself against the wall damn hard
LOL
den we just continued following him
den he suddenly turn around man!
den we all turn an look through the glass od musicjunction.
AHAHAS!
it was so fake can?
HAHAHAS
but damn funny lars.

den we walk past this shop "stereo"
den got tv one!
den the tv was showing this show
dnoe la alot of ppl kena shot
keep on bang bang bang
lyk BAZUKA!
lol
den erna and i walk past the tv
den when the guy shooting ppl
den we all shake shake shake our body pretend we kena shot
DAMN DUMB.
......BUT I LYK. (:

den later erna took her towel rub her boob.
den she say.
"i polish my boob ah! ..make shiny. (:"
den she help felicia polish.
LOLS.
den erna and i polish geky's den erna polished xingjue's
DUMB CAN?
...BUT WE LYK. (: (:

den later they wanted all the ten of us to stand one row and skip in cwp!
WTH.
ahahhahs!
den in the end nvr do.
): < they were having they're own conversations den me joyce erna and felicia siao on our own lors (: (: den we went to sportslink then there got big red "cushion" den we sit den i said "wah shiok. my arse so tired sia." den joyce was sitting in btwn me and erna mahhs den we squeeze her AHAHHAS! fun! den she was lyk "my neh flattened! squashed by the two of you!" AHAAHS! and she said damn loud can? AHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAS! den later on we leaving le den we go buy pao pao cha first den we walk past mei zhen xiang den you know wht i saw? AHHAHAS! THE GUY STANDING THERE SPOSED OT LET PPL TRY SAMPLES TO PROMOTE THE DARN BAGUA, HE WAS STANDING THERE HAPPILY EATING THE SAMPLES AWAY! AHHAHAS! NICE ONE MAN! oh btw. the com spoil. .....arsehole. den have to use sissie's laptop ): ): cant go online much liao lars. HAIZ. and she's kinda pissed now she wants to use her com le but my entry very long OHWELLS. byes! aiyuh my this entry got prob.
arsehole.
nvm can read can liaoBYES.

2006-03-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

DIDNT GO SCH TODAY AGAIN
ahahahs!
woke up late.
....at the same tym;
flu. cough and right eye swollen` cant really open.

..so just as well. (x
hahahhas
den went to the polyclinic again (:
im lyk REGULAR CUSTOMER there
ahahahs!
almost every week go once.
but USUALLY is EVERY WEEK GO TWICE.
lol`
xD

ahahhas SO YAY

OH YEAH
you know?
ytd JEFFREY YOONG SHOUT AT ME
AND GAVE ME A WHOLE LOAD OF
S H O W E R S
O F
B L E S S I N G S
!!

cuz i handed up this ws.
WORTH EIGHTEEN MARKS.
den he say i nvr hand up and stuff
lyk "you did not hand up to me. if you did i would have rmbred marking. and i rmbred marking asraff's but i dunt rmbr marking urs so you didnt hand up to me!"

and he went on and on till MY BLOOD BOILED.

i said "wtf lar!"

jeffreyYOONG: wht did you say?
jeffreyYOONG: i said, WHT DID YOU SAY?
jeffreyYOONG: PARDON ME, WHT DID YOU JUST SAY?
me: *stares at him, looks away. packs stuff. [include the BANGING. (:]
jeffreyYOONG: [raising his voice lyk wtf] WHT DID I JSUT HEAR YOU SAY?
jeffreyYOONG:[raising his voice to the extreme] TANIA ONG!
jeffreyYOONG: I DUNT LYK THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME AND WHT YOU JUST SAID TO ME!
me: *looks up, looks down. and continues to pack table. including the banging still (:

and he continues to raise his voice to the extreme PLOUS showering me with his SHOWERS of BLESSINGS. (:

den later sch end le we went to the coffee shop
and that COR BEISEE and GREH thing came about (:

den we were lyk talkin bout yoong. dnoe why
den erna said "but tania i lyk ur attitude towards him just now"
LOL.
den i replied "i was being damn attitude lor! ..and, bitch too. (:

AHAHHAS!

oh oh OH!
ahahhas!
damn funnaye!
i was lyk laughing to myself just now;
ahhhahas
in my sissie's room

erna and i chatting
den she was telling me
how WEETOONHUEY CALLED HER "MADA"
and how JEFFREYYOONG CALLED HER "AMILDA"

..NICE ONE. (:
being mistaken by two teachers two tyms, in two lessons
lol`
den erna was thinking to herself" my hair that curly and that pubicy meh?"
LOLS.

ahahhahhhhahhahahhahaahahhahahs!

and she was telling me that i left my doodle book in class
den i was lyk "YEAH I REALISED"
aahhahs!
den she was also saying
"today javen's boxers super bright man!"
..cuz the past few days he weore JOE BOXERS den ZAO GENG-ed
*HYUCKS.
ahahhas
den she said today his one was
BRIGHT YELLOW AND BLUE.

...NICE ONE MAN.
but anws, i gtg le
dad's being sucha biatch right now.
idiot.

HAIZ.
[if it seems lyk sucha chore to you; i wouldnt want them anymore`

oh yeah today sposed to update about the outreaching thing
haiz.
but no tym le
tmr ba
byes!

2006-03-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

wth.
stupid conversation!
LOL.

me and erna
..just now.

erna: IM GOING OFF NOW. CYA TMR!! TC. NITES. MUAHX. HAHA.

--

me: HEY YOU'RE BACK! MISSED ME RIGHT? ADMIT IT MAN! xDxDxD
erna: i read ur entry till i cry siah. stomach cramps siah. ahahs. continue tmr.

--

and she goes offline.

ahahs!
SEE WHY I LOVE MY RETARD
AND WHY SHE LOVES ME?
CUZ WE THE RETARDEDFOOLS.
AND WE'RE FELLOW RETARDS
AND WE'RE RETARDED PARTNERS!
:D:D:D
ERNA RAWKS MY BUMBUMS.
TANIA RAWKS URS TOO.
.....EVERYONE ELSE'S IN THE WORLD. (:

GOODNYTES.

..RAWRS. (x

2006-03-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

ERNA LOVES MY EAR.
MY CUTE LIL EAR.
IV GOT SMALL EYES; SMALL BOOBS.
..SMALL EARS TOO! :D :D

in class:

erna: aye ur ear so smal lehs!
erna: *pokes finger into my ear.
me: aye ticklish man!
erna: so cute so small! aye i feel lyk kissing ur ear man

LOL.

JOKE. xDxDxDxD

damn funny la can??
:D :D

den she kept playing with my ear
and sticking her finger into it
SHE'S AMUSED AT MY EAR!

and im updating this trying to tahan my laughter cuz my dad's using his study desk beside me and i cannot tahan alr! BRB i go my room laugh to myself first!

---

OK! IM BACK. (: (:

yayness.

funnaye ppl asking me to make them high on msn.
LOL.

OH YOU KNOW WHT?
JUST NOW DAMN FUNNAYE!

we go coffee shop eat
[oh no im biting my tongue now to stop myself from bursting out laughing. dad'll send me to IMH]

den the aunty came
so we did the same usual thing

erna: aunty wo yao san bei COR.
me: aunty na ge COR shi guan de hai shi bei de?
aunty: bei de you liao
me: na wo yao yi bei COR
nat: wo ye yao COR
erna: wo yao san bei COR
aunty: mei you COR leh
me: den you she me?
aunty: you BEISEE
me: *laughs. na wo yao yi bei BEISEE
erna: wo yao san bei BEISEE
xinjue: wo ye yao yi bei BEISEE
aunty: ok. wu bei BEISEE orh?
mirian: you mei you grape?
aunty: orh. GREH ah? ok. so san wu bei BEISEE, i bei GREH orh?

-

when she got back....

me: YAY! wo de BEISEE! BEISEE BEISEE BEISEE!
erna: yay! BEISEE!
nat: BEISEE!
me: yay BEISEE BEISEE BEISEE
xingjue: *laughs
geky: *laughs.

..LOL.

YES I KNOW I AM MEAN
AND I KNOW IM GOOD AT IT TOO.
...L O L .

bhb-ness. (:

oh yeahs
den erna will suddenly stick her finger into my ear
and say "GREEN FLY, GREEN FLY!"

haiyuhhs.
not funn.
ppl wunt unds the jokes im listing down, HOR ERNA?
...insider's joke.
all our dummb jokes.

..OH YEAH!
TODAY ERNA AND I WANTED TO TONGUE
..BUT!
WE FULL.
DEN FULL LIAO
TIRED AND LAZY.
SO WE DIDNT FRENCH IN THE END..
..H M M.
..TMR LARS. (: (: (:

OGAYS.
im damn happy now.
whees-
SOME PPL ARE SO ADORABLE MAN.
"peekaboo!"
-pinches cheeks.
LOL. xD

and there was
"RAWRS (:"
too
HAHAHS!
xD

i digged nat's nose and ears.
and mirian's nose
and erna's ear
and xingjue's armpit and arse today!

...*BEAMS. (: (: (:

ogays.
im so lazy to update alr
but one more thing i wana say abt today!

DURING CME ERNA DREW THING
"fuckling bangras" thing on her hand and "tattoo-ed" it on my hand
but it ended up dao fan
den i did it too!
but im SMART.
HEHS.
i wrote it dao fan.
so it ended up bu dao fan (:
den later i added the word
"ANTI"
so in all,
i was

anti
fuckling
bangras

den i ask erna draw no my hand cuz very ticklish very nice
den my whole hand was filled with BLUE INK. (:
NICE.

den later HER PEN RAN OUR OF INK!

[this is the part hweling doesnt want me to update about]

WE STARTED TICKLING EACH OTHERS HANDS AND NECKS WITH THE INK-LESS PEN !
AND DEN HWEELING WAS LYK STRUGGLING GIGGLING AND LAUGHING TO HERSELF

S O
A D O R A B L E !!

ahahhas!

oh yes
i gtg do impt thing now.
BUHBYE PEEPS.
M W A H S !
(;

2006-03-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

DIDNT GO SCHOOL TODAY.
(: (:
I PON.

...AHAHHAS!
NO LAR.
IMMA GOOD GRLL.
I D U N T PON SCHOOL OGAYS. (: (:

SO YES.
today went to the doctor's.
last tym the nurses were PMS-ING.
den the doctors were nice.
today,
the nurses uber uber nice.
den the doctor PMS-ER.
ARSEHOLE SIAHHS.

...CHAY SWEE ON.
....wo hui ji zhu ni de!
IL RMBR YOU MAN.
idiot.
he hor.
sucker siahhs.
we went into the consultation room liao hors.
den tell him my sickness and stuff lehs.
den say everything liao hor
..."so whts the problem with you?"
...DEN HAVE TO REPEAT EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN.
..wth.
den he just take the thermometer thingy and SHOVE IT INTO MY EAR
you know good and polite doctors would inform you before hand
wht they're gona do to you before just DOING IT LYK THAT!
den he just kept quiet and did everything.
PFFFFTT.
den hor he suddenly took the stethescope
put at my chest.
HE SHOULD HAVE LYK INFORMED ME BEFORE DOING ANTH RYTE?
i kena shocked sia.

den hor he poke me
i turn around
look at him
den he breathe in very hard
that means he asking me to breathe in harder la
LYK.
..NOT AS IF HE'S MUTE.
HE CAN TALK RYTE?
HE DOESNT WANA MAKE FUL USE OF HIS VOICE.
AI-DIOT.
den he wana see my fuggling eyes.
he pull my eyes open DAMN HARD CAN?
IT WAS LYK HE WAS
YANKING IT OPEN
LYK
..
*YANK.
..fullstop.
LYK THAT KNOW?
PAIN SIAH.
DEN SUMMORE HIS FARKING NAILS SO LONG DEN POKING MY EYELIDS.
den you know eyelid the skin there very thin one wht
so it was bloody bloody, BLOODY PAINFUL!!
den i was lyk " ZT! PAIN SIA!"
you know zt? zt .. LOL. that sound la.
when ppl's pissed or wht.
i dnoe how to explain.
if you unds den good. dunt unds den nvm
ahahhsa
so yes
den he lyk. look at me den diao me
den YANK HARDER
..AND WIDER.
den i bth
i say "UR NAILS LAR!"
den he didnt tell me where the hell to look at ryte?
den i look at his fuggling eyes lar.
den he "zt"
den he point at his nose.
and he poke it.
quite chor lor.
...if only he poked his hose HARDER and LONGER.
...GOOD MAN!
..HOPE IR DROPS OFF!
)x <

den i was lyk thinkin "wth. he didnt tell me where to look den he got so pissed abt it"
ARSEHOLE SIAH HE.
den hor..
he wana check my fuggling nose.
he shoved that bloody dnoe wht the hell thing into my nose leh!
den move left.
move right.
up down left right
damn pain can?!?!?!
SHOVE.
dnoe how to TELL ME BEFORE HAND.
isnt that wht doctors are sposed to do?
..he's mean.
MEAN ARSEHOLE.
den later on
he done with my medical file le.
he THROW.
he throw on the patient's bed thingy.
WTF.
den the documents drop out.
he "ZT"
he got so pissed.
..he was the one cuasing all the trouble for himself ryte?
nvr throw den wunt drop out dunid walk over bend down and pick up ryte?
cheetoot.
den later sissie's turn.
about he fungal growth on her foot.
den he blablabla her liao
den he fling her file across his table.
WAH KAO.
DAMN ATTITUDE SIA THIS D O C T O R.
den alot of things still haven.
shall not elaborate.
cuz i gtg off soon.

..den later went to the pharmacy to collect medicine.
i saw this oyster mushroom crisps.
looks nice lehs.
den its TWO EIGHTY FOR ONE LIL PACKET.
DUMBB.
ahhahas!
but i bought.
and know wht?
IT SUHCKS CAN? T____T

...cruel world.

AHAHHAS!
oh wells.
so yes.
den we went to the "teh tarik makan place" -.=*
to have our dinner.
...coffee shop name until lyk that siah.
lol
"teh tarik makan place"
DUMB CAN?
lol (:
yeah.

OHYEAH.
doctor say i have to REFER TO SPECIALIST.
wtf.
den say must go hospital.
..yay lors.
ahhahas!
den the nurse'll be helping me fix appointment with doctor at KK HOSPITAL
i dnoe wht KK stands for but if it gives me and impression
...an impression that this hospital is a very KIASU one. (:

you know?
..lyk.

..K..! ...K! ..K LAH K LAH! ..K!!! I SAID K RYTE?
AHAHHAHAHHAS!

really man!
ahahhas!
OH WELLS.
SO YES.
nursey nurse will call mom to inform her bout
the appointment details tmr lors.
YEPP. (: (:

SO YES.
came home
den draw and draw
did another design for swiss serenade la.
den let elizabeth choose which one she want lor
think il do another one again
lol
nth to do, draw more lar!
DRAWING RAWKS.
draw draw draw.
draw when im happy
draw when im sad
draw when im high
draw when im angry
LOL.
draw and draw and draw.

OHYEAHBTW.
its been TWO WEEKS
and my doodle book's FINISHING already! (: (:

AHAHHAS!
bad me!
bad bad BAD ME!
lol.
*save the earth! save the earth!

..*DOWAN LEH. (: (:

lame.
im just HIGH.
wana sleep le.
hope tmr i can go sch.
PAY ATTENTION, high with erna, doodle and draw. (: (:
YAYNESS.
SOOOOO LOOOONNNGGG [one day only] NVR SEE THEM.
ahahhas!
LOLS.
and yay i might just go on forever.
so i should just
SHARTARP NOW. (: (:

BUHBYE PEEPS. (| (| (|

MY FACE. (|
copyright.
(|

LOLS.
OGAYS.
-copyright too.

..erna should know wht i mean
ahahs!
..althought it was from sissie,
but its fine wht.
at least she's my sissie.
not lyk OUSIDERS.
erna is my FAMILY.
so im fine with it.
but... AHEM.
nvm.

...see?
IM GOING ON AND ON.
i should SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY SHARTARP!
LOLS.
buhbye peeps.
MWAHS.
(|

2006-03-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

HIGH MAN!
HIGH!!
TODAY DAMN HIGH!
AHHAHAHS!

aiights.
in the morning walked in the rain
den took train
blabla
hmm den wht?
oh later on i high lyk mad.
but after that quarrelled with mathi.
..HAIZ.
i not performing for serenade le
I DONT WANA.
they askin me to perform.
i dunt want le
wth.
sec3 le i dunt get to play my damn instru during serenade?
wtf.

--

anws.
back to the HIGHING. (: (:
after recess ..
got one hr of physics
den wee was PAISEH
ahhahas!
den i keep shouting "WEE TOON HUEY PAI SEH!"
den he stare at me
den i made piggy face..
HIS REFLECTION LUHS. (: (:
den he point at me
den i point back at him with the piggy face tgt.
AHAHHAS!
il be the death of him man!
think he really hates me lyk wtf.
den after the one hr of physics was sposed to be half and hr of chem.
den chem cher nvr come
no relief cher also lor!
SHIOK.
den we had one free perioud
den hweeling me erna joanna zen siao liao
we all from class run to third floor
den hweeling take my hand say "lets go!"
den we run..
running that tym i ask her "go where ah?"
den she say "dnoe! ...follow zen!"
WTH!
aahhahhas!
den erna and joanna behind us too
den hor
i was being damn retarded
i dnoe whyi quickly chiong down to second floor again
den i laughing lyk mad
i sit outside my class the floor
LOL.
den laugh my arse off.

den i stand up
den i very happy i reached first!
den i was being a monkaye!
LOL.
i put my hands up in the air; clenched fists.
den jump around with my legs wide open!
I WAS WILD. (:

den we went toilet
i kept doing that
den erna was being such a biatch!
LOL.
got one gal walking in
den she whisper to me
i stand in front wait for her walk in front of me,
i do the monkey thing den block her way!
HHAAHAS!
walau and she did it!
she made almost every one in the damn toilet laugh lyk mad can?
den iv been running and jumping sbout
so tired
i was perspiring
den very hawt
den suddenly the idea came to my mind
I WAS BEING DUMB. (: (:
i took tissue and wallet.
den go outside class.
put my specs at my nose, put my wallet under my arms,
den use the tissue dab my face in A DAMN GU NIANG WAY!
ahahas!
erna and yishend laughed lyk mad
and fyi, i did that A FEW TYMS TOO. (:
i enjoy making a fool outta myself
AHHAS!

....AND DEN!!!
sch ended
i walk to 3n2.
den 3n1 in front of 3n2
i shouted "TANIA LOVE ALICIA"
erna : "ERNA LOVE JOYCE"
LOL
yays
i think the teachers there HATE US
cuz we did that a couple of tyms already, since last week, right nana?
SMACKS ARSE. xD

den we went bubble tea shop
i told em the damn joke.
AHAHHAS!
den i also did that "prank" on them
everyone i did on screamed, so far. (:
*BEAMS WITH SATISFACTION. (: (:

YAYS.

and then
later we went mad
dnoe today got alot of cockroaches lehs
den oh yeah
KAMAROOS they all they water bottle make us wet.
-
scroo them.
HMM.
den we made a hell lot of noise man.
den i ran past 3n1 being a crab
i think i realy looked dumb. (: (:
den oh yeah!
ASSMEAT [oo nice spelling (: ] den arse
LOL
kangaroos they all spray us we dunt mind lor
den they idiot ASSmeat go spray also
den erna started scoldin him BANGLA.
kinda mean, BUT YES. (:
den ALL OF US started it le.
me, erna, geky, jue. ahhaas
except for mirian, the GUAI one. (:
den i was so angry he keep squarting at me.
wth.
he's so SICK!
IDIOT.
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT.
den i shouted at him damn loudly
"EH FCUKING BANGLA, GO BACK BACK TO UR COUNTRY AND SELL ROTI PRATA LA, AND I MAKE SURE YOU CANT COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!

yesyes i know it was mean
BUT I WAS SO ANGRY.
PERVVVVV.
ARSEHOLE.
ASSMEAT.
but ok la. i feel guilty being so mean
den erna try to say also
dnoe why EVERYTYM she wana say "fucking bangla"
it ends up as "fuckling bangra"
EVERYTYM OK.
ahahhaas!
den damn funny
so yes we go canteen den high lyk mad
den later saw weijie
den it was INSIDER'S JOKE.
..yeah, erna and joyce? *winks. (:
den yeah we laughed lyk mad lors
oh yeah i slept alot.
from lyk around 430?
till around 540
AHHAHAS!
nice one

the big giganormous jacket is my POLAR BEAR in the morning
and my PILLOW for the rest of the day (: (:

oh yeah!
i was being real mean too!
about the javen thing
i kept saying polar bear
skin colour
...LOL.
nvm. you wunt understand.
insider's joke again. (: (:

YESYES
den after that we left the sch
den we went siao
we saw ALOT OF AHNEHS LEH
dnoe why
den i keep on "AHNEHAHNEHAHNEHAHNEHAHNEHAHNEHAHNEH"
den erna "FUCKLINGBANGRASFUCLINGBANGRAS"
LOL!!!!

yeahs
den under one of the blocks she said "today deepavali eve."
so many banglas
today EVE only
tmr got more (:
den while walking to gombak i kept laughing to myself
DUMBB.
den erna said
"but i lyk"
LOL. yays!

dnoe whts with erna and me today leh!
TODAY WE SAW ALOT OF BANGLAS MAN!
REALLY ALOT
WHYY?
ahahhas!
den in the train i said "how? later you guys go den i laugh to myself AGAIN"
den she say "use ur jacket cover"
"oh ya hor. but will VIBRATE"
"say oh its my phone"
den i did the action
LOL
i took out my phone
dne yeah
did stupid things
we laughed lyk mad
den when erna they all going out of the train le
i said
"let fuckling bangras be our last word today and first word tmr"
LOL
lamedddedeeded . (:
den we doodled in my doodle book.
wrote alot of dumb conversations down
RAWKS.
today rawks my bumbums
...although mathi made me very angry and hurt, i cried.
but i was still HIGH overall. yays. (:
okay luhs.
dad scolding.
i gota go bathe. (:

YEPPS.
bye!
....ahahhas!
fuckling bangras. (:

2006-03-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

OGAYS
i ended up going out today
so i didnt update mroe than four tyms
LOL
xD

LARDEEDARHMS!

OHYEAH ERNA!
I FEEL LYK EATING THE JELLYJELLYJELLY! xDxDxD
LETS GO FRENCH AGAIN ON MONDAY
-YAYS
..LOL.

parents are OHM-ing again!
LOL
dumb can?
itipiso bagava araham sama sambudho vija charana sam pano sugato loka vidu anutaro purisa dama sarhati sata deva manusanam bhudo baghavati
.....HOPEFULLY THEY
"OHM MA OHM BENZO GOLOGAGA SILLY HOME"
LATER!

AHHAHAHS!
DEN I CAN SIT HERE, IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER
LAUGHING TO MYSELF!
..AGAIN!
...ohyesyes. i love to laugh to myself.
i always do that.
SERIOUSLY.
when using the com, eating, walking, in class. BLABLA.
i always laugh to myself
DUMB (: (:
den erna say
"DUMB, BUT I LYK (: (:"
ahhahahs!
........lol.

E-MESSENGER KEEPS HANGING LEH ):
SO DUMBB.
urghh.
den talk to ppl half way
den..
HAIZ.
so annoying T__T
)| <
angry lines.
LINES IS ANGRY!
)|<
upset lines.
LINES IS UPSET!

ahahhas!
this is MY FACE
)|
see? my eyes are LINES.
suits me just well. (|

LALAS.
im gona fiddle now.
OOOOO.
dunt think dirty la (|
fiddle with my pencil and eraser
..as well as the keyboard. (|
BUHBYES DARHLENGS!
*smacks arse (|

2006-03-26T11:14:00.000+08:00

OGAYS.
im staying home today

right eye's SWOLLEN aiights.
haiz.
and i have lyk, wht?
a whole pile of tissues in front of me now.
my eye and my nose are lyk running taps.
-cant be switched off man.

haiz.
was sposed to go evax den go play sports`
& practice for 2.4
den after that go library evax and study till 8+
BUT DEN..
now wht?
stuck at home
well.
okay la.
i can go out if i want to.
but il be causing trouble for myself.
yeahhs.
HAIZ.
sad life.
LOL.

I NEED SHADES.
i seriously need NICE AND LOVELY SHADES.
so i can use them if i got a swollen eye and i have to go out in future.
PFFFTT.

but no.
dunt evn try to imagine me in shades.
i dunt think il look nice.
..nvm.

LALALAS.
im so uber bored.
and so lil ppl online
C`MON MAN!

SAVE ME FROM THIS BOREDOM CAN?

...i think today's gona be another day
that il update a few tyms man.
T__T

..AYES IM HUNGRAYE 6:
I GO LOOK FOR FOOD. (: (:

2006-03-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

I TELL YOU AH!!
im damn inspired man!
-
forget about all my past entries!
-
EVERYTHING'S CHANGED!
EVERYTHING'S DIFFERENT! :D :D :D :D
IV GOT JESUS IN ME!
-
WOOHOOS!~
-
TELL YOU AH
TELL YOU
TELL YOU
TELL YOU!!!
-
i was damn discouraged la.
i tried talking to szewee he doesnt wana talk abt God anymore.
i shared bridge diagram to joyce poopoo on thursday she didnt say yes
i shared bridge diagram to xinyi last sun, she not sure yet
-
I GOT NO CONVERTS!
..i felt that i totally lost it and that i cant do it anymore!
-
BUT!
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT!!!!
-
aiyuhh.
how to say ah.

..I WAS WRONG LUHS!
-
i was super super discouraged luhs.
den today i was very sad.
cuz i heard so many conversion stories.
den i felt very sad.
den hor..
DEN HOR
DEN HOR
DEN HOR!!
today alpha meeting!
eelee, david, aaron, gwen and ting shared some things
DEN I WAS SO INSPIRED I TELL YOU AH!!!
-
i became much happier and confident le.
yesyes
DEN HOR!!!
just now go home
den actually yuqian and kaining not coming my hse de
den dnoe why last min come my hse
DEN HOR....
LOL. [i keep den hor-ing]
err.
DEN HOR.......
dnoe why in the end that came lor!
den we walk walk walk until playground le
den i was being a LIL KID den swing on the monkey bar
den this gal came
and then yeah she[jermaine] and her sis[jace]
started being kinda mean to us -.-
yeah.
den bla bla bla
we ended up sharing christ to her....
well.
it was yuqian and asha la!
den hor
later this cute lil small boy came on the bicycle.
den also sit at the playground eat his nuggets!
den i just went up to him to talk only la
lyk make frens
DEN HOR!!!
i suddenly thought of sharing Christ to him!
-SO YES.
i did
and after a looooonnnngggg tyyymmm of talking,
....GUESS WHT??
--
HE RECEIVED CHRIST!
-
TONY [pri3` silin pri] HAS BEEN SAVED (: (: (:
WOOTS~ xDxDxD
-
&&&&&&&
JERMAINE [pri4` greenwood pri...or smth lyk that.] HAS BEEN SAVED TOO!! (: (: (:
-
AHAHAHAHS!
im so inspired now!
from being so discouraged and sad
....till now!
WHOOTS~
yeahs!
-
however, tony got no hp nor hse phone.
so i gave him my hse and hp no.
den ask him to call me on friday nights.
den he also mentioned that sat or sun he will go the playground
den i say i will find him
but if nvr get to find him den how?
...i took down his address lor (: (:
-
HMM.
....although they'll not be in west` they'll be in hopekids.
BUT
BUT
BUT!!
they are still part of the kingdom!! (: (: (: (: (:
-
ahhahahas
WE ROBBED KINGDOM OF DARKNESS OF 2 MORE SOULS TONIGHT!
-
AND...
ITS ALSO..
WELCOME BACK TANIA!
im not gona be the negative girl anymore!
-
let ~~setbacks~~ be ~~setbacks~~.
let ~~discouragements~~ be ~~discouragements~~.
il stand up on both feet again!
with God with me and the HolySpirit to guide me!
AMEN!
-
PRAISE HIM!
-
im very inspired to outreach this coming whole week!
everyday I MUST share Christ to at least ONE PERSON!
even IF they do not receive Christ [which i have faith they will],
ITS OK!
cuz even Jesus was rejected before!
so my problem is a peanut!
i must just remind myself
NOT TO BE DISCOURAGED!
but i will go all out!
il bring back lost souls
WE WILL bring back lost souls!
WEST can do it!
WEST WILL DO IT!
..AMEN!
..IN JESUS NAME! :D:D:D
-
may this be a great testimony to everyone out there
who feels sad, discouraged or on the verge of giving up

....DUNT EVR EVR GIVE UP!
cuz God's with you!

IF MY GOD IS FOR ME,
WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME?
:D:D
HOORAHS!
PRAISE GOD!

OHYEAHBTW.
THEY ARE SO SO SO ADORABLE CAN?!?!
when we said we were gona leave le
den jermaine was lyk
"JIEJIE, HUG HUG!"
AWWWWW.
xD
DEN THE TONY ALSO SAID THAT
..THEN THE JACE ALSO!
ahahas!
she lyk k2 nia
den hug her bend all the way down sia
oh yeah summore before before before before that
the jave was lyk telling jermaine
"JIE!
DUNT TALK TO THEM LIAO!
THEY ARE BAD PPL!"
den i said
"we are not bad ppl! *with a BIG SMILE*"
den she point to asha say "THAT ONE BAD!"
LOL.
den i was lyk
"she my sister lehs! (x"
and her reply was
"DEN YOU ALSO BAD!
I AHBISH YOU ALL!
*AH BISH, AH BISH"
SO CUTE!!!!
ahahhahhhaas
ohyeah den
den she and jermaine squeeze me until so tight!
SO CUTE!
feel lyk pinching them to death!
LOL.
the tony also very cute.
but he kinda blur leh.
so i scared he lyk blurblur about just now
den we did woah on him le
he seems fine leh
ahahas!
yupp
HAVE FAITH THAT THEY'LL BE FINE! (: (:
-

`im gona get a lil crazy for You!

{im taking up my Cross; im following You}
-TRISH.

2006-03-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

fcuk lar.
parents sucks.
fcuked up grumpy old farts.

hate them hate them hate them!
if i got lots of cash, i would leave this fcuking ruined home man!
il find a place to stay and SUPPORT MYSELF.
so they wunt have to fcuking threaten not to gimme cash anymore!
they wunt nag at my damn studies.
dunt wunt nag at ME.
fcukers.
hate them to the core

-

me: UNREASONABLE!
grumper: wht did you say?!
me: UNREASONABLE!
grumper: ohh. so you're very reasonable la? everything we do is wrong and everything we do is unreasonable la?
me: YES!
grumper:then have you ever thought about urself? how reasonable have you been to us? have you ever done anything for us? dunt forget we are the ones supporting you with money and stuff.
me: YA LA! IV NVR EVER DONE ANTH FOR YOU ALL LAH!
grumper: ni bu yao gen wo da xiao shen
me: *thinks* wtf. TRYING to act good cheena..
grumper: il throw you out of this room and lock it okay!
me: *thinks more* THROW DEN THROW LA. YOU DARE TO CARRY ME FIRST ANOT? YOU WANA THROW ME OUT OF THIS ROOM, F I N E. NO PROBLEM. SHUN BIAN THROW ME OUT OF THIS FCUKING LOUSY HOUSE AND FAMILY TOO, EXCEPT THAT YOU GIVE ME LOTS OF CASH BEFORE DOING THAT. T H A N K Y O U .

-

they're partly the reason for the scars and cuts on my hand.
the reasons i bleed.
...there're so many!
but THEY are part of the reasons.
i hate them.

-

yeah day & night they only know how to fcuking complain about my studies.
say i cant do well and stuff.
HELLO?
THIS IS LYK. THE FIFTH TYM IM SAYING THIS.
..TO DO WELL I NEED MOTIVATION AND SUPPORT FROM THOSE GRUMPY OLD FARTS. BUT WHT DO I GET? THEY SAY IL RETAIN.. THEY SAY IL FAIL MY EXAMS AND TEST.. THEY SAY I CANT DO IT..
THEY ONLY KNOW HOW TO BRING ME DOWN.

i hate them.
bloody fookalooks.

--

today after school ran away from zainab.
so scary and tiring.
den alicia darhleng pei me go bubble tea shop.
so many ppl cut our damn queue can? -.-

-
we were talking about serenade
AND I THINK
i dont wana perform le
since there are lyk UBER LOW chances of them letting me play mallets.
haiz.
my own instru i dunt get to play.
id rather not perform.
den just watch.
hmm. dnoe yet lar.

-

went for band.
blabla.
palyed scooting on hardrock again!
whoo~
love it!
i miss our syf`04! (: (:
GWH!

whoos!~

-

reached home around eight.
fcuking banglas keep scolding.
i feel lyk forcing a tampon down THEIR throat.

-

natassia and i were being dumb today
ahahhas

phrase of the day : *in a really high pitched voice* WTF?
ahahahhahahas.

...lame. -.-

--

haiz.
i told myself im giving up le.
i told myself not bother anymore.
iv lost it.
i cant do it.
haiz.
yesterday after sch share christ to joyce.
fcuk i held my tears back until i seperated from them.
den walking to gombak alone i cried.
today.
i still think of sharing christ to amethist.
cuz we kinda talked

-

i think im dumb.
im stupid.
im foolish.
bloody fool.

im already feeling so... so...... ...fucked up?
and i AM so fcuked up.
why do i still think of this kinda things?

but well now im telling myself
DUNT THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE
DUNT DO IT ANYMORE
DUNT BOTHER ANYMORE
SINCE YOU FCUKING CANT DO IT.

--

im just so unhappy about everything now.
im so sad. angry. upset. hurt. lost.
..haiz.
hate this.
dunt feel lyk going svc tmr.
feel lyk just packing my bag and leaving this fucking hse, with cash, of cuz.
den life'll be better with ONE load off my shoulders so far.
...but wht about all my other probs?
i cant seem to escape from them
...i know.
die (:
but of cuz i wunt wana end my life so soon.
there are stil some gd things in my life luhs.
...so il just cut.
il just bleed.
il just torture myself a lil more.
more and more.
they love it when im hurt.
..so il let them see my bleed.
il bleed.
but il be fine, dunt worry.
i cant die from that
but il just continue bleeding.

-30 more cuts, now; 30 more scars coming.

HAIZ.
WELCOME TO MY FCUKING SCROOED LYFE.

HAIZ.

-

;if i could fly away

2006-03-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

fcuker.
wht the hell T__T
i was almost done with my fcuking long and DETAILED entry lor
den mom did dnoe wht thing den all the power in my hse DIED.
PFFFFTT.

fine.
im not gona update wht i did just now
ik just continue from where is stopped.

so yes.
going home
from sch walking to gombak
i walk behind that whole long stretch of shops.
behind.
yes.
and i was crying.

...i just felt.
...haiz.
nvm.
no one will understand.
no point saying.

aiights.
and oh
omg omg omg omg omg
OMG
OMFG!!!

this is huge huge font for this cute cute thing.
ogays.
yesterday and today
we went outside sch to buy bubble tea and stuff after sch.
den..!!!
we saw lil lil st. anthony's kids.
SO FCUKING ADORABLE CAN?
AND SOME OF THEM WERE BLOODY HANDSOME AND CUTE.
AHHAHAS!

and i was being a pervert!
i took down the good looking one's names.
LOL.

CH`NG KAI JIE.
...his name is so kewl!
and he's the handsomest of all the lil kiddos!

WAYNE CHIO was cute too.
OWIN TAN too.
TROCKI JOHN.
NOR AIMAN.
ahahs!
nor aiman is erna's!
and kai jie is mine!
LOL.

den today only spotted one cute girl.
the rest not so nice.
CLARICE LEE.
ahahhas.
yays.

the kids were so cute can?
they were lyk being dumb and blur.
den erna scared one of them.
cuz one of the boys hand was drawn all over with blur ink
den erna touch his hand den say "aiyo"
OMG.
he "ran" away from her.
ahhas!
he squeezed with his frens to stay away from her
HAHAHS!
oh yeah!
den i was so fcuking happy!!
i said hi to ch`ng kai jie!
den he first tym dao me
den i say hi again
he smile
den i say hi again
he say hi
i say hi again
he say hello
i say byebye
he say bye, smiled and waved.
AND LOOKED BACK.

CH`NG KAI JIE IS CO CUTE!!!
but wht.
he's lyk.
....hmm. i think p2 ah?
dnoe. T___T
sadded.
ahahahs!
so cute so cute so cute!
should have taken pic with him.
LOL.
lalallalalalas
TRALALAS.
he's toooooooooo young for me.
waaayyyy toooooo yooounnnnggg.
):
ahahhas

and oh!
after sch erna and i lyk bought this strawberry flavoured strawberry ice cream.
AHHAHAS!
and we were being disgusting.
WE FRENCHED EACH OTHER.
AHAHHS.
see if you can understand that. (: (:

yay.
ERNA OUR TONGUES RAWK! (x

ahhahahahhahhaaahhahahahahas

ogays buhbyes.

...HAIZ.

2006-03-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

ogays.
i was sposed to start blogging a long tym ago
but talking
and talking
and talking
lol.

i got alot to say today!
but il start of with...

I LOVE MY DAUGHTER CUM FLIRT.
I LOVE MY GAY
I LOVE MY MISTRESS
I LOVE MY RETARD
I LOVB MY DAUGHTER
I LOVE MY SHIT
(: (: (: (: (:
they rawk my arse. (x

ogays so yes
today pon remedial
den went choir room slack.
HEHS.
enjoy the lovely aircon
played piano
den oh yeah!
took the big red bloth thats sposed to cover the keyboard to play
its big and red with this cute ribbon in the middle!
lol.
yesyes
we had fun,
and we were kinda dirty too,
hehs.

ogays.
shall start.

gekleng started dancing wtih the cloth too.
den blabla
doing stupid and funny actions.
den mirian danced with it too
ahhahahs!

den they were lyk playing the song
"i believe i can fly"
ahahhas
from the dnoe wht cd thats there.
den i also told them the story
of chanting
hahhahas!
JOKE.
laughed lyk mad.
den we went to canteen buy food.
OO!
i bought fishballs!
erna too!
HEH HEH.
den nat got pita bread. ahahs.
and joyce's pizza bread.

ogays.
we were doing stupid things and laughing
den erna said smth that sounded wrong
ahahhs!
"lucky i did not insert my finger into ur mouth"
hello?
insert?
finger?
into mouth?
LOL
hahahs dumbb! xD
ogays.
den we started doodling on my doodle book.
OH YEAH BABAYE, YEAH... xD
den they said i was dirty
cuz nat drew smth
den she said "whts this?"
i said "boobs"
....aye really wht.
it does lok lyk boobs aiights. -.-

and then someone [whom i cant rmbr who] said smth dat sounded wrong too
"suck ur milk"
WHT THE.
ahahhas
nvm.

and then i needed to pee
den i was lyk complaining abt mensus.
ahahs!
den when i arrived back after peeing
yay
i pressed my face against the door window
den geky turned around and & screamed
aahhahs!

den geky took out shoe
...chou chou!
hees
x:
(x
ahahs
but i like
and i still love her!
lol
ahahhahs
den i took the keyboard over
and put on mylap
den i lean over
ahahhas!
den i was lyk
"eh! play the piano with my boobs! LOL"
ahahhas
...nvm. -.-

den erna and geky kissed xinjue's nose
AHAHHAS!
geky was lyk helping xingjue and erna to do "FACIAL"
damn cute la they all can?
ahhahas

den xingjue wrapped herself in the curtain cloth thing
ahahhas
den later geky carried her
den geky put her down den said
"ah i carry you ur elbow lyk that *shows action* hit my neh leh.. very pain"
den she was lyk rubbing her boobs.
omg.
ahahhas

den there was this funny convo
ahhas!
--
erna : lets stick tgt!
geky: you wan neh to neh or back to back?
erna: back to back la. neh to neh lyk so er xin..
geky: er xin den ncie ma (:
*xingjue and mirian wraps the both of em tgt with the cloth*
erna: eh dunt pull!! very pain and ticklish! *hugs boobs*
geky: eh yeah lor my xiong very the xin ku.

AHAHSH!
omg la
one whole conveo abt boobs.
ahahas!

and later on xingjue wrapped herself in that red thing
den she wrapped her boobs nicely
and she stuffed her towel and pe shirt and pretended to be pregnant
den gekleng did the smae thing later
and my turn
ahahhas!
damn funny
den later they were saying that i got small boobs
ahahas
den i took my "baby"
push up.
den i said now very big la!
den they laugh lyk mad can?
ahahs
den erna say
"one big boob only!"
ahhahas!
...so combine ur boobs plsu ur "baby"
= breast cancer la -.-
den i replied
"ppl breast cancer la! cannot ar?"
ahhahas

den we play
lao ying zhua xiao ji
i hope i spelt all those things correctly (:
ahahs
den we were super lame
later we were tired..
we sat on chairs and lief down
den i lie down on the floor
lol
den went to tie my hair
cuz it was in a mess
after ALL that we went through!
ahhahahas!
but yeah
fuc`ing fun!
all that about boobs and mensus

and hey!
i jsut found out that erna left me a msg in my doodle book!
xDxDxD

hmm.

HEY BABE!
dunid to ask for permission to doodle la you dumb!
you're my dear retard!
of cuz can doodle as and when you lyk yeah?
*smacks arse!
MWAHS.
ahahs!

actually i still got ALOT to say
but im tired
and my bloody black eye rings are getting worse!

i wana go jp tmr to buy the thing!!!
ahahahs
yesyes
i feel fugly.
lol.
fcuking blackeyerings la ):

so yes
i gtg fly now.
to sleep
BUHBBYES!
-shake arse. (:

2006-03-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

pffftt.
i just typed everything just now.
AND THEN.......

I ACCIDENTALLY KICKED THE RESTART BUTTON AGAIN!!
MAN!
I ALWAYS DO THAT!
Dx < size="5">I LOVE MY DOODLE BOOK.
:D:D:D:D:D:D

LALAS.
it rawks.
my doodle book rawks.
today erna and i kinda pms-ing tgt.

ahhas.
den i drw kotex on my doodle book.
AND TASIA JOINED IN (:
she drew whisper. (:
ahaha.

we drew zainab, taylailing, tanker and the HOD OF TOILET (: (:
ahahhas.
you should see it!
HOHO, HILARIOUS. (x(x

i dunt feel lyk updating already lahs ): <

URGHH.
pms-ization.

BLEAGHS.
HMPHH!

2006-03-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

aiights.
i dnoe whts up with me.
for the WHOLE OF TODAY, i was so fcuking uber duber HIGH.
i was laming and being all retarded and enthu for the whole entire day!
till now.
i suddenly felt so unhappy.
so sad.
angry.
lost.
i just did it again.
damn.
i told myself not to do it anymore.
people told me not to do it anymore.
but why am i still doing it?

--

im just so unhappy.
with everything.
with myself, even.

i know that one of the things thats affecting me
is the evax thing.
but the other things?
i dnoe.

--

i used to be able to do it.
and even on my own.
i used to.
but wht about now?
maybe returning wasnt such a gd idea.

-

"tania you dnoe how to share bridge diagram right?"
WTF.
OMFG.
!@##.

-

kn said
"maybe she just doesnt know how long you've been here"
..she doesnt know?
hell, even if she doesnt know how long iv been here, she knows that
i have been a shepherd before. so if i was a shepherd before, how is
it even possible that i dnoe how to share bridge diagram?
fine.
maybe im taking things too seriously.
but thanks for fcuking looking down on me.
thanks man, THANKS.
and yes you might say that you didnt mean it .
..well.
but that was wht those words meant.

-

maybe the problem lies with me.
im just lousy.
useless.
unwanted.

yay?

its just me now.
now im a bloody fool.
fcuking sensitive over every single thing.
i was just plain stupid to come back
and to join them again..
whenever i join them,
i never fail to feel hurt.

-

yes.
i really think this whole thing lies with me.
im just dumb.
dumb dumb dumb.
dumbo dumbo dumbo.
i cant do anything right.

-

evangelism was my spiritual gift.
now?
i doubt so.
i cant even fcuking share Christ properly now!
iv lost it completely!

-

ppl might try to cheer me up saying
"its okay. maybe its just cuz youv not done it for a long tym"
"its okay. maybe your just not used to it yet"
"its okay. you can get back that touch"
"dunt just say it, do it"

WTFH?
no one fcuking understands anything la!
lyk okay.
thanks for ur care and concern.
but you still dunt understand.

--

*bangs head on table.

--

maybe its just my moodswings.
but it cant be just my moodswings alone ryte?
its prolly just everything.
every single thing.

--

wo hen fan
wo zhen de hen fan
wo hen bu kai xin
wo hen shang xin
wo hen shen qi

--

more cuts have come back now.
more scars will be coming soon.
and the number goes on.
..it just adds on.

-

it hurts.

-

so wht?
i may seem happy
i may be smiley all over
but deep in my heart
im crying.

--

satan..
why?
why now?
just when i came back and started to join them again
just when i thought things are better and is going to be even more better,
it turns out lyk this.
you just love to attack me uh
tym and again
you try to win me over.
satan, why?
why me?
...why me?
D_x <
i cant take it.
i really cant..

--

`stay with me-

_and i wunt cry alone;

..well at least, not anymore.

2006-03-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

we were sposed to meet at je at 11.
den i was late.
ahahs.
i woke up at ten : thirty.
yeah
so duhh i was late
den i called wendy to tel her and stuff.
den i was late la. ahhas
yeah
den reach je around 12
den saw the west brothers.
den david, being his usual, enthu self......
...."hey tania! kets go share Christ tgt! here i give you paper! and sorry too bad no more pen (: "
-.=*
ahhhas.
oh wells.
so i used my own pen la, duh.
den after that david shared christ to two boys sitting on the floor.
den i just stood there luhs.
den later on one of them said
"my fren's here"
or smth lyk that
den i was standing wtih kai en
den i thought to myself..
wht to do?
den i look at him den say
"go or dunt go? ..go or dunt go? ...GO OR DUNT GO?"
i didnt tell him go or dunt go abt wht -.-
LOL.
so he was lyk "HUH?! -.=*"
den i just walked to her and started...
yeah..
den later on wendy came
haiyuhhs.
whtevr luh.
i haven outreach for so long le
den suddenly go again
den i didnt plan anth or wht lor
jsut on the spot to everything
den yeah
i wasnt good enough luh
..lousy.
..dumb.
..WHTEVER.
): <

so yes
i couldnt do it on my own..
well, ...not anymore.
i used to be able to do it
..i used to!
but now?
i couldnt complete it on my own.
whtevr.
so yes she didnt give a reply.
but i took down her number and stuff alr luh.

we went jurong library after that to find anymore ppl to evax on
den yeah la
den dnoe wht happen we just walk out slowly walk out den ended up going to play sports luh
okay, YES we were sposed to play sports at first
den we ended up doing evax.
so yeah we walked to the place lor.
den yeah
kaining, i and wendy lamed around at the playground -.=*
den yeah
oh yeah!
we were sitting on the bar
so we were feeling tall.
...real tall. (:
well, at least taller than everyone there. (:
cuz they were either on the ground or sitting down on the "chairs"
and we were sitting on the bar on top on top on top of the "chairs"
YAY.
so we were tlal.
den before we went to feel tall,
we were playing with bubbles.
...please understand us.
deprived childhoods. (x
we were playignw ith that colourful thing you squeeze out of a small lil tube,
put the "chemical" on the yellow stick and blow with all ur might. (:
yes that
den later we ran out of it luh
den sian lor
so while we were feeling tall ..
..............................
i saw a big bubble across the bball court stuck somewhere at the lamppost and net!
den i told kn.
see that?
that bubble there
its blabla
den she was lyk oooo i want!
den i was being evil.
HEH HEH. (;
i ran too.
den i caught it!
den it flew outta my hands.
den i caught it again
and it flew out again
and i caught it again!
den eugene was lyk complaining. -.- ):
cuz bubble was his.
ahahs
so i said "ok luhs see you small kis la (: "
AHHAS!
so kn didnt get to paly with it.
and OHBTW.
when i returned it to eugene there was a hole in it le.
...bad tania.
...bad trisha!
xD

ogays.
yes
den we went to the playground.
we were being little kids.
FOR TODAY. (:
...deprived childhood!
..lyk i said. (:

so yes we were playing around and monkaying around at the OTHER palygrround. (:
ok luh more lyk, fitness corner.
ahahs!
so yes we were doing "stunts"
and tango-ing. meanwhile balancing on TWO BARS.
dangerous?
yeah.
ahahs
but who cares (x

den yes we were flipping and hanging and dangling on bars. (:
funfun
den came to the tym when i started climbing UP the monkaye bar.
UP, i stress.
ahahs!
i climed up.
den lie down.
SHIOK.
den i can come down luh
but i CHOSE TO do it the dangerous and scary way
ahahs!
act smart. (;

den i didnt dare jump down.
it was kinda HIGH alrights.
den i was being a dramamama. (x
i was lyk.
"so scary its so high wht if i die" and all.
den after awhile i was lyk
"nvm luh! injured jiu injured ba. pain jiu pain ba. si jiu si ba!!!!"
continued by.
..."GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD!"
ahahhahahaahaaahhahahahs!
xDxDxDxDxDxDxDxDxD
den they all laughed at me
ahahs!
den i sat there for lyk DNOE HOW LONG CAN??!?!!!!
CUZ I DUNT DARE JUMP!!!
ahhahas!
den yuqian was lyk
"ok la actually its not that high la"
cuz i was the only one up there -.-
den they were all down there
and asha and kn were trying their mightiest to get up too.
...but i guess they were just not up to monkaye standard. (x
ahhahahahhhahahhahahhahaahahahhahaahahas!!

den i told yq
"you come up and jump down first den i jump la!"
den she say
"..ok. but see if i can even go up first anot."
-.-
lol.
den she was trying.
after awhile asha managed to climb up already.
and while she was stil ltrying
kn tried too
den kn managed to climb up alr.
we three waited for her.
one hr gone.
two hrs gone.
three hrs gone
and FINALLY she's done.
ahhhas!
ok luh jkjk. ahhhas
not THAT long luh
but IT WAS LONG ogays.
ahhahas!
den when she was finally up
she said "ok now i unds why you dunt dare jump."
it looks low from below.
but it does look high from up here!!
ahahhas!
den we were all lyk
"jia you! jia you! jump jump jump!!"
aahahahas.
den she took very long to pluck up her courage.
and when she finally said
"ok jump jiu jump ba"
den we all
"ONE... TWO... THREE!"
den she still there.
-.=*
and ohbtw, that happened a few tyms LOR.
ahhahas!
den later i said
"aiyuh you wan jump wan anot?"
den i did my drama thing again.
(x
den they also counted for me.
......HEES.
but i was still sitting there too.
AHAHHHAHAHAS!
den whtevr.
we were all sitting uo there lying up there laming up there crapping up there dying up there
but not jumping down FROM up there.
ahhahas!
den blabla
yq FINALLY jumped. (:
den i was abt to jump den asha jumped before me
den i jumped
and then kn jumped
ahhahs
den lalas.
yeah la
den we started doing eveyrhting all over again
jsut that its reversed.
this tym it was the jumping again
than the tango-inf on two bars.
ahahs
oh yeah!
still got the sitting up thing!
it all started with me sitting on it backwards.
den that sit up thingw as lyk slanted down.
so i hooked my leg one the yellow thingy
and lie down.
den asha push my toes away!
den i slide down.
den i scream!
den she say okok i pull you back.
den she happily hold on leg and nvr pull me back,
den she still let go again! -.-
den i screamed!
and then she finally pulled me back up this tym
ahhaas
den i got up le
i found it was actually kinda fun
so i said
"lets do it again!"
LOL.
den yeah did it again lors.
den i lie down.
den later on i wanted to do it agian
i sat down.
den i slide
and then
"POM!"
my butt landed on the ground!
i slide all the way down ):
but i fond it fun
so i did it again and again and again and again and again! (: (: (: (: (:
den later my butt really started to hurt already,
I THYNK I SPRAINED MY BUTT. (:

ahahhahahahahaahs!
xDxDxD
yayness
yada yada
we crapped alot
really we did.
we did alot fo stupid things too.
lyk i squeezed btwn the monkaye bars.
....nvm dunt think you'll get wht i mean
ahahhas
nvm
lalas
den after that we went to jurong library again
david lamed alot!
ahahhas!
so funnaye!
xDxDxD
-rofl.
den we studied.
and then blabla went home luh

--

haiz.
i wasnt very happy at the later part in the library.
haiz.
i felt that i lost it la.
they were talking abt evax again ma
den they were talking abt the one that convert
den i thought to myself..
..haiz.
nvm.
i dnoe how to explain.
dnoe dnoe dnoe.
evn if i coiuld explain it
no one would be able to unds the feeling
nvm
HAIZ.

--

HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ.
im so unhappy now )x
..sadded.
HAIZ.
D_x <

2006-03-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

day & night, i will stick with God; i got a good thing going.

TRISH's back.
TRISH's here.
TRISH's in.

count me in, cuz im all crazy for You again!

aiii.
ammm.
backkk.

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

OGAYS.
reallyreally gota fly le.
yepps.
bye.
and
...*YAWNS.

2006-03-19T10:08:00.000+08:00

im half awake.
im so uber tired.
shyt.
sch tmr.
iiiiiiiiiiiiii
ddddddduuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnntttttttt
wwwwwwwwaaaaaannnnnttttttttt
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my body clock is seriously, SERIOUSLY wrong le.
HAIZ.

i tel you im so uber tired now luh
got west sports thingy later.
meeting 11 at je.
and im still at home.
i JUST WOKE UP.
so il be halfanhr late.
ilbe reaching at 1130

i wanted go do hw after west sports.
lyk. in the evening.
but ppl not free to pei me.
haiz.

*yawns.

il update again later luh.
i gtg get ready and fly to jurong.

*yawns yawns yawns yawns yawns yawns yawns.
x 1000

i feel lyk a pig can?
no, SERIOUSLY ok.
*yawns.
HAIZ.

2006-03-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

ogays.
im kinda unhappy now.
...haiz. NVM.

anws.
went for first svc today.
and i joined my group too.
...throughout. (:

so funnaye.
we suddenly went to play the bbq soccer thingy (x
cuz kn keep disturbing asha.
den asha disturb wendy.
den gwen said "dunt fool round go settle elsewhere"
or smth lyk that luh.
so they stopped running around the tables and went to play bbq soccer. -.-
den yeah asha asked me to help her.
as in cuz two player per group.
yeah lor
so i help her
and we kept winning. (:
and we quoted and came to a conclusion.
"slow and steady winds the race; keep calm. (:"
cuz kn and wendy were lyk panic and excited and screamy and jumpy and ...yeah. (:
den asha and i were excited too
but we were CALM .(x(x
although ONCE IN AWHILE we jumped a lil. d:
uh huh
den we kept winning luh
...YAY.
hehs. (x
and i was being a lil kiddy pausing the game
to drink my greentea from the bottle
sucking from a lil straw. (:

yesyes.
den oh wells yeah la.
we had meeting later.
i had the urge to speak out and be all enthu again.
but i was unhappy
c'mon lar.
"tania you dnoe how to share bridge diagram rite?"
WTF.
OMFG.
!@#$
i was so damn angry i could have just cried.
den my mood became very low luh.
den i dnoe.
i feel lyk just bursting out and crying man!
running to szewee, sharing the gospel to him once more!
bringing my lesbians, gays and mistresses and husbands to svc!
i was so rojak jsut now.
i was so MIXED.
i was really unhappy.
but i still couldnt wait to go to sch
and evax once more
anws its been a long tym since i did that
HAIZ.

ok just talking about this makes my mood go down le.
hais.
den oh wells.
after meeting crapped and lamed with jolene, remus and ezekiel.
den later on with kn asha and ym.
and the lil kids who stared at us play bbq soccer.
they were lyk staring.
i paused the game
waved and said hi
den they were lyk so shy luh
so cute!
*hughs.
ahas.

lalas.
so yes luh.
den after that it was laming with the west brothers.
they were damn lame.
kai en came to me and whispered in my ear
"tell you a secret. dunt tell anyone.
..............di qiu shi yuan de."
...lame luh
den i sat there thinking of smth lame
den said
"eh kai en tell you smth"
"secret.. dunt tell anyone....
.........dan gao shi gao de"
"ji dan shi ji de"
"ya dan shi ya de"
"kai en shi nu de"
ahahas!
den his reaction and answers damn funnaye luhs!
cute in someway too.
ahas.
den we played some scissorrs paper stone hand beating game
my hand was red and it swelled.
its still pinky now and a lil swollen.
but doenst hurt anymore (:

yesyes.
im just so pissed anws.
dneo why luhs.
haiz.
cant be pms.
im not having it now.
i dnoe luh.
cant really be moodswings either.
oh wells.
guess im just easily affected by lil things
and that suhcks luh.
PFFFFTT.

hell
im a rojak now
so MIXED.
hais.
whtevr.
no mood to update any further.

actually this entry was sposed to be a uber happy one
and i was intending to talk abt wht i learnt
but nvm
really unhappy now
i dunt have the effing mood.
hais.
fuc` it.
bye.

2006-03-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

THIRD TYM BLOGGING TODAY.
im so effing bored can?
whole day at home
and SOME PPL didnt come online
> x(

bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
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bored
bored
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bored
bored
bored
bored
BORED!!

OHBTW. I LOVE GEKLENG MY DARHLENG MISTRESS!
AHAAHHAS!
*KISSES HER ALL OVER.

AND OHOH! I LOVE YISIN MY LAOGONG NO. TWO TOO!
AHAHHAHAS!
*RUNS AND HUGHS.

lalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalas.

IM SO BORED.
I HAVE NTH TO DO!
I KEPY GOING TO FRENSTER
SIGN IN
SIGN OUT
SIGN IN
SIGN OUT
SIGN IN
SIGN OUT
SIGN IN
SIGN OUT!!
BLEAGHS.

I KEEP EATING AND DRINKING
EATING
DRINKING
EATING
DRINKING
EATING
DRINKING

HMPHH! Dx <

..now let me think wht i havent done more than once today!
)x

use com - yes
eat- yes
sleep - yes
tc - yes
drink - yes
talk to myself - yes
sing to myself - yes
pull my hair - yes
play with my phone - yes
update blog - yes
blow my nose - yes
bathe - yes
paint my nails - yes
yawn - yes
complain - yes
whine - yes
rub my eyes - yes
walk around - yes
play with my fingers - yes
throw my phone around the table - yes
bang the mouse down - yes
scratch my head - yes
tear paper - yes
go toilet - yes
wash my hands - yes
scream and yell - yes
purposely sing out of tune to myself - yes
bang the keyboard - yes
think - yes
talk - yes
shake leg - yes
GO OUT OF THE HOUSE - NO!

*yawns.

im THAT bored luh.
i hope PPL come online
i hope i wunt end up making a fourth entry today -.-

HAIZ.
*yawns.

-SMACKS ARSE.

2006-03-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

aye aye.
my pervious entry got prob. > :(
the font not sposed to be that big!
but its considered BETTER le la.
just now i dnoe why, i dnoe how but SOMEHOW, it was BIG.
big BIG B I G .
it was lyk bigger than "huge" lor!
quite impossible.
but YES! it was that way luhs.

im so bored luh.

lardeedarhms.
i wana change blog song and skin lehs.
but this skin is ncie.
ahahahahhas!
lovely.
den change so soon wasted.
its lyk so cool and all.
black and greenish.
with a girl and a crow.
lovely babe.
but. yeah
itll be a waste to change so soon
but i still feel lyk changing!
lol
i love changing blog skins luh
but wait
not i change one
i lousy
i dnoe how to change
ahahhas!
i ask my dear sissie sophieeeee to do it for me. *kisses her all over.
*bleaghs.
xD

and the song.
yesyes.
damn it makes this blog so sad and dull.
but this song is nice luh!
how?
i cant make my mind up.
T___T

i wana learn how to change skin and all!
den i can lyk. do my own stuff already.
yesyes.

...and oh.
i have to answer nature's call.

ahahahs!

*kiss my arse gdbye. (:

*kiss me lyk you mean it./

2006-03-17T12:26:00.000+08:00

ahhhhahas!
wht am i doing here?
i should be at band!
yesyes i know!
im so sorraye luh. ):
i had all the intension to go
just that..........
i slept at hell, FIVE : THIRTY AM and i had to wake up at SIX : THIRTY AM?
ahhahahs.
sorraye.
so i slept.
i had TWO ALARMS.
and i didnt hear em go off at all. -.-
bleaghs.
den i was sleeping soundly when mom came and beat my fat legs.
"DOU DOU!! THOUGHT YOU GOT TO GO FOR BAND?!"
..........................................."HUH?!"
"OH NO IM LATE!!!!!
..............................nvm luh go back to sleep. -.- *yawns.

ahahahas!
then when i woke up!
i realised that i was really, really late!
ahhahahahahahahas!

and i rmbred that i was sposed to meet kn at gombak!!!
AHHAHAHAHAHS!
im so sorraye kn!
ahhahas!
SERIOUSLY.
i was DEAD TIRED.
sorraye luh.
sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye sorraye
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhahahaaahaahahahahas!
d:
SERIOUSLY LUH.
you know it'd be more convinient for her if she had taken the bus.
but she took the god damn friggin` train to meet me lar!
and in the end..................
i didnt appear.
OMG.
hais.
sorraye luh.
aahahahhas!

OGAYS.
iv decided to go for first svc and not just that.
.......il join the group too.

uh huh, YEAH.
butbutbutbutbutbutbutbutbut..... aiyuh. hope everything turns out alright luh.

fookalook.

ahahhahs!

ogay.
i dnoe why im lyk uber high?
when i slept lyk. at FIVE : THIRTY
and i woke up at TWELVE?
how can man?
my body clock is so wrong le luh.
but how to switch back now?
not easy leh.
school's two days away.
T___T

--

OHHOHO!
anws. this tym, it'll really really really really really really REALLY be

"GOODBYE SLACKS AND WELCOME BOOKS." ... :D

now, SERIOUSLY aiights.
i dunt wana be a slacker anymore.
i dunt wana go to school to eat, sleep, play, talk and bully teachers.
i wana study.
i know iv siad this umpteen tyms since last year.
i also said really really really. -.-
but this tym, REALLY LUH. -.-
i dunt wana be the grll that cries after seeing her horrifying and deadly results.
i wana be the grll that'll smile after seeing her improving results.
YESYES.
thats wht and who i wana be.
i can do it.
i WILL do it.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

im happy.
i dnoe why.
just look at me smile.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
xDxDxDxDxDxDxDxD
;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
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:9:9:9:9:9:9:9:9:9:9:9:9

anymore smilies?
........OUH i thynk thats enough la.

haiyuhh.
i dnoe why im so happy when my life's so fuc`ed up. -.-
LALALAS.

ohyeahuh.
later got westpm.
dnoe if i should go.
im considering and considering and...

i decided not to.
ah i dnoe.
LALAS.

thynk il be making second entry later ba.
cuz its a whole day at home for me im just so bored.
maybe il make five entries? :D:D
ah whttahell.
im acting dumb.

goodbye.
ahahhahahs! (:(:(:(:(:

.......pangsai luh. (:

2006-03-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

ahahhahas!

stuck at home today
didnt go out
but i went online and chat with ppl.
ahahahs!

lardeedarhms.
tmr got band from EIGHT AM TO SIX PM.
T___T
if only can use that tym to hang out with frens.

ahahahs!
lardeedarhms.

im so bored.
and i got nothign to blog about but tmr sure have luh cuz going bnad YAYS. (:

buhbyes.
MWAHS.

2006-03-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

OMG. so scary. i NVR knew. but oh wells. after seeing this, I DECIDED NOT TO GO ON A DIET ANYMORE.
its lyk a HILL. T____T my rib cage and then it goes down to my tummaye. SCARY. T___T

this is the biggest THIS photo can go. but look at that guy standing up! seriously looks lyk eric sor! OMG. T___T
sophiee's head broke. (:

me and sharon legs + my french manicure! ahahahs!
sissie and i. (x(x(x

TEL ME I DID LOOK SUNBURNT. I DID I DID I DID. but i was the sauna actually.

look! the indian chikopehs! hmphh. ahahahahs!!!

okay lar. there were alot more pics. but they show some body parts and im a good gal so i shall not put them here. ahahahahhas! btu sophiee did put it in her blog though. HAHAHAS!

to ___________________:

if only you could have the courage to put ur name down.
f c u k.
so yes.
to continue from my overflowing tags.
firstly, you do not fcuking understand whts going on in my damn life.
not only do you not understand.
i dunt think you even know aiights.
well. if you think that my life isnt reflecting well on God,
then know what?
you leaving ur comments down are making things worse.
cuz lyk i said, you do not know anth and you start shooting shyt outta ur mouth.
so that makes me more mad.
you seriously should just have the courage to put ur name down can?
i feel lyk hammering you aiights.
and oh
im so sorry
i shouldnt have said that
now you'd be even more afraid to put ur name down.
c'mon lar.
why is my life lyk this now?
cuz i have too many fcuking probs can
and yes im just such an lousy arse i cant handle them properly aiights?
scroo off.

occ.(:

went to occ today. we had lotsa fun. took a whole load of pictures. narcissists. ahhhahahaah!

the pool was lyk EMPTY. (:(:(: we had it to ourselves! shaton and i taned for awhile. den later i went to sit down. den sophiee exclaimed "tan! you got tan lines already! so fast!"

ahhhahahahaah!! den sharon didnt have tan lines yet. ahhahh! awwww. how unfair. (x

we went to the jacuzzi area. den i was lyk sliding on the curves. lalas. den ok lar. got scratched. so i stopped sliding ): ahhahahah.

den after awhile eight big fat and mean acjc guys bombarded the pool. so i scrambled out of it ): den they were lyk playing water polo T___T wht the. and they were so crude! they were lyk saying so loudly "got lan jiao in the pool!" oh yeah besides them, a father and child appeared too. hmm. den upon hearing that i got up and counted how many men were there in the pool. ahhahah! den i said to sophiee "shut up lar. got nine lan jiao in the pool lar." HAHAHAHH! OKAY. sorraye! (x

LOL. den sophiee, being her USUAL SELF was lyk "tan help me take a pic of them quick!" -.- ....why me? pfffftt.

den i was being a nottaye lil gal. i took A FEW. (: and i took dumb ones, at that. i took them doing stupid actions and looking stupid too. AHHAHAH! how nice of me. den we started zooming in at the pics and laughed at the snapshots i took! and wait!!! one fo the guys look lyk eric sor! OMG. -.- can someone please tell me that eric sor did not go to acjc? PLEASE? if not im so dead. AHHAH.

ok den soph was lyk. HER USUAL SELF A G A I N . T___T ..."lets go lie down and tan!"

UHH AHEM. just now when the guys wer enot there yet she didnt have the mood to tan -.- and now? .....

so we tanned. three lil gals lying on the bench or whtever you call that. AND THEN........ there were two fcuking banglas who appeared!!! den they were lyk staring. *scoffs.

den i turned my back against them and faced sophiee "sophiee! chikopeh! chikopeh! ah neh ah neh!" :x

den soph said "take pics o them quick! theyre spying at us! lets SPY THEM BACK! *hmphh!"

so i took some pics of them lar. but but but but but!! they turned and saw us taking! OMG T___T later they think we got a crush on them man.

sophiee wasnt really happy with her cuz she was so self consious when the guys were around. but she was not. she sat with her legs wide open and she burped and sang chinese songs loudly.

hais. sophiee felt a lil embarassed of her i guess?

den her mood wasnt so good later.

yadayada. before the acjc guys came, sophiee was asking us "when you guys wana leave?"

den when yhe acjc guys were here already, sharon felt lyk going sauna all of a sudden. before we even reached occ we planned to go sauna already lar. hmm. yeah. so after that she suddenly felt lyk going sauna so she asked "wht tym we gong sauna? i feel lyk going sauna now lehs" den i replied her "just now whether we were leaving or not depended on us. NOW, whether we're leaving or not depends on *ahem. HER." ahhah!

den when the guys were leaving sophie said "alryte lets go" den i was lyk......... T____T hais. sophiee ah sophieeeeee................ den i said "walau so dumb wait awhile lar later they see. its lyk once they leave den we leave too. wait awhile lar you. must know how to act. ahhahah!"

okay so we waited.

and oh oh oh ! i was being mean. as they were all walking towards us, i started commenting "hmmm.. all ugly one.. that one too fat. that one toooooooo skinny. that one average lar.. that one omg! weak. no muscles at all. that one.. oh look! his red underwear sticking out! that one.. super super skinny can. and that one.. look! white underwear this tym."

den soph was lyk laughing lyk mad. -.-

anws. so after we left the pool, we went to the saunanana. (:

hot hot hot. nice nice. we were all sweaty and our body was lyk shiny shiny! and then........ soph started to have dirty thoughts about her and jeffrey. nvm. i shall not go into DETAIL -.-

fifteen mins was up, we went out. den our face was red red! ahhahhas.

hmms. den we went to bathe. i bathed in the same cubical as sophiee. lol. den she was lyk making a fuss over her tampon. -.-

lalalaaaaaaas. den we went home lar. no wait. we went admiralty. den bought pao pao cha. ahhahahs!

not bad lar. not say very nice.. lol.

hmmms.

den we went home and it all started.

pffffftt.

used the fcuking com and there i saw those comments.

bloody hell. ________ doesnt know nor understand any bloody thing lar. and he/she starts fuc`tarding. arsehole. i was so damn unhappy by the comments already and dad came into the room and started bitching. fuc` it. i felt lyk stuffing a baboon's arse into his mouth. den we quarreled anws. we shouted at each other at the top of our voice. den i told him everything he threatened us with cash again den i said "all you can do is threaten us with our money when you got nthing else to say! and why money? cuz you know that we have no cash and you know that our cash comes from you. so you use that against us" and he was speechless. AHHAHS.

den we went on and on and obviously, i was crying already. dne i just banged the door and cried in my room. den he still knocked the door and said in his fcuking booming voice "open the door!" and he said it a few tyms till i opened the door.

den he was complaining about my fcuking CAresults.

den i was lyk "to study well, we need motivation from our parents too ryte? and how can i do well when all i get from you guys are discouragements?"

ahhh. nvm. typical fuc`tard family this is lar.

forgeddyt. i think the ppl living above and below us must be thinking lyk wise too.

and oh. i slept around 5AM. T___T. den woke up at 1.52PM (:(: ahhahas

lardeedarhms. later going to admiralty mac to STUDY. imma GOOD GRLL. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

oh yeah. den i thought i was sunburnt ytd! cuz after our shower and cleaning up and everyhting i was STILL red! so i was lyk so happy that i was sunburnt!

but later i came to realised that it was THE POWER OF SAUNA.
T______T
which means that it was the sauna that made me redderedded.
not burno.. ):
but oh wells. i seriously looked burnt! but it only lasted for twenty mins. so yeah. it was the power of sauna lar. -.0*

2006-03-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

ogays.

much has happened lately.

today went for the west sports thing.

much has really happened.

yupps.

i cant possibly list it all down here.

but one thing i can say is that

we talked.
we shared.
we prayed.
and then i cried.

den eye was even more pain
but im glad things got better lar

anw when we reached,
they were playing bball and soccer lor
den david damn enthu.
hahas
nvm.
kinda cool.
]amazed at his enthuness.
enthusiasm.
one day
wheni can get back up on my feet
and be strong to carry on again,
i wana have that kind of enthusiasm in everything i do
games, cg, svc, evax, studies.
everything!!
..one day, ONE DAY. (:

kaining and i ran around basketball court.
hahahaha
i ran fifteen rounds.
she ran thirteen.
haha
funfun.
tiredtired.
lol.

today is lyk.
...so wht the.
haha
exercise le
den go eat kfc.
-.=*
had kfc for lunch and dinner today
ladida.
dumdidum.

yay!
tmr maybe going occ to swin and tan!
den after that me and sissie will be off to buy new bra. (:
we're on a bra spree tmr.
oh how we love bras.
these few days been hanging out with sissie.
ytd also.
go town and bugis with sisie.
but before that went heeren, cine, fareast with sharon and jiamin.
yupyup.
hmm
been going out so much this whole week!

this one week hols im not gona slack!
i wunt be sleeping tym!
itll be shopping, exercising and studying tym
hahahaha
yeah

hais
about ytd...............
hais.
hurt.. and hurt even more.
broke down.
i just broke down.
fuc`.
so hurt.

but i managed to tell wendy everything today..
well,
at least almost everything.
yupps.

everythings just so luan now -.-

confused.

nvm.

pffftt.
hais.

sophie's ibook so not nice to use.
well.
its not just her ibook.
i just dunt lyk laptops.
i find them..
urghh. -.-
haha.

computers are nicer.
i mean.
ok lar.
nothing against laptops.
but just
the keypad very soft..
so annoying..
haha
nvm.
her ibook's so nice.
*AHEM.
EZ, IF YOU'RE LOOKING AT THIS,
I GOT NTH TO SAY
HAHAHAHAHA
WHEE-

lalala
hais
so sian

2006-03-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

FINALLY CAN UPDATE. -.-

nvm.
long story.
stupid com.
stupid msn.
hang hang hang.
PFFFTT.

ANYWAYS...................................
going first svc tmr.
hais.
got the feeling that i wunt be very happy.
hais.
wonder wht will happen.
nvm.
i shall not think.
il just wait.
..wait till smth happens.
i can sense smth bad will happen
but ANWS.

..sophie going for third svc!
yeah.
so il be waiting for her den we come home tgt.
yay yay.

HMM.
i dunt intend to tell my parents abt my results yet.
i think i tuesday den tell.
i monday go sch say "forgot"
yupp. tuesday den tell ba.
hais.
but but but i think they sorta know le -.-
cuz i today woke up at 4 den saw the dining table..
they got a copy of the message to the parents abt the ca results..
so yeah..
either they know le den faking it waiting for me to say nia
or they're just dumb?
hais.

ohyeahbtw.
didnt go school today.
haha.
left eye swollen.
last nyte itchy..
den rub.
rub le become one line.
right eye ok.
only left eye.
so one line not two lines.
hmm.
den actually still intended to go to school de.
den alarm ring le.
den my eye lyk a running tap..
water keep flowing..
den it feels so puffy..
lyk a fishball lyk that..
can feel..
den touch hor..
lyk yuan yuan de..
round round..
hmm.
anyways.
yeah.
den eye pain.
so i say..
nvm i got two alarm..
hp de is 5.20
den clock de is 5.25
den hp ring le
den i thought ok lar wait for clock de
den clock de ring le
den i say ok lar
il wake up one
i just wana close my eyes awhile
den i end up sleeping
den 7smth
was woken up by dad's booming voice.
omgg. -.-
PFFFTT.
hmmphh.

yadayada.
woke up 11.20
make sandwich for myself.
den eat finish le.
straight away go sleep again
dnoe why leh
i eat the sandwich half way feeling sleepy again
so i went to sleep
den woke up at four lor
wonder why im so tired
&&&&&&& i didnt sleep late last nyte lehs!
around...
hmm.
10 i think?
can rmbr.
but not late lor.
hais.
im such a piggaye. (x

lalas.
dad and mom's naggy.
NAGGUHS.
grumpy old farts.
URGHH.

lardeedarhms.
so yes.

i hafta go now
that grumpy old fart is standing behind me.
thats why this small font.
he's scolding and scolding.
YADA YADA.
fcuker.
he's lyk
"always computer computer
dunt you find it critical?
ur exams are coming...."
HELLO?
its OVER.
and i failed.
happy?
knn.
and he continues
"if smth happens dunt come and blame us.
and i wunt go and help you find another schoo.
im not trying to bring you down or what.
im just saying that................."
NA BEI.
i said it before!
he's going in cicles!
he should try triangles lar, seriously.
he's lyk saying il get expelled lor.
SO OBVIOUS.
"i wunt go and help you find another school."
..cuz from this year onwards the sch says no more retaining..
fail overall, say goodbye to this sch.
and so, YES.
he's trying to say that to me.
and he says "im not trying to bring you down"
f c u k e r .

and oh yay. he's finally got his arse off to the kitchen.
you have any idea how hurting it is to hear this word from ur parents?
i feel lyk just screaming this few word in their faces
dunt make me shove a bamboo pole into ur butthole.

YES.
fuc` lar.
i hate them hate them hate them hate them hate them!!
when will they ever ever ever learn to shut the fuc` up and mind their own shyt?
kao bei.

spoil my whole darn mood.
to hell with parents.
THEY CAN STOP BRINGING US DOWN.
they think they're great.
lyk. OH WOW.
THEY HAVE JOBS AND THEY SUPPORT US
AND SO, THEY FUC`ING THREATEN US WITH OUR ALLOWANCE.
and they'll say that we're not doing well in our studies and all that fuc`.
but HELLO?
to do well, we need motivation too, aiights?
and how the fuc` can we do well with their
OVERFLOWING NEVER ENDING HURTING DISCOURAGING WORDS?

scroo them lar.

2006-03-09T20:00:00.000+08:00

so many things happening now..
so many many things.
i cant say them all here..

its too much, ...too much.

there's the zainab banu thing.
the family thing.
the kaining thing.
the band thing.
the class thing.
the wee toon huey thing.
the eye thing.
the zane thing.
the phone thing.
the blog[s] thing.
the wendy thing.

hais.

i can say things are getting better.. yet worse..
better..
its just one more step better..
i talked to the two of them le..
but more and mroe things are happening too..
so..
things are yeah...
better..
yet worse.
hais.

so stressed.

broke down during lesson the other day again.
during chinese..
i just broke down..
hais..
im so stressed..
so many things happening!
fuc`.
HAIS.

well.
these few days stay back in sch with
my dear gay partner. jue
my dear lesbian partner. cia
my dear laughing partner. sheng
my dear retardedfool partner. nana
my dear mistress. gekerleng
my dear husband. mokmok
my dear shitting partner. joycee
my dear son. mirian
den we do alot of stupid thigns tgt.
oh wells.
i love them.
my family ~~tree~~ branch.
yeah.

hais.
stressed man.
fuc`ing stressed.

got back ca results today.
the moment i saw THAT result.
i broke down le.
i mean.
how can i not pass it??
its the second tym in my whole life i failed english.
fuc` it lar.
im just dumb.
plain d u m b.
fine.
I FAILED EVERYTHING AIIGHTS?
ONLY PASS ART.
O N L Y.
ONE FUC`ING SUBJ!
I FAILED ENGLISH.
by TWO damn marks.
but even if i got that two marks, I AINT HAPPY.
i wunt be happy gettin a FIFTY for my english either.
wht happen to me?
why has my standard drop so much?
ca2 last year a2 for english.
NOW?
FAIL LOR!!!
wtf!!!!

saw yuhting at coffeeshop today.
she is so cute.
keep asking me cheer up.
aww. (':
I LOVE HER.
such a nice senior!
she rawks my bumbums.
YEAH?

oh wells.
this is dumb.
so many thigns happen yet i dnoe wht to update abt
lets just say....
its too many things le ba?

hais.
ok lar.
i got to answer nature's call.
BYE.
hais.

2006-03-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

im backkk from shopping.
well.
at fist wana buy my mini shorts de.
den end up saw this really prettaye, hawt and sweet heels.
den i bought the heels instead.
haha
nvm.
next tym save more monaye den can buy nicer mini shorts
and i can get that pair of shoes..!
haha

whee-
so im dead tired man.
yesyes so i am.

im hungry!!

daddy!!!
where's my dinner!!!
im hungraye!!!

:D